Wednesday, June 08, 2005
hey!! just finish watching my show.. yep.. today is a tired day.. sigh. went all da way to sentosa but no sun only clouds.guess what, i saw julian when i was at the mrt station.. pek geok told me when she saw him behind me.. i turned around, and when i saw him and i was shocked-mouth was open wide =O-! i was like woa! such a small world.. didn't dare to say hi. scared he think i'm mad or even dun remember who i'm. so i just had to act like nothing had happened. yup. btw we are in da same church, but we dun talk. hahaha.
anyways. pek, her sis and i went to sentosa. as i said no sun but only clouds and onli clouds. =/ so irritating. i prayed so so hard that there will be sun shine but nothing came thru. yup. at least no rain when we were dere. so we went to tanjong beach to have fun.. while burying pek geok leg came three dogs.. the owner was teaching one of the dogs how to swim.. so cute.. ahaha... the dog was so scared.. whenever the owner put it in the water... it paddle like crazy towards the shore. haha.. oh ya.. on the way to tanjong beach, we saw mrs poi and miss ng with the students at siloso beach. haha.. they were having humanities camp. good huh. my time dun have such stuff.. all they noe is to ask us to study and study.. not like now. so good. yup.. oh after playing and playing with the dirty water, we left sentosa early thou. no sun what for stay. yep.
we ate alot for lunch today... three person ate no stop.... i ordered tom yum handmade noodles. pek ordered a thai set-which have rice, chicken, soup and a bowl of tom yum soup- and den pek sis ordered fried mee pok.. den we all share a chicken steamed with herbs and a bowl of yam paste... we ate like pigs!! haha... we decided to walk out of e food court. cuz the more food we see the more we felt like puking. haha..
now i'm at home.. feeling like a dead person.. so tired. think i end here.
9:48 PM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
heya. back again... haha.. computer dead for quite some time now den alright.. yep... chinese o level sure gone, sian about f&n course work. hahaha.. bad huh...now feeling depress.. hahaha.. mood swing.. swing non stop.. haha... i think recently i have been think of someone.. which makes me feel down... thats bad.. i also dunno for wad! waste my time. not worthy also... that person is such a bum. everyone says so. i dunno la... sometimes think i really dumb at times... choose people also can choose wrongly.. aiyo... this thingy like its over long long time, but still lingering in my mind! stupid girl!! stupid stupid... ya.. just wait for the day that i can forget him...
triduum just ended last fri.. IT WAS GREAT. i can see DAY1 in church first level barely filled. DAY2 church level one was filled. DAY3 first level filled, second level 3/4 filled.. amazing huh... god really makes wonders... yeppie... ppl often say they can't find god in them... they themselves not working hard they noe. but i just wanna tell u few ppl-i think u noe who i am talking abt- god is always waiting for u.. waiting for u to open ur door.. by not even going for mass u are actually pracitcally throwing his love away from us... see ah... he gave his flesh and blood to redeem our sins. yup... the mass the eucharist is important ya.. you might dislike or feel weird in that church.. maybe u can go other church for mass ro help out.. but if u wan to come back.. it take time to get back to church like where u are suppose to be.. its not easy i know. try ya.. will be dere for u all..
haha... after wad i said some ppl might say me.. as usual. ya.. i dun care.. or shld i say i try not to care. ya... this few weeks feel so lethargic-did i spell correctly-. dunno why also... haha... borrowed three books to read. amazing huh. alison chua, who dun read books now borrowed three books to read. hahaha... yep.. nowadays, alison weird one.. so nice to ppl... hahaha.. wait for ppl for hrs yet not angry with the person... haha... k la.. gtg now.. tc ppl!
10:46 PM