Friday, February 29, 2008
LEAP YEAR
today in the ward got a baby born on 29 feb! so sad! every four years than it will be her bdae..i wanna watch that show thou.. The leaps years..
last day at nursery! today fed 20 babies! feed them till i was so tired! my tummy wasnt feeling well too.. vomitted after i ate.
thank god for attachments.. at least my time is occupied.. i wont have the time to think so much..
tmr will be jam pack! 10 am prac for pnw. 430pm ZJ.. 7+pm got rally..
sunday buy stuff.. den to sam's bdae!
monday new ward i will be going! paeds! =)
10:21 PM
Thursday, February 28, 2008
i pass my BTT
i pass my BTT! shiok.. next is 6 may for my final theory.. didnt know can do the PDL on the spot also.. waste my time.. must go down again..hmmm.. today at nursery.. isnt as fun as i tot.. even thou i get to change diapers and feed them milk.. cuddle them! take photos with them! haha!
one last day at OBS.. it was the first day i saw toot.. and i never get to see him again... oh wells..
leg hurts! haha!
got one baby got diff facial expression!
a smile with a wink, frown and angry face! =) he got BIG eyes!
the one i am feeding! he is damn handsome! got sharp nose!
i waited...
you didnt reply.
i wonder
if you're busy or
you dont wan to reply or
you dont know how to..
i wonder...
a one sentence reply i am also happy..
will you? i will wait..
10:37 PM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
i wonder
i emailed u last night..not wanting to lose it..
trying to salvage things..
i wonder will you ever reply me or nt..
or maybe you jus do not know how to reply..
some how i need to prep myself for the worst..
but i think i will still be sad..
can i have the faith in you?
wonder to you is it impt?
i wonder..
we been thru ups n downs..
this small matter wont really be at detrimental
can i put my faith to it.. i wonder..
i treasure it..
12:11 AM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
infant bathing
today i got assess by my instructor! infant bathing and i was the first one.. first i had difficulty hearing tt infant's heart beat cuz she kept on crying..
i am suay la.. she gave me one tt always cry even her mom says so! so is not i cant bath the girl! haha!
had fun doing it.. fed a baby girl too! very cute! change diapers.. cuddle them...
the last hr before our teacher let us go.. she show us some placenta! haha! look alien-ish! one lump of 'thing', bloody and slippery.. however i had fun touching it.. i just cant imagine how labour is like! omg.. saw a few young single mothers.. younger den me!
gonna have pnw prac later.. ok.. i am tired! gonna slp! night!
4:01 PM
Monday, February 25, 2008
did you know?
did you know?the muscles in your heart have the strength to shoot your blood 10m in the air?
that elephants are the only animals that cannot jump!
the body's strongest muscles is our tongue
statistically, people are more afraid of spiders than they are of dying?
polar bears are left handed! =p
crocodiles cannot stick out their tongue
butterflies tase withe their feet
a cockroach can live 9 days without it's head. it only dies because it cannot eat
humans and dolphins are the only animals that have sex for pleasure
a duck's quack has no echo, and nobody knows why
each kind on the playing cards represent a king in real history:
- spades: king david
- clubs: alexander the great
- hearts: charlemagne
- diamonds: julius cesar
it is impossible to sneeze with your eye's open
startfish have no brains
origin of FUCK is 'fornication under consent of the king'
10:01 PM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
toot remembers ME!
ok! today was a great day i suppose.. ok.. mayb one thing tt made my day!although my day didnt start right..
my maid was being sent home this morning.. cuz she got caught doing something wrong.
last night around 11pm ++ her fren called to inform us she is actually not at home and asked us to check it to confirm.. my dad checked.. and she was right..i dunno how my parents waited for her.. but they told me she only came back home at
6am! tts like madness!
my parents sent her str home. breach the trust between us.. trusted her so much yet like tt.. she said she went out with her BF! haha! its been one week since she have been doing that.. oh wells!
walked to ward.. oriented us around.. saw alot on infant.. carried one of them.. so cute!!
around 1.15pm.. my CI told us to meet her at staff lounge! went there and sat down..
GUESS WAD?! i saw DR TOOT TOOT!! and he actually remember me!! he said hello! =) cool huh! ok.. my eye candy from ward 48.. onco ward.. he is soooo cute!hehe!
the last time i worked with him was in SGH.. now i am at KKH i also see him! yippy! yea-ness!
but my ward.. i am now working with the other Dr.. we call him the china man.. cuz he look like one.. amrita n all shld noe who.. hehe! poke needles into____? haha! oh wells..
so.. that made my day! toot toot is such a nice person.. very hardworking n toot! heh!
had a nice movie after blood donation drive with elena daryl and ryan..we watched jumper.. damn nice la! if i am tt jumper's gf.. i can suggest going paris for breakfast.. alaska for snow ski.. den lunch at hawai.. and dinner at london! meet up with harry potter.. hehe! met joel n his brothers 4! haha.. they also going to watch jumper.. but tt was when we alr finish watching it.. ate pasta mania.. talked.. elena spoke. everyone kept saying the same thing to me.. but its up to me to plan n change n be focus..
ok i did on personality quiz daryl asked me to take..
after taking the quiz.. got a picture of me.. but yet still quite confused..
seriously.. sigh..
Portrait of an ESFP - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
(Extraverted Sensing with Introverted Feeling)
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The Performer
As an ESFP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is internal, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit with your personal value system.
ESFPs live in the world of people possibilties. They love people and new experiences. They are lively and fun, and enjoy being the center of attention. They live in the here-and-now, and relish excitement and drama in their lives.
ESFPs have very strong inter-personal skills, and may find themselves in the role of the peacemaker frequently. Since they make decisions by using their personal values, they are usually very sympathetic and concerned for other people's well-being. They're usually quite generous and warm. They are very observant about other people, and seem to sense what is wrong with someone before others might, responding warmly with a solution to a practical need. They might not be the best advice-givers in the world, because they dislike theory and future-planning, but they are great for giving practical care.
ESFP is definitely a spontaneous, optimistic individual. They love to have fun. If the ESFP has not developed their Thinking side by giving consideration to rational thought processing, they tend to become over-indulgent, and place more importance on immediate sensation and gratification than on their duties and obligations. They may also avoid looking at long-term consequences of their actions.
For the ESFP, the entire world is a stage. They love to be the center of attention and perform for people. They're constantly putting on a show for others to entertain them and make them happy. They enjoy stimulating other people's senses, and are extremely good at it. They would love nothing more than for life to be a continual party, in which they play the role of the fun-loving host.
ESFPs love people, and everybody loves an ESFP. One of their greatest gifts is their general acceptance of everyone. They are upbeat and enthusiastic, and genuinely like almost everybody. An ESFP is unfailingly warm and generous with their friends, and they generally treat everyone as a friend. However, once crosesed, an ESFP is likely to make a very strong and stubborn judgment against the person who crossed them. They are capable of deep dislike in such a situation.
The ESFP under a great deal of stress gets overwhelmed with negatives thoughts and possibilities. As an optimistic individual who lives in the world of possibilities, negative possibilities do not sit well with them. In an effort to combat these thoughts, they're likely to come up with simple, global statements to explain away the problem. These simplistic explanations may or may not truly get to the nature of the issue, but they serve the ESFP well by allowing them to get over it.
ESFPs are likely to be very practical, although they hate structure and routine. They like to "go with the flow", trusting in their ability to improvise in any situation presented to them. They learn best with "hands-on" experience, rather than by studying a book. They're uncomfortable with theory. If an ESFP hasn't developed their intuitive side, they may tend to avoid situations which involve a lot of theoretical thinking, or which are complex and ambiguous. For this reason, an ESFP may have difficulty in school. On the other hand, the ESFP does extremely well in situations where they're allowed to learn by interacting with others, or in which they "learn by doing".
ESFPs have a very well-developed appreciation for aesthetic beauty, and an excellent sense of space and function. If they have the means, they're likely to have to have many beautiful possessions, and an artfully furnished home. In general, they take great pleasure in objects of aesthetic beauty. They're likely to have a strong appreciation for the finer things in life, such as good food and good wine.
The ESFP is a great team player. He or she is not likely to create any problems or fuss, and is likely to create the most fun environment possible for getting the task done. ESFPs will do best in careers in which they are able to use their excellent people skills, along with their abilities to meld ideas into structured formats. Since they are fast-paced individuals who like new experiences, they should choose careers which offer or require a lot of diversity, as well as people skills.
ESFPs usually like to feel strongly bonded with other people, and have a connection with animals and small children that is not found in most other types. They're likely to have a strong appreciation for the beauties of nature as well.
The ESFP has a tremendous love for life, and knows how to have fun. They like to bring others along on their fun-rides, and are typically a lot of fun to be with. They're flexible, adaptable, genuinely interested in people, and usually kind-hearted. They have a special ability to get a lot of fun out of life, but they need to watch out for the pitfalls associated with living entirely in the moment.
http://www.personalitypage.com/ESFP.html
do the quiz!
http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp
and get results from
http://www.personalitypage.com/portraits.html
do u all think its accurate about mine.. wad abt u? try it!
11:09 PM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Expensive day~!
RETAIL THERAPYi bought alot of stuff!! total cost : $180
alot alot! the wallet was suppose to be $93.. but was on sale..
so i bought it at $63! save $30. my 1st long wallet.. =D
went out with pek geok..
1. find out how to get to KKH
took a shuttle bus down to...
2. bugis
- ate aijisen
- bought pimple cream
- bought necklace n earring
3.withdraw money at OG!
- bought 2 tops! (white n green one)
4. shopped at bugis street
- white watch
- black cardigan
- skirt
5. raffles city
robinsons
- pierre cardin wallet
top shop
- orange top
- purple top
- necklace
mos burger again! slacked drink and took photos!
went home put my stuff.. it rain.. went out to meet char, joseph and aaron for dinner before we head to st anne's for a charismatic grp session.. was nice..
FR JAMES was there! his short talk was as usual.. damn good.. they gave us each a small ang bao! spiritual ang bao! inside was a card for everyone!
for mine it says:
Joy is the result of walking with God.
"take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am meek and humble of heart; and you will find rest for yourselves." Matthew 11:29
i can relate to it..
after session went to watch movie w jason! joseph drove us to junction 8. watched Fool's Gold.. not bad.. its jus that the BIMBO spoils the movie alil... other den tt the show was not bad! 3.5/5!
ended like 2am! haha! which is an hr ago! haha! okok.. this are the pics i took.. the stuff i bought!
this dress i bought it online.. nt yet got it thou.. =D
colours! this time i try to buy more colour shirts.. i have alot of black n white!
next target! get a bag.. brown bag! =)
did a quiz
Your Element Is Air
You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!
2:29 AM
Friday, February 22, 2008
SHOPPING HERE I COME!
finally i can shop till i drop dead.. however.. i must manage my spending.. cuz i am gonna shop today and monday! WAH! my pocket is gonna have a big hole!
shopping list for today
-skirts!
-belts
-pimple cream! haha!
-necklace!
hopefully my eyes isnt "spoilt".. imagine.. wad i see i find it nice i buy! omg!
CIAO!
11:48 AM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
PS i love you
today was my last paper.. PHEW!went in and walked out in 40 mins.. got so sick of exams! haha!
went to meet pek geok! ate mos.. walked around and bought 3 pairs of new earrings..
watch PS I Love You.. wasnt that fantastic.. but i can say the guy damn sweet.. if i am her.. i will neva ever forget him.. how they met was amazing.. he is cute.. hot! haha! not the body la... face! =)
cry a few parts.. cuz he is jus too sweet! haiz...
had dinner with the whole family.. was great.. super full.. woa!
Singapore won the bid! YOG 2010!! yea!! somehow cant imagine it coming! its gonna be the biggest event held in sg so far rite??? haha! as in international event.. olymics..
now feel so lethargic... not all relaxed! haiz'
9:01 PM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
burst this bubble
burst this bubble!i seriously need to do that.. make an effort to step oiut if comfort zone and start getting things done..
always saying.. complaining but yet not getting it done..
knowing but not doing..
regi ask me to go for the air show.. didnt know wad was it.. so i checked it out.. haha! see i am in my own world.. i cant make it even thou i would love to go.. =) yea!
den char was like ALISON U READ NEWSPAPER! made me so ps.. i read news online.. ok.. its aint boring afterall.. haha! youth olympics.. hmmm.. will it be us?? slowly having the habit to pray every night even thou i am dead tired and with so much info.. from today will try to read the newspaper everyday! @_@ haha! start bursting the bubble!
LAST PAPER TMR!! paeds paper!
can u imagine.. there are so many health probs for infants and children! dun wan to see them suffering.. giving their mommy or daddy those tearing eyes.. saying i dun wan all these pain and suffering.. why do i have to go thru all these.. ='(
anyway.. hopefully i can get to watch my PS I LOVE YOU tmr! peks geok!! haha! we are going to watch rite?! shall bring in packets of tissue! so far the comments from everyone who watched it were.. very sad.. i cried.. etc..
after movie.. will be going home for 15th day cny..! gonna see my sis! ok.. i do miss her sometimes.. amazingly! its like missing something if sunday or saturday i do not see her.. will ask mom why isnt she here.. haha.. WE ARE GONNA HAVE STEAMBOAT! shiok! eat till drop dead again!
den rush down to macs for a church meeting.. why macS!!!! cant it be church! ARGH!! nvm.. can eat icecream! heh!
shall update on how horrible the paper i going to sit for tmr.. and... how nice the movie is! hehe!!
FREEDOM! for 3 days? cuz monday i have attachment! have to make up for it.. miss it cuz i was recovering from my operation tt time... oh wells.. doing it without classmates sucks.. i'm so gonna drag myself there.. haiz..
10:20 PM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
another OPERATION!
done with my checkup.. and cutting of hair!went down to ttsh to meet up with mom.. on the way to kopitiam i saw eng keat and his fren! sas shocked to see them.. chatted for awhile den went off for my consultation.. doctor say everything looks fine.. and i am walking very well.. can remove my metals end of oct! omg! haiz!
again!! operation end of this yr.. was thinking better do it before xmas! i so wanna celebrate it! haha! n countdown.. and my grad! wahaha! wear heels!!
oh wells!! life gonna be a bullet train next year! alot of things to do.. my next yr meaning year 3..
my attachment starts next week!! argh!!
5:59 PM
one paper LEFT
ONE PAPER LEFT!!!! ONE! ok! so far for today.. woke up having slight headache! i neva in my life get headache for exams! as in study till head damn heavy! haha!
bio paper was stupid! i can do la.. can pass.. but results will be like crap.. haiz! SAQ 15 marks per question i only can answer part A.. part b i dunno how to answer.. lucky part b only 5 marks.. but still!
MCQ! hell alot of quesions.. 90 mcq~~ dunno how the teacher can set so many! haha! questions.. haiz.. no comments!
later going for my check up! for my leg! duno shld i tell the dr my leg hurts a lil now.. maybe its jus walking too much hor... oh wells.. x ray den see hw! haha! mayb the screw out of place? wire bend? OR!! nothing wrong!
gonna make my mom pay for my hair cut later! n buy stuff from supermarket! hah! =)
11:20 AM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
thx her
had a great dinner! satisfied! wanted to eat kway chap for damn long.. but didnt have the chance to eat it! shiok!suggested to eat kway chap.. my mom crazy ON today.. so we went macpherson there to eat! was nice! great! went there.. order wad we wanted! FRIED large intestines, duck meat.. and all.. haha! food came within 5 to 10 mins! shiok! finish everything within 15 - 20 mins! all stood up rubbing our tummy and started walking back to our cars!
fast huh! like vultures! haha! mayb we are all hungry n its nice! i eat n say shiok at the same time! =D
yea! study time! today my tummy think eat too much.. i always run for the toilet! opps! shall spare u all the details! =p
When you were 8 years
old, your mom handed you an ice
cream. You thanked her by dripping it
all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old, she paid for
piano lessons. You thanked her by
never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old she drove
you all day, from soccer to football
to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the
car and never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, she took
you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a
different row.
When you were 12 years old, she warned
you not to watch certain TV shows. You
thanked her by waiting until she left
the house.
Wh en you were 13, she suggested a
haircut that was becoming. You thanked
her by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14, she paid for a month
away at summer camp. You thanked her by
forgetting to write a single letter.
W hen you were 15, she came home from
work, looking for a hug. You thanked
her by having your bedroom door locked.
W hen you were 16, she taught you how
to drive her car. You thanked her by
taking it every chance you could.
Wh en you were 17, she was expecting
an important call. You thanked her by
being on the phone all night.
Wh en you were 18, she cried at your
high school graduation . You thanked
her by staying out partying until dawn.
Whe n you were 19, she paid for your
college tuition, drove you to campus
carried your bags. You thanked her by
saying good-bye outside the dorm so you
wouldn't be embarrassed in front of
your friends.
When you were 25, she helped to pay
for your wedding, and she cried and
told you how deeply she loved you. You
thanked her by moving halfway across
the country.
When you were 50, she fell ill and
needed you to take care of her. You
thanked her by reading about the
burden parents become to their
children.An d then, one day, she
quietly
died.
And everything you never did came
crashing down like thunder on YOUR
HEART..
go thx ya mom now! haha! if nt ya dad!
sometimes very true.. she ask us wad we doing.. how are we doing in school.. being concern trying to create conversation.. we end it with a few short sentences jus cuz we are tired, bad mood or jus at the wrong time..
oh wells.. i feel bad too!
6:22 PM
exams... oh wells!
fri night was great!met up w char, joel, joseph, jason, mich and myra! ryan came later..
ate at grapevine.. pool at bistro.. and had a drink at hup seng..
played pool with them.. paired up w joseph 1st.. vs mich n ryan! WE WON! haha! i end the game! =p tt day damn lucky.. played w jason also.. i WON too!! once only thou! heh!
sat was ok.. woke up.. prep.. talk online alil.. walked to church canteen to study! shiok! nowadays, i like doing things alone.. its fun! ok.. den around 330pm sian alr.. but dun wan carry my bag hm n back to upper room.. so i walked up to upper room to put my bag and walked home! haha..
zj session was interesting.. edwina rocks! i love her to bits! her activites are very suitable for the session.. always hit on the spot! as in sometimes speakers come for session.. some expectations werent met.. ok.. or was nt very interesting.. yea!
after zj down to ah seah to eat! den to heartland to meet juls to study for awhile.. daryl accompanied me while waiting for her.. thx! decided to be healthier.. i went to buy corn flakes and muesli bars!
studied till around 11pm++ den head home! quite shiok!
now bio! got reproductive system.. blood.. endocrine.. immune system.. ! ARGH! my brain is clogged up! =p
4:02 PM
Friday, February 15, 2008
one paper down!~
arghhhh!! today very productive.. or shld i say, i spent my entire day studying n revising! neva in my life i feel so stress! so crap! haha.. i cant sleep last nite.. i felt horrible if u read my previous entry!
i woke up at 9am.. get ready.. jus nice my dad is at home.. drove me to school.. reach sch around 10am.. studied at macs till 1pm.. drank milo n ate has brow for breakfast and lunch! =D
walked to e-plaza to do my e-lectures.. realise i cant even open! anyhow click... saw the consolidation paper.. did it.. correct my answers.. print it out.. walked to library to sit down n read again.. revise...... got seriously hungry! bought hotdog! hehe! walked out of cafe.. saw my classmate.. den we revise till exam time!
so fast 330pm! WOA! time to go in for paper! =) walked feeling all weird.. not the usual feeling... dunno how to say also.. oh wells, i shade my name all.. look thru the SAQ.. mostly noe how to do.. but somehow i dun feel good.. did my SAQ and MCQ~!
my teacher jus threw off some marks! questions in MCQ some are from the consolidation paper i did hrs b4 paper! =D shiok! but still felt "haiz".. weird!
walked out of exam hall early.. took a bus... and i dunno why i rush for mass.. ! wah! got alot of ppl! dunno if its lent.. the first level was filled!
now home blogging! haha! feeling slightly better.. but still being bothered by stuff.. i dunno wad.. haha! oh wells! guess the stress ate my brain up.. now recovering! haha!
screw it! gonna have fun later! den study for BIO!
7:06 PM
putting tots into words.. can i?
i feel all stressed up.. i cant cramp anymore.. but i have to.. i have many things to think about.. need to find answers to it.. but now i cant.. no time.. but its bugging the hell out of me..
i dunno where the hell i can get my answers.. from who? who can really answer me? who can i rely on.. everyone got their own problems..
i cant even put my tots into words.. who the hell can help me?
WWJD?? emotionally crazy now.. too much! i start to think if i am for nursing.. so much to know.. so much to rmb.. so much to apply.. expect so much cuz we are dealing with life.. can i?
life isnt always fair..
ok.. i think stress is eating into me.. its bad! who can i talk to?
12:55 AM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
having heart failure!
i can say! medical surgical nursing SUCK! haha! damn hard! loads of diseases! why!! dun u all love yourself.. so we nurses dun need to study sooo much! haha!
do i noe! heart failure got different kind and type! right-sided heart failure, left-sided heart failure.. acute and chronic.. forward and backward.. systolic and diastolic heart failure! lastly got high output and low output!! WAH! 5 types! dammit! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! save me! i am going to have heart failure! all five of them!
today mug the whole day again! gonna mug somemore!! diabetes is also one hell of a disease! ok.. chronic illness! omg!! pls ppl!! eat healthy!! TSK!! exercise!! u dun wan to spend your entire life using ya money for medical reasons instead on hoilday trips! wahaha!
how i wish my exams ends now! but when exams end.. attachments start.. when attachment ends.. sch starts! the cycle goes on!
when grad! ME.. shall work like mad to get my skills and documentations and protocols rite! wahaha! when will i ever settle down!
end of my nonsense! CIAO!
happy early valentine day! =D
8:14 PM
ERP song! shiok ah!
listen to it! damn funny!http://www.mrbrownshow.com/2008/02/04/the-mrbrown-show-2-many-2-count-erp-drift/
The lyrics are embedded in the mp3. If you’re using iTunes it should be a breeze. For those who can’t view, here it is:
2 Many 2 Count - ERP Drift
I wonder if you know,
How they live in Ang Mo Kio
Go to city many gantry
Can’t afford your speed too low
Fast and furious! (Kena!) (beep! beep! beep!)
Slow is dangerous (Aiyah!) (beep! beep! beep!)
I wonder if you know,
How they live in Toa Payoh
Please lah tolong, only Lorong
Not Expressway also tio!
Fast and furious! (Kena!) (beep! beep! beep!)
Spread like virius! (Aiyah!) (beep! beep! beep!)
Many many taxes danglin
ERP now is randomin
Keep your speed ‘bove 45
Or everybody Cashcard won’t survive!
Suka suka ERP on
Happy happy gantry can born
16 new ways to gope your lui
See already want to pui!
Gahmen say take MRT
Cos car is only luxury
Build the road for Fellari
Normal car will up lorry
Ji Pa Ban (uh!), Ichiban (uh)
No million dollars you Lan Lan
CTE is the place to be
Singapore road for VIP
I wonder if you know,
How they live in Ang Mo Kio
Reach work early, at 5.30
Spend three hours drink teh-o
Can’t be seraious! (wah lau!) (beep! beep! beep!)
Live like vampires (ouch!) (beep! beep! beep!)
I wonder if you know,
Where the gantry never grow
Where the lorry Never worry
Travel freely where you go
Pulau Bukom! (Don’t have!) (beep! beep! beep!)
Pulau Tekong (Huat ah!) (beep! beep! beep!)
SOUR show me this link! was asked to put his name down! wahaha! =p
12:43 AM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
NEW SONGS!
new songs added to my blog!! 1st off is BUBBLY! 2nd TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR!char told me she got a song stuck in her head.. she said: 1st the song melody was nice.. den saw the lyrics, liked it even more.. after listening somemore.. she find it sad~ the lyrics is below. its TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR
today!! studied! went spi.. around 11++ studied till 3pm.. walked home.. cooked lunch... slept.. studied for another hr or so! going to study later again!! WOOOHHOO~
as jason was saying.. after exams CHIONG AH! go and slack! but den need the money to slack..
when i was studying yesterday with melissa i was thinking .. sometimes.. think too much about life.. it will make me think life suck big time! so! i have decided! i gonna jus live life day by day.. ehhh... u all get wad i mean? as in not heck care kinda attitude... but the "not thinking so much" kinda attitude?
ok.. getting lame! damn will i pass my exams! ciao!!
TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR
Drew looks at me.
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be.
I'll bet she's beautiful,
That girl he talks about.
And she's got everything
That I have to live without.
Drew talks to me.
I laugh, cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see
Anyone, when he's with me.
He says he's so in love.
He's finally got it right.
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night!
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.
Drew walks by me.
Can he tell that I cant breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly.
The kind of flawless I wish I could be.
She better hold him tight,
Give him all her love,
Look in those beautiful eyes,
And know she's lucky, cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star,
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.
So I drive home alone.
As I turn out the light,
I'll put his picture down,
And maybe get some sleep tonight.
Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart,
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.
He's the time taken up,
But there's never enough.
And he's all that I need to fall into.
Drew looks at me.
I fake a smile so he won't see.
9:21 PM
Monday, February 11, 2008
CNY visits w ZJ!
post number : 300 spartans!SAT WAS GREAT!
we had loads of fun!! met everyone at ryan's hse! weather was damn hot! ate n talked.. i was the target of the day! wahaha! suan n suan!
made our way to char hse! wil took a photo of us in the car! reach char hse.. we had bbq chatted and all.. got fed up cancelled the movie thingy.. den felt much better! took a walk in the park.. was fun.. maybe not a walk.. but doing nonsense stuff! wahaha... played swings.. turning plate.. that i flew out of it.. cuz too fast alr! haha!!! den see saw... took loads of photos! i love it! =D
den we made our way to wil house.. by the time it was quite kate alr.. 10++ 11 alr.. played cards.. its been sometime since i gambled.. ended everything @ 2am+++ den shuan fetch me back!
TODAY!
11am mass! lunch at heartland, KFC.. rush down to meet 0624 at serangoon mrt to go ms joelle's hse! visiting! had fun eating pizza and taking loads of photos.. after tat melissa joe fu and me made our way to J8 to watch AH LONG PTE LTD! wahaha... was hilarious! laughed alot! =)
ok! end of entry! tmr gg NYP to study!
1:18 AM
Saturday, February 09, 2008
stick gal
random tots
took from : http://stickgal.blogspot.com/
jus for laugh! she draw damn nice!
i am jus bored.. seriously bored!
i was been left at home! my parents went to gamble at uncle place.. my bro they all head to KL... my sis w bro-in-law! i?? at home w the dogs and my computer! @_@|||
tmr!!! tmr!!! ZJ ZJ ZJ ZJ!!
oh wells!
2:49 AM
Thursday, February 07, 2008
HAPPY CNY
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR everyone!my plans for CNY..
eve:
reunion dinner at carlton hotel... which was quite sucky.. i only like the abalone.. shark fins wasnt really gd.. service was horrible.. like rushing for train.. cousins was ok.. but my jie wasnt there.. so was like.. SIAN! all of us misses her.. =D
1st day:
- 830 mass @ IHM
- all my aunties, uncles and cousin gather at my hse! =) as usual.. they gave us ang bao.. den we kneel to pay respect for OUR GRANDPARENTS! i love them! XOXO
- off to hse visitings!! think got 4 cars! VROOM!! visited 4 places i think.. including carmelite! our grand aunt is there.. nice lady! =D u noe!!! she said i look like hilary clinton!!! can u believe it! wahaha!! joke of the day! sooo funny!! i dun even dun like her! LOL
-back home.. ate till damn full!! den rest for 2-3 hrs..
- go my mom's sister place.. ate steamboat.. and came back!
2nd: yet to confirm! wahaha.. but think gonna be damn sian!!!
3rd: which is SAT!! ZJ TIME!! my 2nd family!! gonna go to ryan's and char's hse.. dunno.. wad will we be doing after tt! waha!!
4th:
going to ms joelle hse to eat! our clinical teacher invited us!! she rocks la.. she damn cute! hehe!! can call her " LITTLE MISS GIGGLE"
so far.. tts the only few plans! boring!!!
10:32 PM
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
lost track
i was lost track in direction for awhile.. finally got back on track.. starting to swim back to shore..it seems life been rather mundane this few days.. and days to come.. CNY, dun feel like CNY...
exams.. focus.. i need to be focus.. thx god i starting to be more focus..
my cousin say "wadeva" is a diva word.. interesting.. didnt noe...
CNY.. renuion dinner n ang baos tt i am looking forward.. seeing my cousin and all.. other den that.. boring! dead boring..
after exams wad shld i do?
random feeling i am having now...
happy are those who are poor in spirit.. the kingdom of heaven belongs to them.. (matt 5:3)
later got test.. all the best to me! =D i will swim back to shore.. i will....
12:21 AM
Monday, February 04, 2008
hearts on fire
today was kinda boring in the beginning..stuck at home the whole day with no one at home at all! manage to make myself study in the afternoon for an hour or so.. my dining room is quite a gd place to study..
chatted online and lost track of time alil.. rushed to get ready for evening rally.. had dinner at hupseng.. its suck.. the beef hor fun its so exp! wth! exp nvm.. portion was freaking lil! argh...
after that joseph drove us to CJC for the rally.. the beginning and the end of the rally wasnt really good for me.. didnt felt the presence for the beginning PnW.. only the last song of it den i could felt it.. den the testimonies from 2 ppl was gd.. as in they had a lot of courage to actually came out n share n all.. praying over and all.. den pnw again.. which ended quite not the way i think it shld be.. i say ah.. i think....
yea.. one thing came out in my mind was.. heart of worship.... yea..
had supper with the rest after rally at chomps! had fun disturbing char! wahaha! damn shiok i am not the target! =p
reach back home.. joseph almost drove pass my feet.. wahaha.. daniel was so gan chiong! den i was all blur
wahaha..
ok tired!!! damn sian! test on tues! @_@
12:52 AM
Saturday, February 02, 2008
blah blah blah
thurs suck.. had my individual presentation.. the laptop i wanted to use cant be detected by the projector.. @_@|||had so much problems w it.. made all so irritated! but.. felt so much better after presenting!
today! wala wala again! this time i came home early and sober! super sober tt i felt so bored.. wahaha... as in.. i didnt had much fun.. as in the crowd was everywhere.. two tables apart.. very hard to talk..
met a cute guy.. oh wells.. forget wads his name again.. but his from france.. woooo... but didnt felt comfortable there, so i went to the other table.. chairs were few.. sat on the stage.. felt weird.. but heck la.. cant stand long.. leg was in pain actually.. wahaha... and daryl getting on my nerves! @_@ i had to say him.. but den.. stop for a few secs and start saying me again.. haiz.. wad to do.. get used to it can alr.. =D was alil "argh" when i asked to him STOP.. but i realise he wont.. so i had to play along..
took pics with them!! brought my camera.. den took my last photo w mich phipps.. and everyone was saying BYEEEE!! so loud even the band lead singer said bye to US! damn paiseh! had to go home early.. told my mom to be home by that time i better be home..
learning.. how to control.. i was limit to 2 glasses of vodka! damn! haha.. but was ok eventually.. thinking.. its not abtthe drinking.. is abt having fun w frens.. yea! SORRY to those i kept on pinching! wahaha! i abit out of my mind..
ZJ rocks.. my gang rocks.. my Close frens rocks!
ending my dead boring w no link ENTRY...
12:19 AM