autobiography




Name:
Alison!!!
DOB:
080788.
Religion:
roman catholic.
Job:
missy.


memories will forever be a part of me. always...

THE day




MY family




W A N T S



#1 TO BE ABLE TO JUMP & WALK AGAIN

#2 CuRL my hair!

#3 a new/gd digital camera~=D

#4 go on a holiday only with my chubby...

#5 shades!

#6 u could give me one big surprise that i always wanted to get, go n do! *romantic kind*

#7 a necklace from my portable pillow!

#8 kate spade bag!

#10 clothes!! but i still wan more =(

#11 lose weight!

#12 a nice romantic date with my bibi!

#13 CAR!




V E R D I C T









E X I T S


.IHM FRIENDS

-*Aloy Mon
-*chels
-*davVvVid kor=)
-*DaryL (PEST)
-*Jo-aNN
-*JuLiE
-*joe
-*jean
-*KeLLy
-*MicheLLe mama =)
-*Nick.T
-*PeK GeoK mama=)
-*Ryan
-*wilmer

.FRIENDS

-*casiopeia
-*Corde
-*Pei Wen
-*Puden
-*ReGi
-*shiyuan

.CHEERLEADING FRENZ

-*VESPER
-*Brenda
-*Heng Da
-*Jac
-*Joey
-*Nizz
-*Poh-Dou
-*tam
-*Yi Jun
-*Yi ting
-*Yong Shen

.NYP frens!

-*Jub
-*Lex
-*NoRiN
-*Wei Jie
-*Yana


.CHURCHY WEBSITES :)

-*Lil Rocks
-*GOD's RHINOs
-*YES camp
-*Zion's Joy



R A N D O M




'Evil does not exist,
or at least it does not
exist unto itself.
Evil is simply
the absence of God.
It is just like
darkness and cold,
a word that man
has created to describe
the absence of God.

God did not create evil.
Evil is the result of
what happens when man
does not have God's love
present in his heart.
It's like the cold
that comes when there
is no heat or
the darkness that
comes when there
is no light.'


While Hard Work and
Knowledge will get you close,
and Attitude will get you there,
It's the Love of God
that will put you over the top!



M U S I C




(:

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
heartfelt condolences to them
now i am feeling all sad and so heart aching for them, their family members and people who were close to them.. just a sigh.. whenever i hear about the news or seeing other NYP members writing messages to them!

reuben kee.. the one that composes music and all.. so much talent and passion.. and there he goes.. just that few mins.. that sudden over turn of the boat and he is gone.. i dunno how his love ones handle this situation.. if i was them, it will be hard to believe that he just left that way...

went into some person's blog.. heard his music.. nt bad.. so decided to load it up here too!


one of his music! nice.. he compose it himself.. i think!


this song is the final fantasy thingy? haha!



life is so short. so fragile.. i understood as knowledge in my brain. but now, it sank into my heart.. sudden and unpredictable things can happen.. just like this..

here in singapore, we are trying to groom talents.. there we lost 5 of them in less than an hour.. being a stud nurse.. i always wonder how their bodies looked like when they were found. i guess it would be very heartbreaking and shocking.. omg!

why cant it be me that drown? example, in cambodia he dropped in but was save in exchange of my life.. when i get knocked down or something in sg? i mean they had so much talents.. so much passion.. and i am sure they know wad they wanted to do in future.. their future is so bright n shining... not like mine...

and i meant it... i just wonder why God took them away? why? is so sad. to hear the news, read the papers to follow up with the news.. when i read 5 were missing i really wish they got save.. by being stranded on the other side of the river.. and alive.. surviving..

deepest condolences for all 5 of them!



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8:46 PM



ok! now everyone is busying prac their clinical and i help them here and there..

now i am bored.. i went to frens blogs to read and see.. and realise some of them talk about stuff they think.. some talk abt their daily life...

mine? complains, what i was thinking at that moments.. events that happen in my life.. so i think my blog isnt that interesting! but who cares!

tsk tsk~ actually can go home early today.. but there is NE lesson today! 3-6pm! argh! but heard from norin last semester was some handsome guy giving the talk.. hahaha!! so not that bad.. hopefully is the same person! =)

i think sometimes, i find myself all absorbed into worldly matter and events..
after watching BRATZ made me think! sometimes i am like them.. feeling to dress up with the nicest clothes and being an ass.. haha! (not as if damn nice.. cuz got other prettier ppl)

today was sitting in the bus.. stoning.. staring at ppl walking up and down the bus.. some wearing all nice n trendy.. some simple but glowing! haha!

guess being simple but with confident of who you are is very impt! sometimes.. i think i am influence by ppl who were used to be around me.. trying to fit into their grp all..haiz.. i shldn't be doing that.. oh wells..

sometimes i just be simple.. telling myself that being simple n being myself is the best.. i go into the phase where i maintain that tot but i will fall back into the old thinking again a few days/weeks later!

but i think i will constantly remind myself! =D with the help of my frens around me.. my "gang" and my classmates now that i am with!

i always have the impulse to buy things.. the hand "itchy" problem! hahaha! but i got no $$ to buy.. heh!


oh wells.. life being fine for me.. i just need to study a lil harder.. dun be so relax! more efficient!

be contented with everything! look at things at a more +ve way!

gtg for the NE lessons alr!



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2:40 PM



Monday, November 26, 2007
i PASSED!
today was a long day.. suppose to feel dam stress and all.. but presentation and project preview was a breeze! haha...

the only stress part was clinical exam.. i start to panic after lessons! haha! thx GOD nicole fren helped! and my assessor was a great one.. very relax one! power! wahaha... but i forget one point! oh wells.. she prompt me alot.. and all.. was nervous!! my needle was shaking.. tremble so much more den i prac at hm! @_@

look like a retard holding a needle! hehe! happy happy i pass!!

up next! BIO PRAC! nxt monday! when monkey is free n all! haiz!

wadeva! still gonna have fun! bio prac nia! haha! theory i hate most! =p


cheerobics? i am struggling...

i love cheer.. get all excited and all.. yet sometimes i just dun have the mood to train.. i wan to but dun wan.. IRONIC! i scare i pull my team down cuz i cant do much.. no scorpion.. flexibility not really there.. no determination. wad kind of cheerlead girl am i! i love my team.. i always wan to be part of them.. i see wad i can do about it.. i will think..


i must have high SELF EFFICACY!! i need it! badly in my life! help!



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11:19 PM



Sunday, November 25, 2007
random-ness
bahhhhh...

tmr hectic day! oh wells! tmr tmr tmr tmr!

1 presentation
1 projection preview by teacher
1 clinical exam!


wow~

my weekends were quite fun but ya...

watched enchanted n bratz alr..

my gang cant stand the bratz! too girl n all! hahaha!! i guess i am not that bad.. i still can tahan i sometimes have such reactions! =p

had fish n co on sat.. pastamania today.. fat fat!! got 2 more donuts with me now! suppose to be for someone.. didnt pass it to someone..

i am scare.. i dunno.. not really me but still me! haha!

argh~!

missy missy... in 1 yr time! omg! die!


I am LITTLE MISS RANDOM! agree?



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10:53 PM



Friday, November 23, 2007
hot and sunny day!
back home!! soo early!! soooo happy!

but was so hot and sunny today! ok.. i noe when is sunny its hot.. so no need to put 2 together rite? dun CARE! =p

open my mails.. 1st mail talked abt horoscope! opened it.. and check wad they say abt cancer! so hilarious!

MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most's are artists and insane respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare
Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!



cool huh! like as if it is like this!


today was a ok day.. i am having PMS! kinda moody! oh wells.. my elective was e learning! cool huh! so i had the lect w/o the running! woohooo!!

tmr gonna have fun! with steph for movie.. mayb pics to take.. den gonna buy my clips.. den meet the rest of my cousins at changi for fish n co! nice place to eat.. ambiance is gdddd... its gonna be my 3rd time eating there!~



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3:44 PM



Thursday, November 22, 2007
lousy day with weird dreams for e wk!~
this few days of this week been really interesting..

i had diff kinds of weird dreams.. dreamt i died and came back to life and appear in three diff places.. the other i couldnt rmb wad was it abt.. only knew it was weird...

had my clinical theory test yest.. was alright..

next monday will be a hell of a hectic day! i got 1 presentation, 1 proj review and lastly my skills exam! crap rite! how interesting huh!

and i was once trying to prac my injection on the dummy! nabil made so much stupid noise i could stop laughing! that was damn funny.. ok.. supre scare i forget my steps leh! haiz! help!!! our part time lecturer damn fierce.. but funny.. she was saying nabil and all. and she said A---H stress alr la! haha.. cuz nabil could do the injection thingy at first! wahaha!! so funny!

anyways...

went back for training...

dou flew! haha!! double base.. yea! hell yea tt he fly!haha! but was so funny i could stop laughing! damn! and nizz n berry... oh wells.. see nizz my musketeer.. i dun disturb so much! hahaha!!!

tmr got elective again.. gonna run? oh man! sigh!! and den got national education! damn fun! haha.. i like that teacher.. very funny guy! very interesting lesson to have!

sat i gonna watch enchanted!!! and i am going for cousin gathering! yea! hah!

today i spent so much money.. i overslept! took cab.. which cost $9!!! crap arse exp! haiz.. ordering food.. i lost $2.. i dunno i dropped it or wad la..

stupid lousy day i have today!

hopefully tmr will be a better day!



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9:58 PM



Sunday, November 18, 2007
so bored that i did all some of the quizzes... kinda interesting answer.. i myself didnt know!

going to celebrate my niece's birthday!

had fun with pek yest night.. just a simple dinner and home.. met louis at compass point~ went home together! oh wells! lovely!

bye!





What is my Ideal Lover?

You need "The Guru"!
You need someone who knows their way around the bedroom. And the living room floor. And the backseat of a Volkswagon. The point is that you are looking for an experienced lover to take you to the next level. Most importantly, you don't want someone you have to teach. Though with the level of experience in the room, some teacher-student role-playing wouldn't be out of the question.

What Kind of Lover Are You?

You are "The Care Bear"!
Aww, aren't you sweet. You are the sensitive lover, in tune with your partner's needs and perhaps the Lifetime Channel. You care more about pleasing your lover than you do yourself, which is ironic because pleasing your partner is the only way you can please yourself. You probably own a stuffed animal.


my so called "Picture Personality test"

Temperament

Cosmopolitan
When you wake up in the morning, you set out to impress and to make a lasting impression on those who you encounter. You surround yourself with all the right people and right things - making you a real trendsetter. Others admire and want to be just like you. Second best will not do - it's the best (and only the best) for you. You are attentive to detail in yourself, your surroundings and your social circle.


Interests

Fashionable
Sophisticated, glamorous and experienced. You love everything that is new, fashionable and in vogue. Others admire you, but can't always relate to you since you are a real diamond in the ruff. You like to be two steps ahead of everyone else when it comes to the latest and greatest trends. It could take your counterparts years to adopt your current trends. You just seem to know what's "hot" before everyone else does.
Amusement


Adventurous
It's a good thing that you are filled with energy and ambitions (that others sometimes find exhausting) because you're continually looking for a new adventure and exciting experience. You struggle with a continual feeling of restlessness which constantly pushes you to the next level of excitement. Once you have accomplished one thing, you are eager to accomplish something more exciting, riskier and distinguishable.

Passion

Emotional
For you passion is less about romance and sex - it's more about friendship and family. Strong emotional bonds and connections are your passion and your pleasure. You always let your loved ones know how much you love, respect and admire them. You do this through kind words, loving actions and simple gestures. You count your blessings each day and exp



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3:24 PM



Friday, November 16, 2007
finally over...
finally my paediatric nursing presentation have ended..

having to adapt to diff group working style was hard! but we all got over it.. heh! now everyone noe i am a very impatient girl! wahaha! =p

No NE lessons today.. but i had my elective module today! was quite fun and shiok arh!!


4 stations to complete.. we have to do 3 reps.. but we only did 2 reps as a team..

team leader: jub.. nabil..

members: dee, yana, alina, felicia, her fren and me..

the 4 stations are:

run round the track worth 6 mins..
12 inclined pull ups..
bridge for 20 secs..
15 crunches
10 berppies.. i dunno how to spell it..
bend our legs to train our quads 20 times all together..


wasnt really alot la.. but was fun.. i didnt really push to my limits thou.. wahaha!!
suppose to have training.. but it was cancelled! so went back to club room to cool down in the air con room before i change and go home! =)

one proj down. 3 more to go! next week i have theory test.. following week got prac test.. after prac.. our grp 2 have 2 projs to present! damn.. all come at one shot! crap! haiz!

yeppie! meeting peksy on sat nite! and mayb jeremy if he replies ok..



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5:59 PM



Thursday, November 15, 2007
cranky day!~
woke late!! but manage to rush to school for lessons in time w/o taking cab!!

walked to clinical lab.. look for Mr Andy Ong at his room after lessons.. he was sleeping! wahaha! den.. lunch.. everyone ps me.. cuz they all eat finish alr.. so left nabil and me sitting eating.. walked up slowly.. crapped alot..

go for proj meeting.. to settle the things for tmr's presentation..

go for lessons again.. meeting again.. it was abt STD!! wahaha.. so interesting.. talk and discuss stuff.. had a new idea! of dping proj...

here i am here editing slides n blogging!

tmr's going to be another long day.. cuz got cca!



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10:41 PM



Wednesday, November 14, 2007
lunchtime performance! over!!!
just rmb! the quote is wrong!!

its suppose to be..

the thing you want most, is the one thing u will neva have?

nick: The Really Lucky People Do Not Necessarily have the best of everything; They are the ones who make the most of whatever life throws at them.

thx.. thx for this tag.. but somehow.. i am not tt kinda person who can make the most out of such things! ahaha...


JULS: thx for tt.. hopefully it will be.. for me! loves!


woke up damn early today..

was damn early in sch.. cuz i it was raining.. and i told my dad to fetch me to school!

reach there at abt 8.30am.. where i am suppose to meet them at 9am.. time pass really slow while waiting for them! wahaha!!

reach.. warm up and den prac a few times.. make up.. down for performance! was ok.. wasnt all nervous! wahaha!

manage to did my transition and all.. took loads of picS!!! ok.. i have to wait for maria to pass it to us again! den i load it up! we girls look damn nice in our uniform!! wahaha!! maybelle came! it felt so so so heart warming to talk to her again! its been ages since we talk and sit down n eat tgt.. chatted while eating..


hmmm.. thx VESPER! haha.. i had so much fun n laughters during the training!! wahaha!! the joey my senior in skills! potential power flyer! maria my twin.. nizz my muskerteers... and the guys..

went up to grab my bag from club room... and i rush of for a talk.. at 1st i kept on asking my frens n myself.. why am i there?! wahaha.. so weird...

during the talk.. i began to realise.. mayb i come to this session for a reason.. clarify many doubts i used to have.. how to Differentiate things.. wahaha...


ok.. a sentence i got from grey's anatomy again:


people who suffer the most,
are people who dunno wad they wan...



this got me thinking.. no wonder i am suffering in life sometimes!! wahaha...
cuz i dunno wad i want at certain area in my life..








its suppose to be a bell shape.. dunno why here so diff...





THE BELL
I KNOW WHO I AM
I am God's child (John 1:12)
I am Christ's friend (John 15:15)
I am united with the Lord(1 Cor. 6:17)
I am bought with a price(1 Cor. 6:19-20)
I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1)
I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8)
I am the salt & light of the earth ( Matt.5:13-14)
I am a member of the body of Christ(1 Cor 12:27)
I am free forever from condemnation (Rom. 8: 1-2)
I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20)
I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34)
I am a minister of reconciliation for God(2 Cor.5:17-21)
I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph. 2:18)
I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6)
I cannot be separated from the love of God( Rom.8:35-39)
I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22)
I am assured all things work together for good (Rom 8: 28)
I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16)
I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph. 3: 12)
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me (Phil. 4:13)
I am the branch of the true vine, a channel of His life (John 15: 1-5)
I am God's temple (1 Cor. 3: 16). I am complete in Christ (Col. 2: 10)
I am hidden with Christ in God (Col. 3:3). I have been justified (Romans 5:1)
I am God's co-worker (1 Cor. 3:9; 2 Cor 6:1). I am God's workmanship(Eph. 2:10)
I am confident that the good works God has begun in me will be perfected (Phil. 1: 5)
I have been redeemed and forgiven (Col. 1:14). I have been adopted as God's child(Eph 1:5)
I belong to God
Do you know
who you are!?



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8:06 PM



trival matters! got over it alr!
watching grey's anatomy again!

damn.. tmr is the lunchtime performance.. and i dun really feel like all nervous which i am suppose to feel.. dammit!

ok..

finally got over being fretful over trival matters.. wahaha..

made my decision after talking to monkey/nameless & julie! wahaha... i am just gonna be that str forward girl i always am...

a person who always have that rule! hmmm.. girls dun ___.. guys do e _____


i just have to stay focus on things i am suppose to do...

quote i got from the show:

too often the things you wan most, u cant have



and i totally agree! which kinda help understand some stuff! take easy babe! be simple.. be who u r.. be confident.. =)

sometimes.. our own life history made up the way we are now.. agree??



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1:39 AM



Monday, November 12, 2007
left dangling there..
skipped sch.. now at home blogging when i am suppose to be having meeting...

watched grey's anatomy! till i dunno wad time.. gosh.. its a damn nice show! and...

i guess i over reacying again! but still whine about it i guess.. oh.. ok.. i think i better get offline n start preping for my lessons later on!



time wait for no man... =)



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11:35 AM



Sunday, November 11, 2007
mayb some fantasy are suppose to be left in your dreams
okok!

mayb some of you who are close to me knows wad is happening to me! omg! i am still sulking over stupid crap decision i made... =)


mayb some fantasy are suppose to be leave in your dreams.


ok.. i noe the grammar is wrong.. but i dunno which part.. is it the leave word?

oh wells.. yea.. mayb it shld be kept as a dream.. and not become a reality.. i feel fcuk! for being stupid n all....

i will sulk.. n continue to be that way! wahaha...... ok.. not funny!~

life have to go on.. move on with it alison! wad juls always tells me.. GET REAL! wad maria's dad told her...

yea.. its time.. accept of simplicity of life.. cuz some people dont have wad i have.. their life is way worse den this!

get hold of myself..

the end~~~~~

ok.. mayb i am so not in a laughing mood... i feel horrible now..



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11:25 PM



cheap cheap!
sat didnt do much.. was bored anyway..

woke up pretty late.. 3pm....

i took my lunch.. head str to church for ZJ! was a interesting session..
ask u! when you pass away, wad do you wan the people to rmb you about? the people can be e whole world or the who know u!

mine was the hyperactive, crazy and emotional filled girl.. who monkey around.. wahaha!! mayb.. a fren to rmb for life? =S

after session we had dinner at ah seah.. my pai kah fren, julie came to meet us! wahaha.. ate and talked for awhile.. and i went home!

today

woke up late for mass! so didnt go.. but will be gg for the evening one.. met ryan n nick after mass for breakfast.. ryan wanted to get his suit! so we accompany him.. tgt with dillion..

went taka.. shop around... ryan bought a zara long sleeve shirt!!! i look at those nice long dress.. feel like wearing them! argh!! esp the ones at daniel yan? or daniel yam? wadeva it is called! the dress there are pretty!

went to bishan next to shop for his suit... G2000.. saw something nice.. but a lil not worth it.. walked out of the shop.. saw some sales.. saw alot of long sleeve shirts on sale!!! $19 only!! soooo cheap! clement.. u bought a pink one for $59 rite? there sell $19 only! wahaha!!!

ryan manage to get a average looking blazer with a nice green shirt! for less den $100!!! went to seiyu.. bought a tie for $30 onli~! wow.. how lucky n bless he is! how i wish i can get such cheap clothes too! shops really dun love me! oh wells!!

now home stoning! wahaha!!

wan to go look see.. i wish i could.. skin too thick alr!



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2:17 PM



Friday, November 09, 2007
hyperactive alison!!!!
wow! finally got the subaru pics from maria!! i will be uploading some of them! that look goofy and nice.. and lame...

ok.. today had napfa! 2.4km and all! wow! cool! yea!

did all my stations.. sit n reach was amazing.. last time i barely pass it.. now i am doing so well! wahh.... thx to my cca! stretch!!!!!

today i am soooo hyper.. i dunno why.. i was being lame and all.. dance around.. jump around.. talk nonsense that graham n joey were laughing.. maria dance so funny tt we all laugh like mad! i was as usual rough n crazy!!

took bus back! had fun too!!! wahaha! took a video of our lunchtime performance.. see if i cant upload it on blog later! wahaha!! i was lame!! wahaha!!


anyway.. had loads of fun!! i wish i really wish i can go! it will be fun! yeppie!

alison is crazy!! bahhhh!!

i wan this oakley shades! haiz!! so exp lo!






here are the lame pics i was saying!!


in the train on the way hm! wahaha!! =p




check out nizz face! XO




prawnny... hahaha! muacks!





it looks wrong! hahaha!! heart u twin!









BLEAH!! was stoning alr! wahaha...subaru!


wads with my mouth! unglam!


my two lovely babes! maria n nizz!










bah!! i love this pic! so cool! rite~






video! graham.. ya voice v loud! 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8... 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8...1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8...1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8...1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8...1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8...1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8...1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8...1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8...1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8...1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8...1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8...



not very perfect! super funny! i think too fast alr! nvm.. next time will be better! wahaha!

this one was fun on foot! wahaha! nice! haha!! but video not proper video-ed! @_@




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11:08 PM



Thursday, November 08, 2007
wahaha!! today was fun!! i go out with my twin! and my bestie!! woa!

cut my fringe today!! cuz berry and yi ting all say my forehead high! haiz.. not nice.. den i think cut for fun also can la! den i go cut lo!

this is the before n after look! the shorter one is of cuz the after look!







after cutting hair.. maria n i went to eat alil carrot cake, bean curd and grass jelly.. den i walked to her hse to look see look see! haha! her house damn nice la!!
her house can view very nice scene!!








wahaha!! from her room leh! sunset also can see!! wah!! btw.. beside the building is e reservoir!

den den.. after that i met aaron for movie n lunch! ate at long john.. chatted alot.. hmm.. spend time tgt thats all.. haha.. didnt really talk talk.. but i also happy! wahaha!! hhis hair was short! which was good!!! wahaha!!

watched "The Game Plan"!!! the show is damn freaking nice ! the rock, dwanye johnson.. really act damn cute!! he is so sweet!! and mayb put aside he got BIG muscles.. just think his muscles are just nice in size.. i thinkhe damn attractive la! got that kinda smile n eyes!! wahaha!!! lalala... dwyane johnson's chest muscles twitches! cool.. haha.. he look damn cute!

the show is funny + sweet + bitter! ahah!! damn damn damn nice!!

if u wan popcorn rating! i give u 4/5! yea! u go n watched it!!

trailer for u!


back home.. slacked..

i wanna buy :

- i pod classic / touch
- oakley crosshair s , violet shades!

all damn freaking exp! add up both price can hit to $1300.. i think! haiz!!! i wan money to drop from the sky!



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10:39 PM



Monday, November 05, 2007
angry.. annoyed..
just read the email on bonsai cats!!!!!

they stuff the cat into a jar and toture it!! by giving chemicals that soften the cat's bone to fit into the jar! two straws are inserted into the jar for removal of waste and feed the cat!!!!!

like wtf! even thou i dun like cats as pets but they are still animals wad!!! like that very fun is it?! i stuff that human that stuffed that cat into a fish tank! by giving u chemical to soften your bones.. u want!! den insert tube into ya urinary tract n anus to just remove waste.. put a tube into ya stomach just to feed u! den sell u as a decor! omg! pissed!! people are getting so inhuman now! no conscience??

dammit!

anyway.. today was nice besides the bonsai cat! aiyo.. next time dun send such cruel email to me! it will spoil my entire day!!!

had a long day!! but went for training.. decided to go for it! cuz the subaru performance make me miss cheer soooo much! argh! n my frens there!

jia hao! sorry leh! u have to tahan my nonsense! haha!! cant jump as high alr.. no strength!! fatter! hahaha... i be your junior la! haha!!! by skills i am ya junior! hurhur!!

u noe! joey bag was $10... shirt $10++... bottoms $10++.. and necklace $13++... thats all! and she look nice! as in pretty kinda thing.. not all dress up.. but still look superb!!

where the hell u all get such nice n cheap clothes! now i feel damn bloody cheated! haha.. all the exp jeans n tops i have which i dun even wear them often.. cuz too formal! haha!!! and i think all the shops dislike me! see me shop.. den sell exp!! haha!!!

argh!!! cant wait for money to drop from the sky!!! den i wan to go shop with my babes in cheer!!! my twin. joey. yi ting. n nizz!!! hehe!

another haiz! haha!!!

OI! ALISON! SUPPOSE TO BE CONTENTED IN LIFE!

oh wells! gonna try again... like to eat lesser.. save more.. den shop! wahaha!!! =p

monkey is indeed an monkey! but a monkey that dun jump high enuff n fly well enuff!! train!

thx babes n dudes.. for accepting me back to the team! =S



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Sunday, November 04, 2007
random thoughs
bahhh!!!

the only thing i need in me is confidence

so that everything will be fine!~

i need perseverance and discipline

so that i can finish wad i have started and not back out half way

i need patience

so that my family members n close frens wont get shoot by me for no reason..

i need faith in everything i do

to be a better person!

lastly, i need to be contented with what i am now..

so i wont be such an arse!

i feel empty! dammit! haiz! haiz...



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Saturday, November 03, 2007
Subaru performance!!
friday...

was a long day!! didnt sleep much tt day.. so was v tired.. had to go sch for meeting.. went on time.. den went for lessons.. got national education.. at first i think it is stupid.. den during the lessons i find it damn interesting! haha!!

talk abt how singapore was form n all.. in a very interesting way.. v funny n touching... hehe!! talk abt Mr Lee Kuan Yew and all.. and being a horrible singaporean.. i didnt knew he cried at tt time when sg n malaysia separate! omg! how stupid can i be! was kinda touch by it.. one guy.. ONE.. lead and bring singapore to such a level.. such a standard that once malaysia was better than us in many ways.. but now.. we got a nice airport.. haha!! top few.. clean n green.. etc...

den on that day was my 1st elective lesson.. rain.. so didnt do much! haha! heng! i neva bring clothes.. but since i borrowed felicia's clothes i decided to go for training.. i had fun.. missed it actually.. all the 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8.. all the painful n toturing stretching! haha! all the stress we will go thru before performance.. den after it u damn happy n all..

after training when dinner with them.. den took bus home.. super tired! dose of in the bus.. my head nodding everywhere! haha! walked home with a car filled w idiots honk at me for a v long time.. i didnt notice they were honking at me until later on! haha!! n F they are.. wheni react to them they laugh! FFFFFF!!!!!

slept str away after i reach home!

TODAY!

woke up at 9am! get ready to meet yiting to see the performance!

walked around bought my fashion tape, malteses, saw aaron my beloved bestie! and breakfast cum lunch...

by that time i spent $39 alr!! aiyo!! so much!!

met them.. took alot of lame photos.. the prac their counting den performance time!

angel, dawn, ice and yong shen came! haha! cool huh! den.. DANIEL ONG with flying dutchman was hosting the thing! haha! cool huh.. i like daniel ong.. hehe!!

everything went well.. some probs here n there..

my twin wasnt really happy. tried my best to accompany her alr.. haha.. den we head of to marina for steamboat.. we had fun there! i took loads of chicken.. n ate loads of them.. took pics again.. and talked.. and eat..

den came home! saw david they all at hup seng! haha!!

tts all.. i smelled fried on e way home.. thanks to the steamboat! fried! goreng-ed!! haha!!!

nite! tired! my body clock going back? i hope! =)



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Thursday, November 01, 2007
wed!

late for class!! lect on med surg~

snooze the alarm so many times that it gave up on me! =p

den decided to skip the 1st lesson den go for the tut after that lect.. learnt alil more too!

sabo nabil to draw the diagram on the board! wahaha.. cuz he know that anatomy the best in the class! @_@

ate and all... bio lect was fun.. i also dunno why.. cant really rmb!

had proj meeting till 7++pm! but janet dad drop me off that 101 bus stop as usual!

today

was almost late for school again! haha.. lucky i set double alarm today! wahaha!!

PIG sia.. met joey n yi ting on the way to school!

someone was crazy abt ms gen! haha.. kept on talking abt her!! =p

had meeting.. i got alot of slides to do! typing was ok.. but designing.. so many! haha! but i can do it! self efficacy!! =)

bought extra pencil lead for fun.. but it was $2.65! nvm.. went back lect.. ask melissa try how good the lead was.. she say cant fit!!! diff size.. i was like HUH!!

saw i bought 0.7 instead of 0.5 lead!

felt stupid! i open up alr.. den took out all the lead from the new box n transfer to my old box alr by den!! haiz! tot i will just waste $2.65 for nothing.. decided to get a new tape to paste back the lead.. den go back change! try my luck!!!

successful! haha! cuz i am clever in stupid things with an "innocent" face! heh!! why cant i use this "clever-ness" on my studies???

while walking back home.. i realise i really have loads of flaws/ weakness! crap! really that imperfect! haha... loads!! u wanna noe???
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- loud
- hot temper
- rough/ not gentle
- str forward (love to confront ppl w/o thinking)
- no talent..
- not good in sports and music
- not gd in studying
- no leadership qualities...
- picky
- face damn sensitive! haha! some ppl will noe wad i mean!

haha! alot la!!

but i think.. even thou i have so many flaws.. i still seem to have so many close frens.. from diff walks of life.. diff character.. =)

so.. imperfect is not a crime.. but since i noe all my flaws... i shld change rite??
but some ppl say.. if not rough n str forward and all.. den not ALISON alr leh..

just imagine ALISON being GENTLE.. SOFT SPOKEN.. ALL GIRLY.. nice?? haha! let me noe wad u think abt it! haha!!!



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