Sunday, October 29, 2006
hey! felt like blogging now.. even thou i am suppose sleep now!read all my cheerleading frens's blog, i think i missed out alot of stuff after i left! haha... nvm.. i can always get back to u all again! i see u all on monday ok!! more stunts yea?? haha.. toss was great thou.. the first few time i did arh, my heart race like mad lah..
ok, wad i am gonna type is wad i felt at that point of time when it happened... after typing it out , it will be e past.. *actually its kinda the past alr..* i might sound childish.. but this was hw i felt at that time.. n i would like to share. yup..
friday was my most hectic n 'wow' day.. i serious! is a first time i pia to get something for my grp and tt is a the attitude i get after my effort to bring it back on time.. even thou we didnt manage to train early as wad u wanted us to do. but at least, i made the EFFORT to get the key back on time? why why! am i making tt much effort when sometimes i dun do tt for my own church? u noe why? at least we can start on time den to start late cuz our dear senior was out with his FREN.. ratehr den to stand outside and get mad over it wad..
at that pt of time, when u walked pass me and tell me its cancelled, i was like wth la.. i didnt noe wad to react but to continue to walk to the room n open it to get my stuff. i was so mad.. so damn mad den i dunno wad to say.. anger.. anger was wad i noe i was feelin and controlling beside me. when i walked out i dunno wda to do but to only walked back to the lift n was abt to leave just like wad my senior did.. just nice, brenda arrived. tt make me realise. why must i leave why i was misunderstood for my effort? i turned n looked at them.. captain came n ask me wad happen. i told her. se ask me who he was with, i told her. den she turn around n start telling everyone some stuff..
at tt time my eyes was flooded! haha.. so i just had to turn around n walked to the toilet. done with it n return back.. i really could control myself from reacting like that.. i felt stupid for doing wad i did on fri. i pia for no reason. anger! argh.... wah, did it occur to u b4, tt when u are so angry tt u dunno wad to say.. when u wanna say something nothing comes out of ya mouth? after everything was settled, captian resume training..
is not that i dun understand tt captain n senior are very stress. so i try not to complain so much.. i noe u all put in alot of effort n sacrifices. i noe u all still plan the routine, made the cheers, song and uniform when u all are having my most impt time of ya poly life. ya final yr exam. we all appreciate ya effort n support. n having so much patience training us. will try to buck up..
i dun blame ya reaction. cuz i noe at tt point of time u all dun really noe the situation tts why u all react that way.. yup! hehe...
wad happen on fri, is a great thing.. make us bond even more i guess??
and yi xun fren, dun scare! haha... we are all nice ppl!! hehe! join join!!
as for garie.. all i can say i am damn disappointed in you.. haha!! 3 cheers to u man. i dunno why are u still clinging on to ya fren. seriously, not much comments left for u, wad i wana say to u, i alr told u b4. i dunno how or wad to react when i see u the next time! to smile or u laugh or to just ignore? i might sound sarcastic... but the action u show me really think, why things are happening this way and why are u doing all this.. u said u will explain to say why.. but wonder i shld listen or not.. mayb u are not gonna tell me the reason after wad i had just typed.. have u realise tt cuz of u n her made to whole team a lil upset? mayb the rest dun think tt way.. but at least i do think tt way..
haha.. anyway, wad u have done on fri will be the past. just hope u wun do it again... performance coming up alr! we must buck up.. yup!
just thats about it! i am gonna sleep!
alison out X)
1:53 AM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
hey! now i am in my sch library cafe!! just realise that this cafe got computer that can go online for msn and blogger!! hahaha... now chatting with maybelle n yi xun! hehe...cool huh.. the chair i am sitting on a chair that is orange!!! haha.. i wan to carry the whole chair back..
just trim my hair, did hair treatment and spa!! haha.. total cost:$89! cheap yeah! thanks to brenda! heh.. thanks yeah!
teh guy who wash my hair and did the treatmeant for me, very cute!! hahaha.. haha.. even thou he have a "bad guy" look! hehe..
anyway.. after my hair cut, we went to secret recipe to eat. brenda wanted to eat her choc banana cake. so yi jun order one marshmellow cake and i order a apple crumble cheese cake! lastly, we shared a beef lasange.. damn nice!
after eating we went down to draw cash, walked around and shop around.. bought a red racer back top from e base.. nice! we all bought the same top but diff colour.. yep!
i walked into 77th street, bought my billabong silppers!! hahaha... SPEND SPEND SPEND..
den we make our way to wisma, TOP shop! we bought boxer for cheerleadin.. and of cuz the colour i bought was orange! haha... $7.80 onli lo! cheap cheap! if its nice to wear i willl buy somemore.. this time with designs and prints!
after that we went to eat dinner at crystal jade!!! cool huh!! eat n eat.. alomost puke! haha...
after tt we went home!!
today got training!! @_@ my shoulder still aching.. arm alil pain... hope i can still base! n yeppie!! no need to do double toe touch alr!!! hehe.. lucky sia... or not i'll look damn weird..
kk think tts all lah.. all i can say is tt, sch lib cafe not bad lah... yep! hehe!
alison out X)
12:49 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
hey!!!holidays ended.. =( school semester starts.. its gonna be damn hectic this sem!! argh... projects, exams, training and church!
haha... we are gonna have a performance next month.. so excited.. but den too excited tt i got a lil kan chiong!! haha.. all the jumps i jump with a kan chiong face..
den again make me realise alot of stuff i dunno hw to do.. dunno why i in cheerleading also! but i still love my cca! haha.. bond so well and stuff.. hehe.. even thou will have more training, i also like.. haha.. the previous training made my body ache for three days arh!! hahaha..
i settled most of my probs tt i have been keepin in me.. small childish probs thou.. felt so much better.. hope it will be ok... in the coming months!
i typed about my adventure ride a week ago.. but it kinda cant upload it.. nvm.. i shall type again today!
here goes:
wilfred called and ask if i wanted to have a car ride with him, jeremy and chelsa.. i said ok! since i had nothing on.. and i love car rides! haha..
our destination was suppose to be changi airport runway there.. u noe.. the place near the cargo area.. yepp...
so we headed down to changi.. on the way there, we went to visit the commando camp area. den we drove to the kelong area to rest.. wilfred had to do something there.. we slack there for awhile and left. on our way out, we drove pass a old building! i asked wilfred wad building was that.. he say old changi hospital. i got excited!! i suggested to go there and have a look! hehe.. chelsa said she didnt want to but wilfred say why not kinda thing.. so we drove up.. walked in.. when we reach the main entrance of the building.. chelsa say dun wan to go in.. so jeremy and me walked in and wilfred accompanied chelsa outside.. but i walked half way, den i suddenly felt scared.. so i decided to walk out and call two of them to go in! haha.. so we all walked in tgt.. didnt see much stuff.. saw a ward, a toilet and a lift.. haha.. didnt walked in further thou.. we decided to leave the area.. walked to the car and drove to changi village to grab some food.. haha..
okok.. finially, we are making our way to our supposed destination! drove to changi beach den to the cargo area there.. at that point, wilfred drove damn fast. at that time, he unwind the windows, so i stick my head out! do the stuff i will normally do lah.. haha.. laughing, shouting all.. yeah.. den when wilfred winding the windows and slowing down to look for a place to stop and see see, a traffic police stop the car! i was like.. omg! is it cuz i stick my head out tts why wilfred was called to stop or something like tt? haha.. so worried..
end up the police was just being nice.. warn him to drive properly and stuff.. blablabla.. scare us lah! den teh police said we cant stop along the road.. so we had to drive to east coast!
sat at the breakwaters there and chit chat.. ate alot.. and we headed back home!!!
thanks wilfred! haha...
yup.. thats all folks!
alison out x)
7:52 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
hello! my tag board got prob yeah?i cant view from my computer...anyway, i went for zj yest for a talk by father JJ... den went for peksy's bro wedding! hahaha... the place kinda blackout a few times... was there super early! ate and stuff! felt weird, cuz i dun really noe her bro! hahaha... but we had ok time there.. later on mich mama brought me to DRAGONFLY! heh... its a new club tt will have a grand opening b4 christmas. went there to find edward.. yep.. drank and all! fun lah.. i drank so many diff drinks. example, vodka cranberry, strawberry mohito, whisky coke, long island tea and vodka sprite! got a lil giddy.. heh.. den mich n i left the place at one plus..
the vodka cranberry taste like medicine! haha.. like the whisky coke thou.. we actually make fren with a guy beside us.. he bought us drinks thou! haha.. the whisky coke and long island tea! cool huh!
do you noe the club got aunty go in also! so funny.. heh.. and the songs they play were chinese! hahaha.. so funny.. but still alrite. heard its gonna be the biggest club in singapore! hahaha... i didnt dance there thou.. its fun.. and i will go again soon! haha.. my parents dunno thou.. anyway its cool lah.. see edward mix all those drinks like damn nice! hahaha...
but dragonfly quite far. near sentosa gateway.. but i think is still a good place huh.. after sun tanning can go there! hahaha.. sunday its ladies night.. heh.. on weekends! wow.. guess the place will be damn packed! hehe..
today went for mass met david for breakfast with mel n andrew..
okok.. this passages below will be something i would like to write it down.. so it might be a lil rubbish..
we talked abt stuff that i have been holding in my heart for quite some time.. almost cried.. haha! i sound like a cry baby yeah? anyway, i am so not used to wad i am currently doing.. seriously... any probs can voice out.. but wont u judge? will u listen? yes yes yes.. why yes? ah! screw it la!!! one day if i really cant tahan den i voice out i guess... seriously.. i am not cut out to be wad u think i can be.. not at all! but i will still carry on doing it.. as i do all this stuff is not for anyone around me, above me or under me.. i am doing it for a person who always be there for me even thou i push Him aside most of the time.. neglect Him like hell.. but still be there.. =)
guess most of u all dun understand wad i just said.. nvm.. not meant to be understandable for everyone anyway..
guess this kinda feeling come and go.. so its not much thou! hahaha.. wad crap yeah?
okok.. i think i shall end here! wahaha... tmr start school alr!! haha.. 0624 here i come!!! miss ya guys!!
alison out x)
11:48 AM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
hey!! i feeling so energetic when i only slept for less den two hrs! haha.. can u believe it??? slept at 6am den woke up at 8am... went for mass den come back! continue teh last two vcd.i was watching the korean movie call GONG! haha.. really nice show.. but in the middle a lil draggy.. but den is nice!! hahaha..i like the lead actor! even thou at first i dun like his face, but when i continue watching it, the more i like him! he sooooooo cute! haha... opps! sorry talk abt all this i will go a lil crazy!crazy alison found all his pics! nice yah! -siao!-
this are the main main actors n actress
like the middle couple! heh!! *grinz*
MARRIED! wow!
haha... you all should just go n watch this show! its really very nice! hahaha.. the ending is nice! but so short! not fun wan!!! eeeeeeee.... but still very sweet! hehe!! yup!!
irritating bro just took my vcd! he better not scratch it! hahaha! lovely~
i watched the korean show n all.. sometimes i feel tt being single is a good thing... n being attached is a good thing too!! hahaha... guess for now i would love to cherish my frens! hahaha.. at least i can do wadeva i wan! hahaha..
life seems great! think better not say too early later things happen den die arh!! haha.. guess by not caring too much n thinking too much n do wad i am suppose to do really helps alot in my life.. my mom wun scold n all!! haha..
this holiday i have is really great.. i get to noe my cheerleading frens better everyone.. even some of my seniors.. at least can talk! hahaha.. yep!! shld go out more! yep.. even thou holidays are great, i kinda miss my classmates in NYP! hahaha...0624 still the best... hope it will stay this way! cant wait to go back to school! hehe..
this sat i am going for my best fren's bro wedding dinner! cool huh!! i am gonna wear a dress again!! a dress ah!! hahaha.
yesterday (sat), me n charmaine baked brownieS!! haha.. everyone say very nice leh! hahaha.. dunno is they give me face or wad! hahaha..
spencer ask me save browines for him all.. he only ate one!! samuel best neva even eat! hahaha.. anyway at least got melissa help me eat!
monday going for attachment alr!! wish me luck!! haha..
alison out X)
1:43 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
hey.. seriously.. this holiday i have been watching so many movies! hahaha.. i watched four movies alr! haha.. john tucker must die, devil wears prada, stay alive and ROB-B-HOOD!! hahaha.. i tell u.. its a great show...ROB-B-HOOD rocks.. i laugh and den i cried den i laugh again den i cried! the show is funny n touching at the same time! haha.. the baby is really cute!!! so cute... wonder how they make him do all those expressions! haha...
my attachment is gonna start again!! meaning my holiday is gonna end soon.. my attachment at bukit batok!! argh... dunno what the school is doing... put me so far away from where i stay!! sigh...
more pics of the zoo tt i didnt manage to blog it from my camera!! if u see properly the pics are in sequence! as in from the start of the journey to the end of the journey! heh..
haha! we were at the bus interchange.. on the way to ZOO!
6:05 PM