autobiography




Name:
Alison!!!
DOB:
080788.
Religion:
roman catholic.
Job:
missy.


memories will forever be a part of me. always...

THE day




MY family




W A N T S



#1 TO BE ABLE TO JUMP & WALK AGAIN

#2 CuRL my hair!

#3 a new/gd digital camera~=D

#4 go on a holiday only with my chubby...

#5 shades!

#6 u could give me one big surprise that i always wanted to get, go n do! *romantic kind*

#7 a necklace from my portable pillow!

#8 kate spade bag!

#10 clothes!! but i still wan more =(

#11 lose weight!

#12 a nice romantic date with my bibi!

#13 CAR!




V E R D I C T









E X I T S


.IHM FRIENDS

-*Aloy Mon
-*chels
-*davVvVid kor=)
-*DaryL (PEST)
-*Jo-aNN
-*JuLiE
-*joe
-*jean
-*KeLLy
-*MicheLLe mama =)
-*Nick.T
-*PeK GeoK mama=)
-*Ryan
-*wilmer

.FRIENDS

-*casiopeia
-*Corde
-*Pei Wen
-*Puden
-*ReGi
-*shiyuan

.CHEERLEADING FRENZ

-*VESPER
-*Brenda
-*Heng Da
-*Jac
-*Joey
-*Nizz
-*Poh-Dou
-*tam
-*Yi Jun
-*Yi ting
-*Yong Shen

.NYP frens!

-*Jub
-*Lex
-*NoRiN
-*Wei Jie
-*Yana


.CHURCHY WEBSITES :)

-*Lil Rocks
-*GOD's RHINOs
-*YES camp
-*Zion's Joy



R A N D O M




'Evil does not exist,
or at least it does not
exist unto itself.
Evil is simply
the absence of God.
It is just like
darkness and cold,
a word that man
has created to describe
the absence of God.

God did not create evil.
Evil is the result of
what happens when man
does not have God's love
present in his heart.
It's like the cold
that comes when there
is no heat or
the darkness that
comes when there
is no light.'


While Hard Work and
Knowledge will get you close,
and Attitude will get you there,
It's the Love of God
that will put you over the top!



M U S I C




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Friday, June 30, 2006
HeLLo!

got something SAD to tell u all.. *sobsob* i lost my ipod nano! in school library.. sigh.. someone stole it..and somemore i think is one of my frens.. not my classmates thou.. i noe i shldnt be thinking this way.. but i cant helped it.. cuz i last saw it was at the library table with my that group of frens. and they were the onli few ppl sitting around there.. who else wil take.. sigh.. my iPOD! argh! damn sad.. now everytime i take a bus to school, there is always are promotion abt the i pod nano!~ den i felt like shit after that.. waHHHHH!!! damn shitty la.. my nano! that person.. will not have a good ending.. yea...

ok.. today i had reflected on many many stuff.. my things about my current class. my tut groupings. i have alot to think about.. many many! haha.. abt.. are they real frens? are they? they might look real and nice to u. but are they really that nice? or they are just pretending only? i seriously dunno! yeah.. human beings are very hard to understand.. haha.. even we, ourselves do not noe ourselves good enough! haha.. thats worse.. and to say humans are the cleverest creature on earth! hahaha.. bullshit(TO A CERTAIN EXTEND) haha..

had fun today? i shld say.. haha.. onli towards the end of the day.. yea! haha.. today woke up damn late.. lesson starts at eight.. i woke up at 7.35! wah! scary! haha.. den nevermind, dad fetch me to school!! haha! yea! my dad rocks! had lessons and stuff.. see some video when the speaker's face look like crapp.. damn scary.. like fake face.. damn hard! haha.. talk about how to take a urine spec! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...... i got so disgusted today(for awhile) during my clinical lab! haha.. we as students must be a victim to give our urine as samples! haha.. den some of my classmates got saboed!! haha.. did the urine test! damn interesting! haha.. not that disgusting afterall! haha..

after lab, we went to do CMS for 1028.. we did it in a short period of time! wah! haha.. damn fast.. not like our normal meetings.. yea.. after tat me and norin went to eat. ate alot..even thou i was nt hungry! hehe.. after we had a good time studyin! yeppie! like idiot.. memorise and memorise! yea.. got kicked out of the lab later on.. cuz lab gonna close. den we proceed to library! haha.. and u noe wad.. we end up talking and crying! hahaha.. damn funny.. we cried like non stop of one hour plus! haha.. talk and cry all.. and the best part went we were on they way out of school we saw norin's bf! den we talk to him and wait for norin to roll out of NYP, to go home together! haha..

yea.. thats abt it la.. yep! nites.. ***miss my ipod nano!**



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10:29 PM



Monday, June 26, 2006
wheE! back!

ok this time i am not gonna make any unhappy noise here! however.. i gonna update today and the whole of last week! wahaha..

today monday! woke up damn early for school.. dunno why i was so high! very noisy all! haha.. oh ya.. england won.. thanks to david beckham.. haha.. freekick! yep.. anyway.. ate alot today! haha.. yong tau foo den chicken rice three hours later! siao yea! haha.. born a pig.. eat like a pig.. lucky i dun look like one! i look like a HUMAN.. ( okok.. i noe its LAME.. bare with me! haha..)

had lectures, tutorials. den end of my day! fast but tired. nt used to the timing yet! haha.. on sunday night lie on my bed at 11pm.. fell asleep at 1pm.. crapp! haha.. nt used to it! yea..

after school went for mass.. and came back.. thats my day.. boring yea..

MONDAY BLUESsSsSsSsS....

ok.. lets start with last thurs and fri:

nothing much thou.. just that both days i slept at 4 am and woke up at 2pm plus.. came online for awhile.. den went out! jerry called for lunch.. so i headed down to ah seah.. den went nick hse to play pool! wahaha... damn cool.. its been donkey months since i been to his hse! haha.. had fun there! heh! and u noe wad.. i won nick in pool!!!!!!!! can u believe this! haha.. nick tay u noe! however, he said my pool skills improved. ** nick tay! however.. i think that day was pure luck!** den me and jerry begged nick to go to church for mass! haha.. and he did.. u neva noe wad is the reason man! haha.. yeppie! jerry and me were damn bloody happy la! (nick nick! see you in church more often yea? but slowly, no rush.. *smiles*)

sat!!!

i woke up early to meet juls and mel to make french toast for the gathering! you noe wad!! we were damn irritated with i dunno wad.. till i actually wanted to throw the whole pile of bread away! wahaha.. yea.. glad i didnt.. cuz ppl say that the bread tasted nice.. sigh.. but dunno if it was real! heh!! while we were frying the bread.. i decided to make the bacon too! haha.. den fry and fry and fry! mom asked me to bring the crackers (those looked like fries) all.. so end up, we brought alot of stuff for the gatherin! haha.. but it was fun.. seeing ppl eat moi food and say it was nice!! haha.. NICE LEHZ!
yea.. but it was the effort of juls and mel too.. they did the tasting.. being so particular and stuff!! haha.. i almost killed them! but their effort didnt go to waste! they praise us! wahaha.. after that we had a sharing! wahaha.. sharing! back with our wonderful grouping! wheeee.. den had a nice chat and all.. wahaha.. den pnw.. den off we go.. but some stayed behind for awhile to hang around.. talked to aloy and stella and shuan. had fun disturbing them. esp shuan's cap! shuan.. u botak! haha.. took aloy band to wear.. he said it helps in blood circulation.. so i just took and wear.. haha.. heh.. slacked in church till abt nine and head back home!

sunday:
went out with adrian! find present.. end up went to watch movie! heh.. watched RV! haha.. tell u.. the movie was great.. damn funny! haha.. and adrian and me bought chicken drums and smuggle them in the cinema! the drums were huge! haha.. and it onli cost us $3.. heh.. nice.. head to library to return books.. and ta dah! back home.. ya thats abt it! heh.. long long day.. if i were to type out all.. it will be damn long! heh!



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8:18 PM



Saturday, June 24, 2006
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

FavouritesFavourite Colour: orange, brown, black
Favourite Food: chilli considered?
Favourite Song: any song but not the heavy metal can alr
Favourite Movie: err.. alot.. take the lead. harry potter.meet the fokers
Favourite Sport: tennis(learning soon)
Favourite Day of the Week: Friday
Favourite Season: spring
Favourite Ice Cream: vanilla+butterscorch+lime
CurrentsCurrent Mood: hungry, bored
Current Taste: bee hoon with chilli
Current Clothes: top shop shorts with gioradano top
Current Desktop: group two.
Current Toe nail Colour: black
Time: 12.53pm
Current Surroundings: tv, stairs?.
Current Annoyances: my body aching like shit.. wanna go out to the beach but cant.. argh!Current Thoughts: i am bored, broke. anyone wan entertain me?

Firsts

First Best Friend: Alicia
First Crush: cant rmb! haha.. too many
First Movie: i can't remember
First Lie: results
First Music: mommy naggy voice
Lasts

Last Cigarette: neva smoke b4
Last Drink: bee hoon soup
Last Car Ride: yesterday. uncle francis lorry! it rocks!
Last Crush: eh... i dun wanna say.. so paiseh
Last Movie: silther
Last Phone Call: melissa
Last CD played: cant rmb

Have you ever

Have you ever dated one of your best friend: No
Have you ever broken the law: yesh!
Have you ever been arrested: Nah
Have you ever skinny-dipped: nah
Have you ever been on TV: sadly, NO
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: haha.. no..

Things 5 things you are wearing: top shop shorts, shirt, ear rings,hair band and braces! haha..
4 things you done today: woke up, brush teeth, shit and eat lunch
3 things you can hear right now: my nephew talk, music, msn sound..
1 thing you do when you are bored: online

PEOPLE TO TAG! Nick, Melissa and tillyson!! haha.



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12:35 PM



Friday, June 23, 2006
hello! back here again! are u gonna continue reading this boring entry? haha...

was talkin to nick abt my frens. how they will step out of my life when they find one part of me that they dun like. den come back to my life when they think i am ok again.. wad great frens i have with me yea? when i tot they were really literally great frens in my life.. i dunno wad to say or to do.. all i can say is to carry on with my life.. haha..

to see ya dear frens leavin you, thinking they should understand you. yet they left me.. step in my life.. den out of my life den in again.. u think u who?! u all might nt noe who. cuz the person dunno i knew about this rubbish! haha.. yea.

i should be not thinkin about it.. since they are back why bother about it again rite? haha.. but at a point i suddenly doubt the frens around me.. are they like that.. are they the ppl i tot will go thru thick and thin with me as i would wan to do for them? or will they one day all of a sudden *pow* disappear out of my life.. would they.. will they.. ask them they will say wont.. but when time comes, the answer wont be the same..

i neva find a fren long enough for me to trust them inside out.. haha.. i will neva! not like u all.. got buddy all.. ask u write an essay about ya buddy.. u can write one long list.. haha.. will anyone be able to write abt me one long list.. haha..

den again.. THIS LIFE IS A JOURNEY WE HAVE TO GO THRU, b4 meeting GOD. amazing hor.. a test or lesson on how to LOVE. haha.. i will try to learn and pass this exam.. heh.. okok.. i love this songs to bits! haha.

heres a song for u all:

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side

It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause it's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you..to you

ALISON OUT X)



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3:54 AM



Thursday, June 22, 2006
hello ppl! just came back from cca! real tiring!

anyway.. was thinking after juls conversation with us.. i really wonder.. would i even affect anyone that much like how juls affected a person.. or even make the person angry at me cuz i am being too stubborn? or wad?? is there anyone i really care abt.. is there anyone really noe me inside out? even my besties? do they noe me inside how.. how i wish i was like lynn or juls or even mel.. to just cry out when they feel sad or irritated.. cuz its like shit.. when u urself feel hurt and stuff and i actually got so used to sweeping it under the carpet until i dun even noe it! its like second nature.. its like breathing.. i sweep until i dun even feel the pain anymore.. even my conscious mind do not noe.. how amazing was it..

i dun feel sad now or anything.. just wondering lo. i wonder i keep on saying ppl stubborn all.. i think i am way worse den that. maybe three times worse.. cuz.. when ppl not ok they will not look ok.. and when we ask them u ok not they will reply i am ok.. den u take time to dig out. u will get it.. for me! i look ok.. and everything.. funny all but deep down.. ME MYSELF dunno if i am ok not.. thats even worse.. ppl cant even dig.. even if they realise.. its too late.. its alr so deep its like 6 feet underground.. impossible to dig out. cuz i myself cant find it..

i just wonder man.. how big our heart and how deep our mind is.. haha.. not looking at the
scientific way i meant.. haha.. its so scary lo!.. yet i noe GOD loves me.. haha.. i can convince ppl that.. but why cant i convince myself.. ppl tell my fren, that she is taking too much control over herself and not let God control.. i guess i am equally like that lo..
during YES camp.. they say.. open ya heart and all.. no matter how hard i try.. i cant!! i cant!! its just my head is rationalising it! rationalising everything. from the tongues to the pnw leader to things around me.. till m y brain.. what am i thinkin.. i noe GOD's works to early dun u think.. as in, the onli time i went for praying over with a extreme open heart when i was sec 2. i went for FITS camp.. that was the time i got slant the 1st time.. omg. i tell u.. it was a beautiful thing.. felt GOD's love in me.. after that.. i start to rationalise! argh!! i dunno wads in me..

and i seriously dunno how to open my heart. ok.. i noe not literally open it up with a knife.. but how to open it spiritually! how!? seriously i got no bible knowledge of GOD and i will try hard reading.. startin from word among us! haha.. yea...

are u all going to tell me the way of opening one's heart is to pray and talk to God more often? is it?.. i dun see the point of it will work cuz of that.. not say praying no good.. i noe is great.. a way of communcating with God.. i do that.. like talk to God kinda thing.. like in the bus.. i talk to Him.. saying.. eh God.. why u make things happen like this.. or.. God i pray so hard u wun make me miss the train or reach home in time b4 it rains and stuff like that.. but wad.. like that heart will open and recieve Him like a baby.. kinda thing..

have u realise.. baby feel great while they are in ya hands cuz they trust themselves in our hands.. and i wan t that kinda attitude towards God.. how? i cant! ARGH!!!

ok.. i shall end here or will neva end.. sorri if i have any grammar or typo error.. haha..



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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
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MY GROUP 2!! lets continue to journey with GOD ok!! haha.. let all this beautiful memories stay with us! my love to the group.. esp wilfred.. my partner in the group.. thanks for helpin me in so many things!



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11:08 PM



WOW!! back from bong's hse.. we had ice cream.. hey BONG! thanks for the treat.. really nice! haha..talk a lil.. slack a lil.. den went home.. cuz lynn and boong had school tmr! errs, its 1.07 now.. ok maybe later on they are havin school! haha..

anyway.. just had my YES camp! its was damn good! really great! haha.. i see so many members coming for camp.. lookin la di da, feeling pushed to camp! den when it was the last day of camp.. they were glowing in GOD's love! haha.. all bonded in their own groups! haha.. i had a great time facilitating my own group 2!! u all rock my socks!! great thanks to Wilfred (my co-facil), Christianna (softee), Rachel(laughter like a machine gun), Bong (the feminine one!) ,DaviD p.(the mickey) and Justin (father)....... haha.. they all brought so much joy to the group and the camp!! haha..

during the baptism night.. i saw a scene tat i will neva forget.. i saw GOD in everyone.. i saw.. everyone being touched by the holy spirit.. it was amazing.. unbelievable.. many ppl change the whole idea of the camp! haha.. it was indescribable..

even thou... on the second or third day onwards.. ppl start to pinch my cheek like mad.. thanks for benard who started it.. argh!! den again, i bonded with them just like tat! haha.. i went home str to bath and wash my face a few times.. i pray hard got no pimples popping out. or not benard is dead!! haha..

okok.. i shall end here!! haha.. btw.. there will be a YES CAMP blog coming up!! haha..



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1:00 AM



Wednesday, June 14, 2006
hello!! back back back!!

its holiday for me.. this week and next week! but but, i got alot of stuff to do.. sigh..
its been three days of my holiday.. all of them i had been going to school for project meeting and today cca!

today!!! i had cca today.. and all girls and one guy turn up.. so some of us had to be base.. due to my size is not the smallest.. i and joey(anothe team mate) had to be base! it was tiring, pain and fun at the same time.. haha.. we did alot of stunts!! haha.. i dunno wad are they called thou.. haha.. forget alr..
after cca we all went to eat at a place near NYP. den went home! haha.. anyway.. today.. b4 cca i had dental appointment!! haha.. AND U KNOW WAD I CAN TAKE OUT MY BRACES NEXT MONTH!! yeppie!! yeppie!! haha...

okok.. alison out!



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Saturday, June 10, 2006
sigh! back! haha.. today was kinda short! oh ya.. today got world cup yea! haha.. count myself lucky.. i dun watch them! start so late.. end so late.. haha..
woke up at 8 am today.. waited for mario for breakfast b4 pnw prac.. went to hup to eat! i onli took less den 20 mins to finish everything in my bowl! amazing.. thats fast!! after that we head down to upper room for prac.. sing and sing till 12pm.. went to SPI see if i can buy anything for my YES camp members.. after that.. went ah seah to accompany andrew eat his lunch! den went back home! at abt 4.30 i went back to church for ZJ session.. haha.. kinda fun?? short session den went for mass! haha.. **so no need to wake up early tomorrow!!~

after mass went heartmall to eat KFC! haha.. u noe wad! ryan suddenly say,"alison i am so lucky u are sitting infront of me." i was like, huh?? why.. den he explained that, behind me theres a FAT lady, her shirt was body hugging type, jeans low cut kind!! and u know wad! she was sitting down.. back facing me! haha.. and her ASS CRACK was showing!! and there a few spots.. which mel says were pimples! EWWW!! haha.. she got two or three tyres.. haha.. opps!! that gross me out like mad!! how how!! i am sure not gonna be like her.. i will commit suicide!! haha.. seriously.. ryan said she should really cover every part of her body! haha.. shldn't make ppl so turn off.. haha..

after eating.. we went shopping! me and mel bought a red adidas camp bad and a key chain!! haha.. damn nice lar! wow! haha.. tats about all!! haha.. nites!



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11:49 PM



Friday, June 09, 2006
hello! back here again! gonna talk about my boring day today!

todayi had 1hr of boring lecture.. haha.. didnt pay much attention to her. cuz i was busy studyin my psycho test. den had 1 hr break.. ate mac! haha.. big breakfast.. and headed to the lab for clinical lab prac.. this time miss bella was back! so happy.. even den.. we had a case study to do.. so we did wad we were instructed to do for the case study.. mine was how to shift patient from bed to chair for meals.. take her BP, pulse, temp, pain level.. etc. yea.. haha.. learn how to chart again! haha. almost forget everything.. haha.. miss bella had to teach my group roughly again.. yea.. haha..

after the 2 hr lab lesson.. we rush to take my key chain den to north canteen to eat.. think i saw tillyson. den norin and melissa ate their breakfast cum lunch. while i stare at them and den started studying for test again.. was making alot of noise thou.. after our meal.. we went to library to study!! we booked a room to study.. i went over to shanti room to ask some question. end up sitting there study with them.. leaving norin, melissa and weijie at the other room.. shanti and all helped me alot.. in many ways.. help me to rmb main impt points for the test.. i end up getting so stress after their last revision..

i went back to the room.. teach melissa the main points whilei can learn and memorise too!! haha.. i on the spot come out with funny ideas to study myself while teaching her.. amazing huh.. just in time! i finish teaching her the topics and were rushing to the test venue.. i was dman tensed up.. stress like crapp! haha.. memorise and memorise! haha.. walkin in the lecture hall still memorising! like an idiot.. haha.. nisa had to stop me from being so stress by saying.. dun worry ivan loh is there for me all. haha.. but actually it helps a lil! haha. yea.. den i stop, close the book and start the test! haha.. crapp.. i dunno how to do some questions. some so difficult.. some so tricky! crapp.. ppl! pray for me yea!!

thats abt it la.. haha.. after the whole test i felt so much better!! like a big burden had been throw away! haha.. and and.. suppose to go night safari today.. den raining.. mom they all didnt wan to go.. so i came home str. saw norin boyfren.. disturb him and stuff like that.. ahah. so funny! smile**

okok.. shall end here alr!! pokvin! go and sleep after readin it! haha.. nights to u all!



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its been a few days since i update.. haha.. regi was complaining.. haha.. ok. its an entry from tuesday till thursday.. so its gonna be a very long long entry.. full of simple and basic english error. even a pri 6 kid would prob make.. sorri for that yea..

yea.. on tuesday, we had only one hr of lesson. it was ivan loh's tutorial! haha.. i didnt knew abt it till nabil told us when we reach sch.. i felt so stupid.. rush to sch early just for a 1 hr lesson.. haha.. also we came to class unprepared, on wad question to asked and stuff.. haha.. i could see the annoyance on his face! haha.. after school, norin and me went to food junction to eat.. i ate alot!! i ate chicken chop with small portion of noodles, mash potato, egg and a bowl of soup. haha.. cuz the day b4 i didnt take my dinner and didnt had breakfast and lunch on tuesday itself.. pok saw me eatin so much! opps!

den during the night, i went to eat dinner with daryl cuz he was all alone at home and had no one to have dinner with, so i accompanied him.. he is a bunch of crapp.. haha.. he talked alot.. i asked him abt why must i study this part for my sociology test.. den he explain.. after that he talks abt theory and stuff, abt poly students got no critical thinkin( i dun deny that). and i was busy listening and absorbing wad he was saying, at the same time trying to finish my dinner at chomps! haha.. he said wan to eat at gardens.. so irritating.. haha.. after dinner he wanted to go 7 eleven to have a look.. i tot he was going there to get some stuff home.. at the end he went dere for fun! crapp.. when we decided to go back home.. i missed my bus and had to wait for 15 mins or so.. so i made him wait for the bus with me.. hey daryl.. i just realise.. we as PEST fren didnt turn out as bad as i tot.. we actually can converse properly now. heh..

wah ah ah.. on that day (wed) of sociology test.. was not that nervous.. haha.. when i am not really prepared for it.. haha.. b4 the test we had one of my fave lecturer lecture.. her name is miss bella tan.. she is damn nice to us and all.. haha.. once we had captain ball she actually had the tot i coming down to support us.. however... we lost in our 1st game! so she didnt get the chance to see us play.. wahaha. aniwaes.. sociology test is so damn bloody tricky!! argh!!
sigh sigh.. cheerleading was cancelled due to unknown reason.. i kinda miss the training thou.. eh.. pok! u really not comin for training anymore?

thursday, wow!! crapp.. the day started out like shit.. after the test for sociology i tried studying for psychology test.. den at the end, i wasnt able to burn midnight oil.. haha... so slept early.. even b4 i realise i woke up and was late for sch.. rush like mad to nyp. actually wanted to take a cab down.. but luckily bus 76 came on time. reach sch, went for lesson.. had a temp clincal lab teacher who was so boring and strict..ok, i might sound contridicting.. haha.. even thou she is strict i like her style of teaching.. haha.. i learnt and remembered some stuff on that day.. haha.. she actually came and test on how i take the BP!! so stressful! haha.. asked all the question i neva knew i must know! and wad are the steps for taking BP. haha. ** if u all do not noe.. BP is blood pressure** however.. bella is still da best! after school was damn tried went back home.. was online for awhile den went back to study. wow.. i was neva that hardworking b4. neva! haha.. during those study breaks, i ended up chattin online and didnt continue my revision! heh.

den during the converstation with regi. i found out that rudy was badly injured and was sent to the hospital in ICU. felt so distracted after that thou.. oh man. such a nice guy like him, have certain chances of losing part or the memory or change of personality. oh man.. guess everyone is feeling kinda down now yea.. abt his injury and all..



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Tuesday, June 06, 2006
hello!! ppl! haha..
just came back from town? haha.. yea.. i had a long day today!! got back one of our ICA test results. it was a B+.. damn happy.. even thou its a B but look at a bright side.. its near A.. haha.. whole day was a lil crazy la.. but i cant rmb if i offended anyone today..

after school.. went to study with pokvin today.. haha.. crapp la.. i finish wad i am suppose to do la.. but u noe wad.. not much went in.. (must study tmr again! haha.. i must learn how to love studyin!) haha.. okok.. den he went to eat his dinner! cuz i tot i will be going back to eat.. (but u noe wad,end up i dun have dinner at home at all.. haha.. but den again i am suppose to go on diet! cuz..... i gain two bloody KG!! crapp.. wad has NYP done to me!! sigh.. sigh.. argh!!) den after that we made our way to the skate park.. haha.. saw some stuff that i have not seen for a very long time.. ppl sakting and stuff like that.. damn nice.. pokvin's fren.. SHE can blade well too.. haha.. cool huh.. hehe.. i wun blade u noe? cuz i have no blades. and i dun wan to get injured.. maybe onli as a leisure thingy.. not as a passion.. yea.. we shall see how about it.. mr pokvin.. haha..

okok.. i end here.. tmr got cheerleading.. change day.. haha.. and its still amazing u are comin for the prac! haha.. u noe i am talkin abt u! haha..



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Sunday, June 04, 2006
hey..
back back back!! i am back from serangoon gardens, coffee bean to study.. sociology!! it sucks big big big time!! dun even understand a single shit about it.. read and study... but it still seem so foreign to me..

anyway... this few days hanging around with my "mothers"(peksy and mich), it felt so great being with them! haha.. talk alot of crapp.. went out tgt... shop like mad! haha.. i bought tops and my URS heels!! yeppie!! haha... having fun shopping till my bank was dried up.. hehe.. mich stayed over my place.. and we had fun..

sat i didnt go for my youth group.. ZJ... now i think i missed out alot of stuff, bit den again.. on sat itself.. mich, alan and me went to Kbox to sing. haha.. it was my second time going to Kbox.. i sang alot of songs.. and most of them i went out of tune! argh!! hahaha.. i end the whole singing "session" with journey!! haha.. nice song.. haha... den after Kbox.. we went to eat at the food court down stairs. heh.. food taste like crapp.. seriously, the suan la mian is not sour or spicy at all.. crap.. waste my money!! haha.. den we went to heeren to shop.. to get a new slipper for me! cuz.. my new heels is so new that when i start wearing it and walk for long, i had two blisters on my feet!! bah! after getting it.. we went to Giraffe to had our desert! haha.. played some stupid games with alan.. haha.. realli stupid till he say he wanna slap me!! hahaha.. talked and talked..
on the way to giraffe nick quek saw me.. haha. yea.. thats about it.. for yesterday.. quite normal! yep!

ok shall make a move!! oh ya.. MY ICA is coming.. crapp shit!! heh!

p/s: i am realli realli glad to see u coming for mass today.. i noe you felt awkward somehow or other.. but u did a great job.. u made a big step.. hope to see u more often in church yea! try ya best.. and dun give up in wadeva u are doing now.. be it work or other stuff.. he will be there for u.. even thou u cant feel him now.. endure ok? *smile*



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Friday, June 02, 2006
hello ppl!

here i am being so stupid.. gong gong.. blur.. i woke up thinking lessons starts at 8am.. when is nine.. so went i walk out of my hse, and check my timetable on the way to the bus stop, i realise was still too early.. so i walked back home!! how blur can i be..

aniwae.. yesterday.. mich, pek geok and me met up at gardens chomp chomp to eat!! talk alot of rubbish! heh! yep.. den went to cafe cartel to eat ice cream.. dunno to say i am lucky or unlucky.. i didnt wan to spend money on anything.. so i decided not to buy! haha.. this prevent me from gaining weight! haha.. great! now mich in my sleepin like a piggy! haha.. peksy will come later on.. *smile* we will be having our girls night! yea! heh..

on wed.. cheerleading! captain was there that day!! so the whole training was scary cuz we was damn strict.. but den again.. she was funny at the same time! we had to do push up if we do the jumps wrongly la.. shout not loud enough la.. and stuff like that.. interestin.. hehe.. and we had to do leg lifts, crunchs(duno if i spelt it correctly), steps, dolphin thingy(dunno wad the hell is the real name) we had to do some 90 degree squat, some yoga thingy, ran one round..and many others.. hehe.. now my muscle aching! laugh also got problem! haha... but den again.. we learn four new jumps and one new stunt. haha.. the jumps were nice.. but were all damn difficult.. and i am sure i look like an idiot doin them.. sigh.. not as flexible as the guys thou.. they jump damn high.. and do the stunts well.. haha.. den again.. i must train!!! ahh!! had some embarrassing things happen on that day thou.. only joey, norin, michelle and pek geok knew abt it.. argh!! hahaha... oh ya.. and i got tease by dou dou(calvin) the whole time.. damn irritating..

and i bought two new shorts one new shoe bag and three new tops yesterday.. and u know wad.. i am going to buy heels today... maybe!! haha.. yeppie!! sorry yue rui!! haha... cannot study with u today! heh!!



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