Name:
Alison!!!
DOB:
080788.
Religion:
roman catholic.
Job:
missy.


memories will forever be a part of me. always...












#1 TO BE ABLE TO JUMP & WALK AGAIN

#2 CuRL my hair!

#3 a new/gd digital camera~=D

#4 go on a holiday only with my chubby...

#5 shades!

#6 u could give me one big surprise that i always wanted to get, go n do! *romantic kind*

#7 a necklace from my portable pillow!

#8 kate spade bag!

#10 clothes!! but i still wan more =(

#11 lose weight!

#12 a nice romantic date with my bibi!

#13 CAR!

hello! hmmm...

todae woke up early went to church for mass! attended with mel geow! haha.. miss ya loads.. long time didnt really go out u see.. haha.. aniwaes.. we had breakfast together today.. we had a great time! long chat.. haha.. yea..

den later on went to church to study! haha.. i did study ok! a lil la.. other den that i was day dreamin.. was about to sleep.. cuz, the weather was great!! haha.. raining.. cooling.. oh man.. love it! haha.. hmmm.. let see.. had most of my day spent there.. hehe.. boring day today! haha.. nothing much happen!

cant wait to shop! great singapore sales! heh.. okok.. thats all.. heh.. monday is comin.. sch is gonna start!! argh!!


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6:42 PM


whEE!! back..

hmm.. today.. today... was a short day in school. long day outside! haha.. someone make me wait.. aniwaes.. shall not elaborate! later that person will spank me.. hahaha!!

today i watch movie!! i watched over e hedge! damn nice la! haha.. funny too.. i love the animals.. haha.. laugh my ass off.. and u noe wad.. i onli ate one meal today!! amazing anot??!! esp when i normally eat alot.. yet i ate so lil today.. i must be crazy.. haha.. hey.. that person who went out with me today!!(who shall not be named).. i had fun today.. yes yes.. eat more next time! haha.. and pls choose a place where we wont see ppl like who we saw todae! my goodness.. oh man.. my face.. all gone! haha.. and next time plan properly arh.. haha.. teach me blading!! not street kind yea? nor town park.. haha.. thats too scary.. haha.. oh ya.. actually i wore something else todae.. but i decided to buy another shirt to change! haha.. funny huh?

todae learn how to tepid sponge a patient when he/she is having fever.. =) fun fun.. next week is my ICA week! ahH!! scary.. hopefully can pass.. oh ya.. sianz.. tmr i must go SGH to sign a form for my bonding of that hospital!! hehe.. great! i love it!! lala.. cuz i wan the money.. so i can spend! hehe... okk.. guess i shall end here! ciao!


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11:12 PM


hello!! FIRST OF ALL!! TO DANIEL if u ever read my blog again.. THANKS FOR YA email.. thanks for ya affirmation? shld i say that.. yea.. thanks for reassuring me.. in many ways.. in many small lil ways.. thanks kor! love ya so much.. haha..

back here again.. i am so tried tried.. just came back from church an hour ago.. so tried! haha.. yest had cheerleading was fun!! great!! i fell a few times again.. and my muscles dun hurt as much as last week!! haha.. yea!!( and U, alvin, seriously.. not gonna let u do back pop with me.. as my base.. or not my wrist sure die! haha.. den again.. wont have much chance already yea?? since u are planning not to come already!! =S) hehe.. oh ya.. went out with the seniors to A star to drink.. talked alot.. haha.. found out that they are pretty nice ppl! haha.. joke alot.. ppl i didnt know they were like that... haha.. they are funny la. but dou dou( hopefully i spelt it correctly) was quite fierce at first.. made us do str jump so many times!! do until i sianz.. haha.. soon again!!

oh ya!! i bought my new shoe.. its orange too.. did i tell u all?? haha.. its nice.. but but!! its for gym use.. but wad the heck.. can run can alr.. haha..

its going to be end of a week! yeppie!! tired! tired!~ oh ya.. shit.. week 7 i got presentation.. aiyo.. so boring lo.. hehe.. we did a skit.. its damn funny!! haha.. todae todae.. i had a short day?? started lessons at 11.10 ended at 5pm.. but norin and me accompanied melissa till 7.30pm den we left.. she got squash( did i spelt it correctly?).. and she was afraid abt joining it alone. haha.. damn funny.. but den again.. i was exactly like her when i 1st go for cheerleading.. hehe.. now now?? i love my cca! haha.. hope she loves hers too..

okok.. i shall end here!! freakin exhausted!! wahh!!

ALISON OUT!! X)


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10:30 PM


whEE!! hello!!
my day was great.. my day started with my fave lesson!! psychology.. ivan loh's lesson.. was really great.. fun.. i can actually answer most of his question.. smiles.. shld i say some.. yea..

anyway after my school, i had to go to that asshole teacher staff room to show her my attire.. den we left.. haha.. indeed, ms bella tan is a dancer!! cool yea.. she is one of a nice great teacher.. she damn nice to us.. seriously.. haha.. aniwae.. left sch to JUNCTION EIGHT , to buy my NEW sports shoe.. guess wad colour is it? haha.. its ORANGE!! cool huh.. heehee.. really great.. really nice.. and its NIKE! still prefer nike to adidas shoe.. even thou both look equally orange!! haha.. fits me more..

tommorrow its cheerleading day.. cool huh! i am going to have muscle ache again! ah help me! haha.. nvm.. its worth it. cuz its fun! yepp..

shall end here.. byebye


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9:58 PM


hello ppl!

ahHhHH!! i am sooooo pissed now.. with one of a bloody teacher in my school.. she caught me for improper attire~! can u believe it? in poly lehz!! also will get booked.. i only tot secondary school will do such stuff@! crapp man.. she caught me for my short skirt(which i dun think is short at all! neither my frens), for wearing slippers and not wearin lanyard in sch premises.. sigh..
we walked in e office and felt so shitty lar. she first start askin.. wads ya problem.. den i say no i dun have a problem. den she start saying u ar not suppose to wear this and that.. say u fill in this form and den come back next mornin to show her.. i wearing shoes and jeans.. sigh..i am being treated as a sec sch kid.. aniwaes.. she still can ask me, ya braces very nice.. how much i spent on it!! can u believe it.. she actually ask this kinda shit, when there is no link to my IMPROPER attire.. sigh sigh sigh.. nvm~! i forgive her.. but i will neva forget abt her! crapp man.. she has been blacklisted by me alr!! super black!!! argh!!!

aniwae.. to make myself happier.. i will keep on reminding myself that tmr got ivan loh's tut!! haha.. its gonna be fun.. yeppie! phew!! on bloody UNLUCKY day ending soon.. four more till end of week.. one or two more days till cheerleading prac.. i guess. haha.. yea.. den... todae.. had lec and tut all the way!~ so tiring.. and my test is comin soon.. now i noe how stress regi and her frens are when they were having test.. heh.. ok la.. i shall end here..

to all the dudes and babes out there in my poly.. pls dress properly ba u get caught by one of those irritating teachers... haha... esp those babes. heh.. dumpling dressing is that kinda teacher like! argh!!


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6:51 PM


hello!

back back back.. life is one hell of a shit.. realli.. it really confuses u in many stuff.. many things u tot this way turn out to be another way.. i am serious.. it always happen like that.. its so screwed up...

aniwae.. today i went for mass, den after that met regi to go national library to study.. at first i tot was at changi airport.. haha.. aniwae.. we didnt study much.. end up talking.. met regi new frens.. they are nice ppl.. funny and outgoing too. yea.. haha.. den we ate alot. i ate HAN'S chicken pie, crumble apple pie and spicy tuna w cheese sandwich.. so full.. haha.. den we decided to go to bugis to shop! take neo print.. haha.. fun la. but the machine got prob.. pen all spoilt.. haha.. crap la.. den we start talkin abt how to wash a patient's body.. male or female.( talked abt that on sat too. damn funny.) at 3.30pm rudy? correct spellin? i am not sure.. came so we went back to study again! they talk abt muscles and stuff which i have not learnt b4.. some stuff that i neva touch on b4.. super different from my sch teaching.. haha..

after the short study.. we went to bugis village to shop!! i bought a pull over( did i get it correct again), shorts, belt, necklace and off- shoulder top. yea.. shop alot huh.. suppose to meet alvin but cancelled so ya.. haha.. left bugis around eight plus nine.. wad super tried! haha.. feet all aching and stuff.. yea.

okok.. shall end here yea! nites!


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9:32 PM


elloz!
sch todae was tiring.. heh.. dunno why.. woke up early in the morning den came home at 6.15pm. i was so tired that i fell asleep in the bus.. crazy.. i normally dun do that.. haha.. my body still ache from the cheerleading prac.. haha. guess i must prac more often.. haha.. love cheerleading thou.. haha.. learn something that u wont get to learn in everyday life!!
diet diet! must go on a diet.. so i will be lighter.. yea.. haha..

guess i must learn how to appreciate life yea?? haha.. alvin if u eva read this blog.. u cant catch me and put me in the bottle! try harder! haha. heh.. (i am just bored thats why i typed that..) X)

ALISON OUT!


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7:25 PM


hEllo!! back back.. updating in process..

went for cheerleading practice yesterday! haha.. didnt regret going thou.. cuz at first i was very scare about it.. haha.. i tot later onli me go.. or later i cant as well as the rest.. haha.. there were 7 ppl.. hmm two guys rest are girls.. haha.. err.. we did shoulder stand! shoulder sit! double base! tried back pop! haha.. den.. we had a lesson on how to str jump.. how to do hi V, low V, claps, T, broken T and dagger.. haha.. quite fun!! haha.. i was made a base for a few times.. a loader a few times.. and a flyer a few times!! haha.. lets see.. i am not short enough and too heavy bah! but alvin ( a guy from cheerleading ) say i not that heavy.. haha.. dunno la.. but is fun.. and i am going back again! whee!! is damn cool la.. haha... damn high also!! haha.. cuz they will push u high.. haha.. damn scary and exciting!! haha..

aniwae, life been great.. just that now got alot of things to do!! haha for proj and stuff like that.. haha. nothing else already.. yea..

ok la.. shall stop here alr.. to all dudes and babes out there! cheerleading is fun! try them!


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8:11 AM


wahaha! i alison the great is back.. haha..from zj semi-silent retreat.. butu noe wad.. it didnt help me shut up.. cuz i ended up still talkin during camp.. somemore.. made daniel angry.. opps! sorri! haha.. den even thou i was slient at times.. its onli physically slient.. but my mind wasnt.. if it was.. i cant hear god's voice.. yepp.. i guess its not the time yet.
today.. which was the last day of camp.. i suddenly.. of all a sudden saw god in everyone in camp.. i was the love that was overflowing out of them.. i can feel the love comin out from them.. how much they really love god.. and.. why am i like this.. not like them.. showin the love? i feel the love.. but its not from me.. but its from them.. i see god working in them.. moulding them into many many diff and unique shapes.. very nicly shaped, moulded.. nicely put in place in where they are suppose to be.. in the camp, being a fren of someone.. its just perfect.. when i reflected on wad i had done in the camp.. wad i gain.. den i began thinking about the movie scenes.. the part where jesus chose the 12 apostles.. theyare happy to be chosen.. walkin towards jesus with a happy expression.. i was thinkin.. i should be happy be.. to be one of his child.. to be chosen by him.. i should spread the word.. but here i am in reality blaming was is my life so meaningless blaming why am i here in this camp? why did i took up nursing?? den next scne came into my mind.. the scene when mary magdalene came to jesus and say i was a prostitute, and yet jesus repiled-if i remembered correctly-, it was a "WAS".. den i tot to myself.. jesus didnt judge her.. didnt look down on her.. and why am i here lookin down at ppl.. looking down at ppl when my god dun?? den again i felt so retarded.. haha... lastly, a scene when jesus was risen from the dead, and yet thomas didnt believe in everything single thing jesus did.. until jesus came and show thomas the wounds on his hands.. and when thomas saw.. he believe and knelt down b4 Him.. and yet jesus was not angry.. he was not.. instead.. he sayang him.. meaning touched him on his head and smile.. its ok.. happy are those who cant see and yet believe.. again.. i felt.. why do i have such lil faith in him.. why cant i be just wad lik ehe say.. happy are those who cant see and yet believe. i dunno why i cant take the fact that he is there for me always.. why am i always taking him for granted?? i gave up thinkin in camp.. i stopped thinkin abt it..
den when Sister said.. think of one think that i wan to have from god- i think.. cant rmb wad was the question-. my answer was god give me strength and faith to do his works.. i felt at ease after voicing out.. i felt so overwhelm by him that i teared.. GOD KNOWS WHY i teared.. but i did. haha..
after everything.. we all went to eat at a kopitiam.. haha. ate until so full i wanted to sleep.. haha... den matthew lee sent me home. thanks again.. haha.. ok shall end here.. lots to type but lazy.. another time!!

to al the babes and dudes out there.. do u know why kopitiam is called kopitiam? haha.. cuz.. long time ago when all the ah pehs go to the place to drink kopi.. they were so noisy that ppl walking pass ask them to tiam! haha.. so they named it ask kopitiam.. hahhaa!! lame hor.. my logic of why call kopitiam.. heh..


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4:01 PM


heyas!! hmm.. early in da morning ten o clock.. alison updating her blog!! haha.. does it rhyme.. eh wait.. my english damn lousy.. correct spellin?? haha... aniwaes.. going to meet wilfred juls and the rest-which i do not noe who else i am meetin- at kovan station.. haha..

today.. its the beginning of the toturous slient camp!! it is semi slient la.. but still.. alison cant survive with dah slience!! ah!! haha cuz cuz!! i am a super loud noisy person.. once i quiet down.. do u noe i will go into depression?? serious!! not lying.. i will start to think alot alot alot.. den think in details.. den i get depress sad.. confused.. and like that la.. most likely to give up on myslef or my life that i have been living.. not in the sense giving up on my life(DIE) but stop going zj all.. i dun wan la.. so i shall try to stop myself from doing that.. my the other half in me will help! u noe.. cartoon got such things.. the person left and right shoulder got one angel and devil each.. telling the owner wad to do and stuff. haha.. thats wad i meant of my other half in me.. haha..

sat 845am.. me alison will be going to SGH for interview abt the sponsorship thingy.. haha.. yeppie.. but dunno if i can get in anot.. cuz i scare they wun let me in due to my family background and stuff like that.. haha.. enough said alr.. going to eat moi breakfast liao.. bye..

to all the dudes and babes out there.. i wonder.. and i wan u to think also.. have u realli sit down and think about wad u had done in ya life?? haha.. it will interestin.. if not.. u can start today or wda.. everyday at the end of the day.. u reflect, on wad u have done.. how u react to certain stuff.. how u help ppl.. how u do things today.. u might be surprise how funny and careless u are!! haha.. just like me.. react to stupid stuff and do stupid things.. haha.. ok la.. thats abt all. tata.!! off to my meal and camp!! AT JURONG EAST. oh man!!


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9:54 AM


whEE!! back again.. my orange blog.. hmmm.. my day.. today arh.. woke up in a daze.. total blur in wad i just did... haha.. the fact was i just woke up!! it sounds like i was drunk the night b4 like that.. haha.. ok la.. maybe cried too much.. thats why..

aniwaes. i got up.. went to get ready for school.. reach sch had sub group meeting.. ate breakfast.. and was late for my 1st lecture!! haha.. again another break! OHOH!! today is and was(tmr) WEI JIE'S birthday!! den norin, melissa (not u NETTO) and me decided to get a small cake for him.. den bought him a soft toy.. its a pig.. cuz he is one!! den nabil was sayin.. wheres my bdae present?? my bdae onli sing song no present.. den.. his got song and present... sooo.. we decided to get him something too.. ahaha. i chose a turtle!! haha... look so much like him.. haha.. the turtle was so cute.. wait!! but not nabil of cuz! haha.. jokin.. aniwaes.. it was so cute i cant bare to give it to him.. heh.. when we gave weijie the present he got shock.. that he blush and teared a lil.. funny right.. but it was sweet of him thou.. haha.. react like that.. yea.. after school.. went church for mass! den wilfred hse to have a dinner gathering with ZJ ppl b4 the slient retreat.. ate pizza, drink green tea.. talk to my nurse fren aka teacher, abt sch stuff.. she teach me alot man.. how to do pnw and nursing stuff. THANKS!! u r a great help.. here i am back home!!

oh.. i cried cuz i was reading some comic book!! so damn touching la.. i cried like mad.. including the feelin i had for years..i cry all out.. haha.. yea.. thats why.. i cry until my head starts to spin! wow! amazing huh..

i just realise.. that no matter how much i reflect about my life.. no matter how much i try to let time heal my wounds and memories... it wont bloody hell fade.. i will cry over the same old stuff again.. start blaming the same old things abt me again.. start to hate myself for the same old problems again.. haha.. its kinda not gonna let me go thing.. i cant forgive myself.. i cant.. i just cant.. i just keep on thinkin abt it.. den soon i will forget abt it.. den a few months later or something it will come back again.. freak man!! hate that.. its so toturing...

it seems tat ppl keep sayin that they are there for me.. but can they always be there for me when in times when i will need help?? it true wad.. my frens dun have their own problems to solve mehz? u all dun have things to do?? will u even understand wad am i really thinking and feeelin.. ya. i noe at least tell my sorrows out and stuff.. but will it help?? no.. it will still be stuck in me.. not out?! can u solve things for u.. i noe u all will be at my side.. caring for me.. buti cant see u all.. i cant.. i am blinded by dunno wad lar.. u might noe u are there.. but wad if i dun see it that way.. wad if i still cant find to way?? i noe its not ya fault.. u tried to help.. but wad if i accidentally hurt u, when u are in the process of helpin me.. it will be worse right?? i dun wan.. i dunno la.. i dunnno wad am i thinkin like that.. why am i reacting like that all of a sudden?? haha.. weird huh??

aniwaes, humans are ironic.. i am ironic.. super!! haha.. alison is weird.. will anyone really understand me tat well?? inside out?? i meant beside GOD.. cuz i cant see him.. not in my world or my spiritual world. ya..

okok.. end here.. stop to all my blabbers.. to all the dudes and babes out there.. have a fun and great long weekend!! study hard for ya exams.. o level la.. a level la.. wadeva level.. just study hard and dun regret in anything u do.. cuz god wans it to be that way! heh!!


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10:52 PM


whEE!! i am back from bugis!! or shld i say i came back from norin's work place.. accompanied her there.. to see how it was like..

haha.. todae arh.. had two hours of lesson only.. good right?? haha.. my bio science teacher was down with flu i think.. heh.. aniwae he is kinda old thou.. hehe.. so den we had extra two hours break.. so in all i had five hours of break today!! haha.. heh!! todae got ivan loh's lesson!! haha.. he went thru e lecture so so fast.. like toot toot train.. sayin this not impt that not impt so skip.. den still got this can read on ya own.. that can read on ya own.. i was like.. ok lor.. sigh.. poly life really too much freedom till i myself got scare and stress w/o anyone reminding me.. haha...

ICA week is coming and we are planning alot of stuff.. skit la.. so on and so forth.. was thinkin, wad if i fail how.. sigh.. totally foreign to wadeva i am doing now.. somemore i was voted to be the sub group leader.. dots... so blur still be leader can die leh.. haha..

life is so mundane... so sianz.. go sch and den go home.. go lect and tut den break and all.. haha.. nothing much de.. sigh.. my spiritual life is worse!! its totally dead!! dun even feel like going church.. dun feel like going for camps.. but somehow i have to cling onto him or not i will get even lost... haha.. actually i have been followin the crowd since i was sec 2.. and i always feel i so lost.. but i didnt decide to take a break cuz i might lose them during it.. and i am also afraid that i might no longer come back to such life.. cuz my peers around me are no longer those catholic frens le.. those close frens of mine, we have been driftin apart.. no one to lead me.. to guide me.. to follow me thru those thick and thin.. cuz they themselves have their own prob.. own world alr..

like regi, busy with her sch and busy with her frens.. pek and mich, so busy with their work and stuff.. jerry nick and juls, busy in school. no longer as close as b4.. mel netto, busy with work and studies.. me myself and i.. busy with school.. and busy living in my own world.. haha.. crazy huh.. i just have to get used to it bah.. just have to learn how to carry on with my entire life alone.. learning how to find my way myself.. learning how to find god myself.. learning how to study myself.. learn how to manage myself.. haha.. learn how to be independent.. haha..

life life... all about life.. LONELY.. I'M MISS LONELY.. I HAVE NOBODY.. FOR MY OWN.. haha... so crap.. haha.. lalalalalala.. da ti doo.. (singing!!)

so sick and tired of life.. but last nite i dreamt that i got some illness and was about to die.. den i regreted so much.. i felt scare.. i didnt wan to die.. i wan to live.. i have so many things undone.. i was so afraid wad if i ended up in hell.. i was wondering wad will happen with my frens and family.. will they be sad.. so when time passes.. things will fade.. wound will just heal.. everything will go back to the same mundane life we have... haha.. guess i'm just thinkin too much bah!! but still.. sigh~..

after a certain prob i heard from my fren.. i felt like i think like a BIMBO.. think so greatly about myself and stuff like that.. thinkin the prob with my fren was about me.. but actually it wasnt.. i fell so stupid.. so ashame about it.. and i am here.. tellin u about it.. how crazy and retard can i be.. (answer myself..)-> VERY.. haha.. k la.. shall end here.. hehe..

all the dudes and babes out there.. have u wonder.. wad are u living for?? wad is ya purpose of life?? wad is the reason that u are living?? wad can u actaully do to help everyone around you?? if u were non existence in this world.. will things still be the same?? let me know about it.. ok?! haha...


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7:13 PM


heys!! back from sch.. haha.. just change my blog skin!! its ORANGE! cool huh.. i'm lovin it!! haha...tmr its mr ivan loh's tutorial.. i cant wait for it to start.. and wont wan it to end.. i tell u if he is my lecturer for all subject i will pass with flying colour man! heh.. nice voice.. nice humour and slang.. heh.. okok.. enough of him alr..
for mel.. dun worri about ya hair ok.. even thou its short.. it will grow.. at least u have e guts to cut it short.. i dun have.. sorri if i disturb u too much on sat ok.. was really shock about it!!hey ppl.. i also cut my hair you know.. but its only my fringe that has change in length... yea..hehe.. some ppl say i look younger, some say it looks better.. and some say previous hair style better.. crazy man.. for me.. i am so not use to it.. cuz my fringe have been irritating me!! haha.. poke my eye and all... sigh.. heh..
k la.. shall end here.. too all e dudes and babes out there.. judge ourselves b4 judging others.. guess i must do that too.. heh..


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8:47 PM


finally i am back! heh.. its been a long time since i updated my blog yea?? heh.. hmm.. i think i shld just change my blog skin alr.. heh.. guess shall wait till next time. yea.. hmmm...

life have been ok for me.. haha.. just that nowadays.. i feel useless in wadeva i do.. heh.. cant help in anyway..

aniwaes.. with all the tanning and playin in sentosa and east coast with my frens, i got darker! heh.. lovin it! yep.. oh ya.. change my hair style alr.. i chopped off my fringe.. now its short.. everyone in ZJ was like .. alison wad happen to ya hair.. u stress arh.. cut until like that.. hahaha.. actually, i just wanted a new hair style... heh.. a brand new look! yep.. u noe wad.. i got a cut on my leg cuff and i didnt know lar.. damn big cut also.. dunno where i get it from.. haha.. sigh... a rough person like me... hais.. guess must be more gentle! hehe!!

ZJ its getting more and more interesting alr.. with all the camps comin up.. with all the planning we have to do together.. with all the sharing and bonding together.. its gonna be great i guess.. heh.. at least i am not as blur as b4.. the past few camps i have been e so call lost sheep in the camps.. haha.. now with WILFRED's help, its not that bad alr.. heh...

sch!! back to my brand new sch!! made a lot of new frens!! hahaha.. new clique and stuff.. u all are actually as open as me! heh.. as funny too.. haha.. they all are a bunch of nice and funny fren in nature.. heh... life been pretty good in sch now...and i hooe it will stay it that way. yea. no problems and politics or any kinda of unhappniess.. a place i can start a new with new frens.. with different problems to face in future.. but i hope not so soon! heh...

as for myself.. getting depress is not one of the thing i wanna do.. but its getting on to me alr.. dunno why.. haha.. nowadays, i can just go into a state of.. i dun feel like talking or felt angry with myself.. yea.

theres alot all of things i have to settle within myself.. i dunno wad to do man.. theres a solution la.. but i dunno how to carry it out. sigh.. i dunno i dunno i dunno lah.. i dunno wad to do.... with myself.. sigh.

aniwaes.. have a happy week ahead.. cant wait for ZJ camp to start... its a semi-slient retreat.. oh man.. i'm gonna just die die die! haha.. cant wait, even thou i might think alot alot alot.. heh.. hopefully will get some funny and good enlightenment! heh! that will be great. sigh...

lord tell me.. where is my life heading to.. wad is my purpose. have been askin that for the pass two years or so..


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9:26 AM