Wednesday, October 29, 2008
dennis' birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENNIS!!!we went to BOBBY'S to eat...
the place and the food there was nice.. esp their service! hahaha!!
the best part was when we were there eating the whole time the indoor's of BOBBY'S only had both of us as their customer!
make it seems that i booked the whole place just for us! hahaha!!! (maybe i did! dennis dun believe! hahahhaa!!!)
supposed to bring him to fish spa... but he REFUSED~ tsk tsk! angry!
oh wells, his second present is not ready...
10:37 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
understanding; expectations
the word UNDERSTANDING and EXPECTATIONS can make your life wonderful or fucked up...when u expect something to be done or happen and when it dont u feel like shit. ruin your mood or even affect your life...
when it happen the way you expected it lift your spirits high that u can be on cloud nine.
understanding... this word is so simple yet carries loads of emotions in it.
4:08 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
escape theme park
DEEEEE PARRR VALLL LIIIIIhaha!!!
woke up early today even thou its public holiday... guess my body clock is kinda fixed already...
anyway, i went to escape theme park today... haiz! singapore is so boring i had to surf the net to see where is nice to have a fun day... o.0'''
went there... sat 2 rides... when its suddenly rain when we were queueing up for our 3rd ride, Gold Cart...
we went there when the weather was SOOO hot my mood was soooo shitty that dennis also kill me... hahaha!!!
at the end i spent my whole day from 1pm++ till 8pm++ to take the rides. @_@ cuz we had to wait for the rain to stop and such...
got all wet at the end cuz we played some water game... had headache on the way home cuz to cold! clothes were wet yet took bus home from pasir ris... haha!!!
weather SOOO blardy HOT!
end of our theme park day! =)
9:44 PM
Sunday, October 26, 2008
sentosa!
sentosa was HOT!!! but didnt dare to tan long cuz i am afraid of getting sun burnt! i need to work!
went home after buying tickets! SAW 5~ midnight show..
sleep till evening 8 plus... ate dinner, teochew porridge! shiok!
headed down to vivo again! sat and nua for awhile and movie here we go!
BROKE!
2:11 PM
sometimes,
the truth weights heavier den the unknown cuz we dont want to get hurt...
maybe we are happy living like this slight misery...
but some people said that even thou the truth hurts, its the fact...
the sooner we know the faster we can get past the pain...
you can run from it now but not forever...
but i think it will still linger on...
cuz for me i might know the truth but not wanting to accept it...
bahhhhhh!!!
2:05 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
wonder...
sometimes staying in the unknown is way better den knowing the truth even thou you are in misery and you feel lost..cuz you will never know the truth might bear a heavier weight den the unknown...
but why do some ppl still search for the truth?
1:08 AM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
attachments!!!
WOA~3 days had past.
9 days more in the ward and i will be gg for my PRE-REGISTRATION CONSOLIDATION PLACEMENT (PRCP).
and it will end next yr 31 jan 2009!!! SO LONG~
anyway, i will be at ward 58. so if really wanna avoid me avoid there! haha!
its a surgical ward. hopefully everything will go well.
hopefully i can pick up my skills fast and good.
be able to rmb the medications indications and side effects! (i dread this alot!)
要长大了。要出去当一位护士了。每个人对我都会有一定的标准！希望能达到那些标准。
10:30 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
1st day of work
我刚刚到家不久。好累！！ 做工真的很累！走了很多，做了很多。心情好多了。做工真的可以把你不开心的事给忘掉。
我的脚真的很痛，可能是不习惯站着样久吧！！
okok!! thurs and fri i will be gg home visiting aka home visiting.
friday dennis will be back from tekong...
oh wells! tmr i am gg to remove my stitches (STO) and wednesday i am gonna go for my follow up appt!
alright! thats all! i am gg to rest!
10:36 PM
random
想用华语来写今天我要上班了。好闷！！ 希望我的老师很好不会那么凶。希望一翻风顺！！
okok!! chinese is really hard to type! speaking is much easier!
i had a hard time pin-ing up my fringe. pin it in a way that i dun look toot!
alrite! time to leave and go for work before i am late!
ciao!
11:50 AM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
cut my hair
i cut my hair~! very short!! i like! haha! now i look damn young! oh wells!
check out the difference man!
original length!
the view from behind
view from the front
i like! dun need to tie my hair when i go to work!
6:12 PM
bad
alot of things happened...Do not know how much longer can it hold before the fire burn real big!
Do not know what will happen in future or at least in one month to come!
Tsk... all these dun need to happen...
ASAP isnt a time/date.
i need a date...
it can be solved if you really want it to be solve.
thats what i think...
u dun wan so many ppl around you to get involve...
but u getting ppl around me involve!
11:48 AM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
growing
had a nice chat with pek geok yest night.she decided to come down to my area.
talked abt ____________ happy can alr..
ya-dah ya-dah... =)
realised the present alison cant really hold a simple conversation with ppl generally..
maybe i just didnt want to or i lost it.
ppl my age or ppl who are grad from poly are gg to a diff phase of live..
a CHANGE in their speed... gg to work!~
get drown in all the stress and fast working pace...
learning new skills and procedure accompanied with loads of scoldings.
i am gonna start work on monday... and there will be no break till 31 jan.. at least not a long break. the most day off or weekends. thats if my shifts dun fall on weekends. 0.o
wanna write an email to you.
asking how are you and such... update each other..
but at the end i chose not to. will wait for you to approach me.
it would be much better.
10:43 AM
Sunday, October 12, 2008
poor
aiyoo...i feel so blardy poor...
i seriously need to start saving money when i start working next yr.
(okok.. i know some of you reading might be thinking why dun start now?)
for example:
save at least $1000 a month...
in that case, in 1 yr i'll have $12,000..
(but knowing my siblings will be able to take less den half a year to save $12,000!)
really need to study more to earn more... when will my head understand that...
for now,
i will start to work first after i grad from NYP.
in the midst of my work i will go for my advance diploma or my degree...
woa!! thats long way more to complete all! by the time i am in my late 20's! 0.o
ok.. one step at a time..
SIGH
just by thinking of it i feel like fainting. sometimes i thank God that i am in nursing line.but that means more ppl to compete with...
come to think of that, all job scopes are the same. alot of competition to be able to climb to the top or be the best.
2:16 PM
Friday, October 10, 2008
ARGH
got all excited before the operation... to the extend of when they were inducing me with the drug i was fighting with the drug.. trying not to be sedated.. (just for the fun of it. even thou i know i wont win)
when i woke up.. everything was still okay... a lil of pain here and there...
the pain can be tolerated... but yet the pain was damn irritating.. haha...
the pek chek part comes when i am suppose to get up my dad's car and go home.. got prob gg up.. den i wish why my dad's car SO big and HIGH... o.0
anyway, now i cant walk.. cuz it hurts.. =( so back to square one...
dec 14 2007... a day i will never forget...
tmr gg for the wounding dressing... clean it up... cuz this current dressing is quite soaked with blood.. and the dried blood tugs to my stitches whenever i try to move my ankle...
why am i forever not satisfied with their dressing after i discharge?
the feeling of handicap-ness irritates the shit outta me...
finding a thermometer for dennis drain most my energy away... i am super pek chek abt that... not abt the finding the thermometer.. its the part when its a simple job and yet i need so much energy to get it and no one helped till i get my niece to bring it up for me...
HANDICAP suck!
pek chek pek chek pek chek!
11:13 PM
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
time flys
time flys!!its been 6 months alr...
alot of things happen ah!
alot more to come!!
HAPPY 6TH MONTH!
tmr i am gg to meet julie at her sch for lunch...
so interesting!!!
oh oh!! btw, i am having my operation on thurs!!
so excited.. cant wait to enter the operating room... not as a nurse but a patient!
i know wad medication they are gg to induce me with. exactly wad they are gg to do..
even how they will cut open my leg and remove the screws and metal plates!
hopefully i can keep it!
think i sound crazy! wooooHOOO~!
lets take a look at my wounds and bruise 9 months ago!
wonder how will it turn out after my 2nd operation...
hopefully not so swollen! 0.o'''
10:25 PM
Monday, October 06, 2008
H A P P Y
i am so happy today... everything turn out good today!met aaron and regi for 1130 mass today @ CTK... which i felt so weird... cuz dennis lum was sitting behind me... never been to mass @ CTK with other ppl instead of dennis...
after mass we three head off to town for a movie and shop... ate and chatted at KFC, watch movie 'connected', bought eye liner and dennis present part 1~, met juls for coffee... den met dennis for dinner!
all planned just nice! =)
had a nice time talking to juls... like our conversation can never stop! my goodness... and i am glad you wore SPECS! haha!! u noe wad i mean right?
i feel so loved...
glad.. it was practical and u liked it...
haha!!! i think u didnt expect me to get this for you!!
okok.. i am gg to continue my beauty sleep!!!
4:08 AM
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
worried
you know...u make my mood swing... haha...
u cant be contacted now... which makes me worry... cuz not only one person is looking for you...
but your fren too...
i wonder if u are doing fine... safe... and not getting angry at one place... cuz things didnt go your way... or something happen... and i wasnt there for you...
hope you are having fun instead den something bad would happen to you...
my first time worried abt someone whether they are in danger anot.. normally i would go aiya... 'such' things wont happen.. not so suay...
10:49 PM
shopping spree...
alrite!! my day started GREAT!!!
cuz i went to expo for robinson's GREAT sale!! haha!!!
in total my parents and i spent abt $792++
WOA! but i think i spent the most!! cuz i bought the most... haha!!!
bought clothes, perfume, lip gloss, box (for my tibits), 2 bags and lastly loads of lingerie!!!
oh oh! pillow and bed sheets... yea yea.. bed sheets again! orange colour too! =)
spend alot alot alot...
later next i will be gg to watch movie with juls and gang...
and maybe meet up with dennis for awhile if can!
1:22 PM