autobiography




Name:
Alison!!!
DOB:
080788.
Religion:
roman catholic.
Job:
missy.


memories will forever be a part of me. always...

THE day




MY family




W A N T S



#1 TO BE ABLE TO JUMP & WALK AGAIN

#2 CuRL my hair!

#3 a new/gd digital camera~=D

#4 go on a holiday only with my chubby...

#5 shades!

#6 u could give me one big surprise that i always wanted to get, go n do! *romantic kind*

#7 a necklace from my portable pillow!

#8 kate spade bag!

#10 clothes!! but i still wan more =(

#11 lose weight!

#12 a nice romantic date with my bibi!

#13 CAR!




V E R D I C T









E X I T S


.IHM FRIENDS

-*Aloy Mon
-*chels
-*davVvVid kor=)
-*DaryL (PEST)
-*Jo-aNN
-*JuLiE
-*joe
-*jean
-*KeLLy
-*MicheLLe mama =)
-*Nick.T
-*PeK GeoK mama=)
-*Ryan
-*wilmer

.FRIENDS

-*casiopeia
-*Corde
-*Pei Wen
-*Puden
-*ReGi
-*shiyuan

.CHEERLEADING FRENZ

-*VESPER
-*Brenda
-*Heng Da
-*Jac
-*Joey
-*Nizz
-*Poh-Dou
-*tam
-*Yi Jun
-*Yi ting
-*Yong Shen

.NYP frens!

-*Jub
-*Lex
-*NoRiN
-*Wei Jie
-*Yana


.CHURCHY WEBSITES :)

-*Lil Rocks
-*GOD's RHINOs
-*YES camp
-*Zion's Joy



R A N D O M




'Evil does not exist,
or at least it does not
exist unto itself.
Evil is simply
the absence of God.
It is just like
darkness and cold,
a word that man
has created to describe
the absence of God.

God did not create evil.
Evil is the result of
what happens when man
does not have God's love
present in his heart.
It's like the cold
that comes when there
is no heat or
the darkness that
comes when there
is no light.'


While Hard Work and
Knowledge will get you close,
and Attitude will get you there,
It's the Love of God
that will put you over the top!



M U S I C




(:

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Sunday, March 30, 2008
exciting day
woke up in time to meet pek n him for mass at CTK.. finally pek is free to go for mass! now i will attend with her..

what i have picked up from mass, or rather i remembered was asap*2..
it means : always say a prayer, as soon as possible

we went to amk hub to hang around for awhile.. den went to buy stuff to cook.. at the end i chose spag. was stoning cuz i used up quite alot of energy with pek! haha.. so we didnt buy alot of ingredients..

pasta turn out miserable.. haha!! prego sauce and sausages with spag..!
cook for two of us still ok.. ya aunt also!!! omg.. i felt crappy when my 1st impression isnt good.. be it strangers or fren's family members.. oh wells..
u laugh.. kept on laughing.. dammit! wanted to skin u alive! seriously!

made our way down to town to watch movie and walked around.. we watched "the orphanage" it was at 9.25pm so we walked around town.. window shop and all.. went zara!! try out the super high heels!! i love them soooo much! *sobs* i cant wear them!! shit! as in can wear but i cant buy or wear for long.. my left leg will hurt.. i hate it! argh!!

we were watching 'tv' while eating at taka.. damn funny! oh wells.. stoned around.. and it was time for movie!

it was at preview cinema.. separated from the other cinemas.. was cool..

the movie rocks!

damn.. wow! ah! omg! shit! aww!

yea.. u get it? haha! half the time i was closing my ears so i wont hear the sound effect..

took a cab back..



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11:59 PM



Saturday, March 29, 2008
weekends!!
my first week of this attachment pass very fun. had alot of fun with my classmates! you all rock la!

learnt alot. example colours of tube.. yea!

now i only look forward to weekends!! shiok!! its sat!!! haha!~!



yest (28/3/08) it was nick's bdae.. it was suppose to be a surprise! but jerry told nick we all coming down and all.. as usual i smash cake on his face when i asked him to remove the candle thingy from the cake... haha!!

decided to go and eat prata.. made our way to jalan kayu. me n mel shared our supper.. prata bom, maggi goreng, plain prata and milo dinosaur..

went for car ride to lower pierce! damn nice.. the stars and it was cooling..

now back home! going to sleep soon..



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2:48 AM



Wednesday, March 26, 2008
moody~!
i am feeling very heavy hearted.. a lil cranky yet irritated.

i know why am i so cranky.. but somehow i know there is more to it. just that i do not know wad is it..

my fren told me what have been happening since i broke my leg.. alot of stuff happen.
i realise how fuck up that person can be.. you can say i dont wan to fly properly and lock thats why you didnt wanna catch me?

somehow i do not know how to react to it.. to wad i just heard.. now that the shock have wear off, start to feel sour.. wanting someone to be there to hear me rant..

you can do this to one team u can always do the same to the other..

ah!!!!!!

god give me the heart to be not bothered by such stuff..



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10:34 PM



counting down
this morning was crazy.. neva blog at such timing before.. so early!!

anyway..

i did:
- wound dressing
- injection!!

and all the usual stuff! damn interesting.. for injection..

on the way back i got 'cheated' by a man! old man.. he was asking me if i speak english and all..he say he need to go and top up his card to make his way to old folks home in sengkang but he got no money and all.. talk so much just to ask me for money.. i cant dont give rite? so i said i have $6.. so i gave him that amt..

i am not complaining cuz i gave $6. but he is obviously lying to me.. cuz he is aint walking to the bus stop.. instead he walked the opp direction. oh wells.. i shall take it as donation!

what i do unto my sisters and brothers, you do unto me..

going vivo later with maria n nizz~!

shall update again!



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4:14 PM



just be me
everytime i always have to remind me to be myself.

dont care how people think of me.. dont care..
but sometimes people's thinking make me very unstable..

just be me..

wake up too early alr! am suppose to go work? now 5.37am and i am online viewing stuff..

bye world..

getting familiarise around it means getting to know.. dunno why i am explaining it..

lyrics

the quiz

You look nice alright
And I like the way you nod after everything I say
Like it actually means something to you

And I like your record collection
Townes and Jens with a hint of Rickie Lee
And you've cleaned up the bathroom, made a really nice soup
but a bit too much sci-fi in your shelf with DVD's

But there are things you need to know about me
I'm weak right now, so weak right now
I need proof before I dare to open this heart
So I've prepared a quiz for you

Would you freak out if I said I liked you?
Do you walk the line?
Is your IQ higher than your neighbours?
And is it very much higher than mine ?

Can you sleep when I grind my teeth?
Do you look away if I slob when I eat?
Will you let me be myself?
Can you at all times wear socks? Because I'm still scared of feet

And if I'd fall, would you pick me up?
If I'd fall, would you pick me up?

Do you talk in the middle of Seinfeld?
Do you read more than two books a month?
Do you get racist or sexist when you've had a few?
Is it fine if I make more money than you?

Have you slept with any people I work with?
Is there anyone you'd rather wish I'd be?
Do you still keep pictures of old girlfriends?
Are they prettier than me?

And if I'd fall, would you pick me up?
If I'd fall, would you pick me up?



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5:41 AM



Tuesday, March 25, 2008
alot of my first
today is my second day of posting in SGH, ward 58.. today!!!! its my first time shaving a guy's groin area for some procedure.. damn ps..

almost need to sponge a patient which is in his 20s! but he was shy too, so say he change himself. haha! but i did his wound dressing..

off one urinary catheter for a man.. 1st time doing it for a man.. longer route! wahaha! oh wells..

suppose to give injection today but yana did it.. heh

should i embark on a journey that is totally new to me.. i need to explore it and search around to get familiarise with it..
or should i just wait..

why wont u just choose the one u feel better.. the lane that wont make you so tired?

13 days to end of attachment! =)



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4:06 PM



Sunday, March 23, 2008
work again
ok.. seriously i cant really rmb wad i did on fri..

but was one confused night i think.. now all settled thou.. =) no longer confused.

sat, i woke up around 12pm++ .. called pek said i will be alil late..
met her at her hse area to take bus to junction 8 tgt.. talked and all.. ate thai express, walked around to digest and ate hagen daz.. before i head home!

went home start prep-ing for easter vigil mass! decided to wear a dress.. wore mismatch earrings with head band.. oh ya! finally get to wear my new heels!

my cousin was getting baptise that night.. her baptise name was gloria elena tan.. gloria sounds very choir-ish.. elena sounds much better! hehe...

was hyper in the later part of mass.. after mass we head down to chomps.. all the usual stalls close early.. i dunno why.. maybe they are christians! haha.. they wan to celebrate too..

got to know JUDE! n talked to daryl (older).. they made fun of me la! as usual.. but they are nice ppl.. next time can talk to them alr! ah huh! jude is very nice.. yea..

went home with my mind everywhere.. scattered..

talk to him till 7am! sunday! cleared stuff.. ask loads of questions.. was nice.. felt that communication is going somewhere.. finally..

slept for 4hrs..

woke up.. met aaron and regi for a movie! ate at long john w aaron den window shop at far east before i met him.

walked around waiting.. went pan pacific to listen to music den to isetan scotts..

met up with him went wheellock's borders.. goof around.. laugh laugh.. and we decide to go...

...arab street to walk around and settle our dinner!

was a nice place to eat..wanted to walked to the ferris wheel.. we so called took the short cut.. but we ended up at a dead end.. so we had to walk back.. so funny...

after that we made our way to starbucks at bugis to stone..

and i am home..

work tmr! argh!! oh wells! nite!



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11:05 PM



Friday, March 21, 2008
stars!
Daryl send me this song! damn hyper melody! haha.. nice!










click on the pic to have a clearer view!

after i post my previous post.. i check wil email!! now i love him to bits!!! he manage to capture this sight.. the stars!

that was just part of it! u cant imagine how nice it was! it was like god telling us.. well done.. thank you for the walk.. for carrying those cross for the people.. thanking us a in way i felt so wow...

even thou at certain parts of the walk we lose our aim of the walk.. but still we walked thru together!



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9:39 PM



the walk
church walk was tiring, mainly at the end..

we walked from IHM to nativity to st anne's to SVDP to SFX den back to IHM..

when i first saw the plan i felt like cancelling my name out of the paper..
cuz i was sick not feeling very good.. slight feverish and still coughing like mad!
secondly, seriously walk so much will die!

anyway i gave it a shot.. the walk to nativity was not that bad.. was an hr walk or so! damn jialat.. i was concentrating on breathing in as much oxygen as possible.. reached nativity.. we did the station of the cross... kneel stand kneel stand on grass.. wet grass! bug bite me!i got five on each leg!! damn itchy..

after that fr luke made us walked to st anne's solo. no longer in groups of three alr.. 5m apart from each other.. as wil said.. its a good distance.. its far enough to have our own privacy yet close enuff to feel the community with you. i agreee!
that solo walk was suppose to feel that sin actually breaks us away from community, from bond.. but i didnt really realise that.. i was looking and focusing on nature..
the cool breeze and all.. damn shiok!

reached st anne's, we did the rosary! walked to SVDP.. damn! its a 3-4km walk! but kelly me hilda and prak, we laughed like mad till i teared! shld i say only we girls! haha! we were making fun of prak.. whenever he speaks, words beginning when 'h' that 'h' will be a slient 'h'.. example hair becomes air! head becomes ead! haha! so wadeva we see words beginning with 'h' we will help him pronounce it without the 'h'..

damn funny! even 'hahaha' we tried laughing without the 'h'.. that was kelly's idea.. damn random!

i laughed and cough n laughed again..

reached SVDP.. we did taize! *is that hoe u sepll it?* damn.. i think 3/4 of them were sleeping alr la! damn funny.. i try damn hard not to fall asleep!

after that we walked to SFX! that was the best! not because its the last stop, its because of the stars we saw! DAMN nice!! hell alot.. more den i saw it in pasir ris park on dec 14~ when the day i broke my leg..

that point of time i was like how i wish i can capture this moment in the camera.. some shared how they felt during the walk!

that point of time i had blisters on my feet alr! damn.. but i refuse to take the car.. but still cuz i was holding up everyone they kick me in the car! dammit..

i hate that thou.. i wanted to finish the walk.. finish it with my leg.. but i couldn't!!



guess things change alil during the walk.. some change till i dont know that tiny bit wad they are thinking.. caught me hanging there.. making me start to think what shld i do next..

i am caught in a situation.. what shld i do.. how?


that is how i spent my maundy thursday!



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5:28 PM



Thursday, March 20, 2008
decisions
in life we have many decisions to make..

oh wells.. i hate it sometimes! do you? * yes! asking you! the one reading it!* =p

later on going for the church walk with everyone. i think it will be damn fun la!
talk and joke.. hopefully i will be hyper enough! =)

meeting pek on sat thou! yeppie! damn long neva see her.. shall update each other. talk about lame stuff.. gossip.. do wad we normally do!
she wanted to eat thai express! shiok! or usual hang out place if we meet!

mich.. guess we have to plan another day to meet up with u den.. oh wells..

i realise i ask too much whys.. haha! should learn how to ask at the correct time..
not everyone can tahan my why! haha!

ok now i am in a very mixed + sian mood.. very haiz.. lazy to do this n that kinda mood. wan someone to actually crack me up!

now my blog song suits my mood.. make it even worse.. as days pass.. my holiday is getting shorter..

now viewing this website that is "life 4 sale" http://www.alife4sale.com/

Schedule of Walking A-Cross With Jesus

Thursday (20th March) 6.15pm to 7.15pm: Mass in IHM Main Church
Thursday (20th March) 7.15pm to 8.15pm: Adoration in IHM Main Church
Thursday (20th March) 8.15pm to 9.00pm: Briefing by Father Luke in IHM Main Church
Thursday (20th March) 9.00pm to Friday 7am latest: IHM YM Pilgrimage to Serangoon District Churches

Friday (21st March - Optional) 7am to 9.30am: Bathe/Nap/Rest in 2nd floor of IHM Classroom Block
Friday (21st March - Optional) 10.00am: Good Friday Service

On Thursday (20th March), please have a heavy dinner before you come for Mass at 6.15pm. There will be no dinner break after Mass. Bread and water will be provided at each Church.


this is my church walk programme... yup!


add new songs!!!!
bye world



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4:07 PM



Wednesday, March 19, 2008
rain
today i am suppose to go sentosa!!! and it rained!

so i ended up watching movie.. spiderwick.

was ok.. jus how the monster died was stupid!!! didnt expect that to happen..
walked around vivo.. tried diff kind clothes.. i look weird anyway..

he asked if i wan to go out with his frens.. i tot mayb i shld give it a try, but i decided to come home n rest instead.. waS really tired..

bought him mint sweet he got the wrong idea! haiz...

now i am home.. with no dinner. damn!!

btw the flower bloom! =)







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7:48 PM



Monday, March 17, 2008
nice
i love the so called, back up plan he had.. pretty normal but i had alot of fun..
if he didnt had the called back from army we would have gone to night safari?
thats wad he said..

ate my fave cake @ big o! named after me too! ally's new york cheese cake. heh..
took along time to figure out why he gave me that piece of paper! hah!
end up he was trying to say he had bought 2 movie tickets. =)


watched the show.. was cute.. funny.. walked around isetan for awhile..

he gave me four choices: geisha, oriental, Pirates and jet lee. i chose pirates.
he took me to the place called 'the ship' to eat for dinner.. was a nice place to talk and eat.. joke and all.. make a fool out of myself by going out of the way for toilet, when the place itself had toilets!

walked down to taka to shop of my sis 1st baby which is due in late march, early april! end up buying stuff for my nephew n niece. =) strawberry shortcake shampoo for germaine and gab, thomas the train bowl and fork n spoon!

the place was closing.. so we walked to paragon to sit down and drink.. he said he wanted to go to the washroom so i waited at starbucks.

he appeared with an orange rose. how sweet of him.. thanks!






tts how my day went! =)

bye world!



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11:33 PM



Sunday, March 16, 2008
finally
one week of break!!


just watched movie with aaron today at junction 8.. "step up 2"

it rocks as usual.. esp the final dance!
the main lead actor is cute hot! haha! =p
the main lead actress look damn sweet in the dress and damn hot in rain! =p

i love the part when the guy is like pulling the girl.. sucking her soul out kinda action! they rock!




ah ma bdae dinner was great.. the hang out with cousin was great too.. went hong kong cafe.. ate mango ice and tang yuan..









this one is step up 1 final dance!



tmr! out for a surprise! i wonder.. will update again... nite



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11:17 PM



Thursday, March 13, 2008
happy yet tired
i am happy cuz

-tmr is my last day of work at KKH! there goes dr toot!
-i managed to pass all my subjects even i studied very last min
-my week becoming a routine i am getting used to it
-sat is coming...
-many birthdays to celebrate!


i am tired cuz

- i am sick!!!
flu
cough
slight bit of fever
- having the horrible shifts (wed end at 9pm. thurs starts at 7am!)



other den that.. nothing much.. life goes on! gonna have my early dinner den sleep! my eyes are popping out!



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4:13 PM



Tuesday, March 11, 2008
quiz
what kinda girl am i?

You are: The Lovable Eyes
She is Spontaneous, Smooth, and Loving. She is what most guys want to find, date, and marry. That simple. She’s adorable, cute, sexy, innocent, easy-going, friendly, and fun to be around. Pretty much the perfect companion. She’s delicate and needs to be handled with loving hands, and there won’t be any shortage of guys willing to handle her. In a relationship, there is only one rule with the Lovable Eyes- Don’t Fuck Up. That’s it. Don’t cheat on her, don’t lie to her, don’t mistreat or abuse her, and she will be yours for a lifetime.



hahaha! quite true.. certain parts only...

4days to end of paeds attachments!



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12:02 AM



Monday, March 10, 2008
one more week!
waiting for my fren to sms me to get outta my house..

one more week till my miserable one week break.. oh wells..

slept at 2am yest.. but surprising i dun feel that tired as i tot i would be.
its been sucha long time since my laugh i talked so much on phone alr.. 3mths? if i rmb it correctly.. was talking to a "kangaroo"! haha!

went for it fair yest @ suntec.. couldnt see corde leh.. ppl step on my toes all.. i was so tired while waiting for my fren to pay for his stuff i decided to sit on a box! guess wad.. i tot it was filled.. haha! i sat on it.. and the box jus when beng-ko! haha! cuz it was empty! i am not that heavy!

joseph have to just laugh that loud! and he took a photo of the beng-ko box!

my bro went for the fair too! but i didnt get to see him.. they bought camera and lappy! damn i am jealous! haha. how i wish i can use my bond money! dammit!

now having attachments i always look forward to fri, sat and sun! motivation!

outreach meeting was ok.. talked about who is in charge of what on that sat.. i wanted to be the smiler! haha! okok.. is greeter.. haha!!! but i think everyone is supoose to do that!



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11:38 AM



Sunday, March 09, 2008
knowing the limits
today woke up to meet samuel and spencer for breakfast den head down to SPI for outreach meeting after meeting we went it fair! damn crowded.. dinner was ok.. but i ate with my dear family! love them to bits! hehe!!



sat had a fun day at jason hse.. he celebrated his 21st birthday at his house...
hope he like the presents.. =)

today had good weather. with loads of stars.. made me think and miss those times..

knowing ones limits are very impt..
i reach my limit that day.. too much to close one eye or to not take it to heart.
when u know sometimes i take things to heart which might just spoils my mood.

as screwed up as i can be.. as low my general knowledge is.. i am trying my best..
start reading newspapers.. thats my 1st step to my plan, to become better.
it might seems something 'duh' to do. but reading newspaper daily isnt my habit..
cultivating it will be hard..

that day my confidence level drop rapidly.. words stab into me.. and i am dead serious..
at that point i couldn't take it.. i just lash out..

trying so hard to be different.. trying to be better.. but you all aint helping..
not a single bit. how to improve when one side i am pushing and u pulling?
i end up at the same spot or worse..

sometimes i hate being me.. who i am. what few strengths do i have?
why god put me here in this world? what he want me to do? what plans he has for me?

whining doesnt solve problems.. change takes time.. noticing the change in a person takes a longer time..


bye world



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9:14 PM



Thursday, March 06, 2008
screw up
today is a screw up day...

just the stupidest things i forget to do that might create prob..
looking at the clock and read it wrongly..
resulting to late for work...

screwed screwed.. many more! now now now!! i wish n hope everything will be ok..

pls pls pls...



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11:15 PM



great morning
kelly: toot? my eye candy in my previous attachments.. hehe.. a small motivation to work.. or not i can jus dread going to work everyday! haha!


this month is crazy! haha! i got 6 people i know having bdae. all of them are close friends! haha! gonna spend n plan like crazy! =)


its fun and should be done! hehe!


attachment so far is damn boring! worse den obs!
got one child very poor thing.. she got alot of disease! from swallowing problem to heart problem.. many more! oh wells..

tt JI leader is an ass.. still not caught. i think not much chance of fidning him alr.. as papers said, he might alr disguise himself into someone else to hide and all..

this morning very fruitful! like housewife.. heh.. woke up early to wash my uniform hang it.. steam some buns and cook tang yuan.. eat it for breakfast.. boil water cuz my hse on solar system.. it has been raining for a few days.. no hot water to bath! iron my uniform for today cuz not very dry!

tsk tsk.. i left mopping and sweeping floor man! haha! i am so not gonna do it.. or not i will be late..

saw callix 2 times in a row.. 1st time at bugis.. 2nd at far east! such coincidence.. =)

yest some of us send aloy off to beijing.. brenda was so sad.. den she made me think of my close friends.. if they were ever go.. esp those few.. 6 yrs of friendship.. i think i will be worse den her! haha!! but was still making fun of her..

mich sms me about alan..

hey even thou i met u a few times only.. ate a meal with you once.. rest in peace ok.. even thou its sudden.. you will be taken care 'upstairs'...

mich sms me.. felt like smsing you too.. cuz u ride bike too.. peksy u quite save la.. take bus.. however, you must be careful of your health also! so overwork ok! you all are the friends i wont wanna lose.. and such friendships are hard to come by.. i wan to you to be with me til my deathbed! haha! rmb to wear the colour shirt i always remind u! hehe!

so many accident in sg.. jam at checkpts also.. thx to tt idiot! one police died too.. cuz got one driver drove opp direction from the traffic.. causing explosion of cars and all.. should jail him longer and dont allow him to drive at all.. not only no driving for 3 yrs! he got away too easy! dammit..

ciao! off to work again!



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12:00 PM



Monday, March 03, 2008
set my path right!
ok walked slowly to work today and i saw TOOT! cool!! love him to bits! heh.. *eye candy only*

but was wearing retainers! so decided not to look at him at all.. later must say hi when i look horrible.. what i know is he is working in children tower! higher chance of meeting him again! hehe..

lalala.. toot toot.. toot toot... he is so cute and hardworking.. haha..


ok.. being posted to paeds as i have said many times already.. people there are quite ok.. but the thing is, one of the kid who is alr 1 yr old refuse to hold the bottle himself when is milk time.. insist of asking someone to hold for him.. or not he will cry and throw tantrums!! omg.. if i have a kid, i will never ever pamper to such a extend!

saw two cute lil babies.. big eyes, long lashes.. PRETTY! envy them. ok i got long lashes. but i wan bigger eyes! human will never be happy with life.. oh wells.. i shall accept it. =)

on the way back decided to sms pek to ask about her new job.. finally! after years or whining and complaining why the hell is she so busy.. she got a slightly fixed working hours.. for now.. in future i think as projects comes in it will be different yea?

i will try! oh ya! did i say? my previous ward which is the nursery ward.. the instructor praise me!! hehe.. she say i am one of those she gave an 'A' for this attachment. i shall try my best for this one too.. hopefully things goes on well! lalala!

love this song to bits too! damn nice.. saw it on lynnette's blog!

the voice within

Young girl don’t cry
I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it’s alright
Your tears will dry, you’ll soon be free to fly

When you’re safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing’s harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

Chorus:
When there’s no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength that will guide your way
You’ll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don’t hide
You’ll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you’re gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It’s so hard to stand your ground when you’re so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul

Chorus

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you’re learning
You’ll find all you’ll ever need to know
(be strong)
You’ll break it
(hold on)
You’ll make it
Just don’t forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can’t do
No one can stop you, you know that I’m talking to you

Chorus

Young girl don’t cry I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall

looking at a brighter side. since you are focus on your work.. so, i think i should too! try to make the best out of everything yea? my 1st step of having a plan. shall settle everything when both of us are free. =)



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5:01 PM



Sunday, March 02, 2008
thank god
watched leap years today! was a nice show.. cried as usual.. many thing came into my mind when i watched it thou..

went for sam party.. was ok.. manage to talk to paul.. was nice talking to him! at least he knows what he want to do.. aint like me.. i am trying to work things out.. slowly and steadily i will!

in the movie.. alot of quotes are damn nice.. got one it roughly says, three words that can describe life: it goes on.

and one was, Coincidence is just God's way of staying anonymous.. WOW!

its better to love and lost than never to have love at all.. something like that.. wait till i get all the quotes den i blog it down.. i so gonna get this shows VCD..
the movie aint fantastic.. as in everyone will say its a ok show can predict and all.. but to me is nice enuff! =)


thank god for many things.. from bad to good.

-pnw went well..
felt very different from last time.. dunno if wad wilfred said was correct about sounding convicted.. it might be what i have gone thru.. lead me closer to god.. but i hope.. i will continue to grow closer. and not a one off moment..

-met up w my sis n cousins

-went for samuel 21st bdae party

-for attachments to fill my time
so i wont think so much.. but this is running away.. i have to face it.. that harsh and cruel truth.. solve it.. and stop sweeping things under the fucking carpet.. if is tt impt.. try my best to solve it.. trust, courage and faith..

-where i take things in via my five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. however tt have cons too! wadeva! i gonna take it is good!

-my frens i can rely on!
you are still one that i would love to have to rely on sometimes. i understand u are busy thou. just dont feel sian cuz i rather u feel angry. i will call you my very impt fren! =p

-giving me new day each time i wake up! same to the people who are close to my heart!

nite!



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11:21 PM



busy day
1st time in 2 mths since i wore heels!

adjusting to it thou..

woke up to go for pnw prac.. had lunch came over my place for awhile.. den last prac before session starts..

to me was quite spirit filled.. after singing my hands all got the numb tingling sensation.. since i step up to be a outreach head i didnt do.. 1 yr alr! now i am a member, much more time.. i guess? not much pressure put on me.

outreach wanna change our name to SOS.. =)

suppose to go for rally.. but thank god i didnt go.. heard was damn bad.. screaming and all.. i went airport with my cousins n sis they all for dinner n drink instead! gossip and chatted..

tmr mass, shop for sam's prezze den movie den sam party!

monday paeds attachment!
ji leader nt yet found.. a topic to talk about everywhere now.. =p

oh wells!

as hours passed.. days passed..
kinda sometimes forget about you..
too busy with life..
but when settle down at night,
checked my acc.. hoping you did reply..

you didnt...



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12:20 AM