Monday, May 25, 2009
decisions
When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ...
she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ...
she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest ..
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday...
she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' ...
no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ...
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(:(: when it happens it happens... when its suppose to be urs it will be!
REGI! u have to decide what u really want in life...
tmr will never be a better day unless u solve the problem...
i cant help you much in this problem...
but i promise i will be there for you when u need me... loves!
u have to learn... learn from mistakes... learn how to love... (:
12:16 AM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
water
here goes... SWEETIE!
can u stop laughing at my entries! aint sweet of you. do u know that? hahaha!!
love you! wahahahahahaha!!!!! :P
life aint easy for me now..
where i just started work.. the ball starts to roll
yet areas in my world aint gg smooth at all...
i will hold on for now.. cuz i still see some hope and light in it...
but till the day the light diminish... i will let it go...
i wonder...
- did you really did sit down and think : wads wrong with you?
- have you really decide on wad u want in life?
- i can pardon your confusion now... but are u gg to do something abt it and not let it hang there?
- i am trying very hard not to compare... but its hard...
- even thou i wish the end results aint something i am dreading to hear/know...
i understand how painful is to be that victim (cuz u been thru that) and yet u are doing this to me...
u indirectly warned me... but i am still willing to take the risk...
i am tired... but i am glad that there are ppl around supporting me...
just being there... or laughing at wad i am gg thru... breezers... =p
ppl knowing everything, including the 'backstage' info... yet help me improve e situation here and there...
i want to be the next mao mao... to show you that it can happen!! (:
will hang on to that rope... will struggle in the water... till i really do not have enuff oxygen i will swim up and back to shore....
12:26 AM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
unpredictable
just gotta know abt that one of my fren's fren sister passed away... and she was really young...
kinda feel aching pain for her... cuz if i would to lose my sister i will cry my hearts out like no tmr! my goodness... pls dun ever let it happen.. want to die i die 1st~
was so sudden yet i still do not know the reason... i might never know wad happen...
but sometimes things happen so suddenly that we never ever see it coming...
u REALLY never know who and when they will just leave you... leave you in this world and proceed to another...
i guess its fate... i guess it happens for a reason! and i do hope that fren will find peace in GOD when she prays and get back on her two feets and carry on with her life together with the sweet memories she had with her sister....
rest in peace my dear girl... protect your family who are still on earth...
GOD BLESS
11:30 PM
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
AIR PORK
here comes air pork... the moment i got my posting....swine flu decide to appear... and any suspected case will go to my WARD!!!! damn...
so much so for wanting a challenging job...
think i have said that line for a gazillion times....
life been pretty mundane... no more parties i have during holidays.. no more late nights on weekdays...
so whenever weekends approaching no matter how tired i am i will go out till late den i come home... to make it all worth it!
met up with qing regi aaron and melvyn for dinner... some thai buffet thingy...
wasnt all fantastic as qing said...
just maybe i was tired and sian sian like tt... but manage to walk around.. get my brows done! and didnt spend any money in town today! great achievement! =p
sat will be mj time! at regi's hse.. like weekends becomes mj training session for me! hahaha!!! hopefully jaja or qing will be there to help me...
this swine flu really getting a toll on us nurses..
as for me.. i never encounter such problem before...
so i get all worried...
thinking if my frens even mind meeting up still.. and will jason be fine with it...
somehow they said they are fine..
and its up to me to see when i shld start quarantine myself... cuz i am the professional..i shld know better...
hate it la... sobs...
wad if it turn to red phase? den how? DIE
i will be the front line solider!!! dammit............
argh... this is one vocation i chose.. i shall live with it...
just hope in future ppl wont dislike me cuz i am a nurse... i know my frens wont...
but.. oh wells.... haiz!
shall jus enjoy wad i have now... future let future decide... hahaha!!!
(: cheers!
ppl... this is the time where we all shld really pray that theres no SWINE FLU flying into sg! or anywhere near sg!
10:47 PM