Tuesday, January 30, 2007
its been a week since i blogged again! hehe!been thru one week of attachment alr! thsi means.. i still have two more weeks of attachment to EXAM!! omg..
anyways.. went to SGH for the very 1st day.. had a whole day of briefing and stuff like that.. so didnt step into the ward much.. 2nd day was a toture thou! totally blur in everything.. dunno where everything was kept! =) ask here n there.. so pai seh!!
oh btw, in the ward i am attached too, theres a DOC who look abit like Ivan Loh and Daniel Ong! hehe!! woah!!! Dr David... haha.. i am serious.. i assist him in his 2nd chest tube insertion.. haha... by holding the patient's arms up! wahaha.. cool huh! =D i saw the whole procedure! damn cool!
see how he jab the patient (pt), feel for the rib, do an incision, dig his pinky in, use a forceps to dig further into the cavity and fluid came out! its a mazing that he did all this in the ward itself! haha.. and not much blood came out!
when i help him.. i was like damn, i neva wear the gown and i went to help him! later my uniform kena.. haha.. but luckily, dun have!
great experience!
den i did one whoel week of morning shift! damn super tired lah! cuz i had to go for training and open house performance!
the performance was great! yup.. everything when up, but i think the 2-2-1 wasnt that nice. not so sure also.. this was wad tammi said..
took lots of photos! and we had loads of fun after the performance.. we did some stunts.. haha.. example.. i sit on berry's shoulder and yi jun sit on me! haha.. power huh.. we took pics of it.. see when i am free to get from yi xun and brenda and upload it all up!
we decide to go out and have fun tgt.. initial plan was vivio city to chill out.. but we change to marina south to eat steam boat! wooooohooooo!! we eat alot of prawns!! seven of us.. ate two box of prawns, chicken, sotong, noodles and many more.. haha.. had fun cooking them.. and it was one of the few times i peel all the prawns for ppl to eat! haha.. ok.. not all lah.. but they dun seem to like it, that i peel it.. so, end up me, brenda, yi jun and berry ate it all up!
we decided to play bowling! we took alot of pics.. as usual, i took alot of pics of myself.. and also the rest lah.. woa! i am a lousy player! haha!!! in two games.. either i go long kang a dn i hit a few only.. and i only spare once! better still! during our 1st game.. a group of experts came and bowl beside our lane! omg.. scary lo.. they kept on striking! sigh.. so stress to even walk up the lane to bowl!!! so we tried our best to hurry finish the game and run! haha..
best part.. maybelle, at the last hit, gave a double strike!!! omg.. one of the guy got shock!!! hahaha!!! kept on looking at maybelle! like seriously! haha.. we laugh n laugh n laugh! after that, packed our bags and run!
went to arcade to play.. bishi bashi! haha.. dunno how to spell it lah! haha! had loads of fun! whack n whack! den i suggest go punggol end! but none wans to go! sigh.. so we decide to find ATM to give maybelle back her money! cuz she paid for the steam boat! wahaha...
we walked and walked.. and i decide to run right ahead of them! haha! i turn around.. they disappear! haha! den i saw yi xun! wahaha.. so they were hiding behind the lorry! wahaha!!! run after them.. and we were screaming and all.. and we realise the driver of the lorry was walking towards the lorry.. so i think he might be thinking wad the hell are we doing! haha.. running around his lorry!
walked and walked... decide to try n cut thru the park to the CBD area.. to get ATM! but we end up getting lost and end up walking round the park once! even so we had fun.. and loads of nice memories.. i propose to yi jun to marry me, climb the clock thingy... found good palces that couples can date and we vespers can have fun! wahaha!
end up, maybelle's fren and brenda's fren came and fetch us all home! lalala!! cool huh! hehe.. thank you! yep!!
den on sun i studied the whole day.. but i know it was not productive at all.. but wth.. sigh!!!
gotta go work alr! bye!
alison out X))
9:34 AM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
just finish reading my fren's blog n all.. quite interesting.. anyway...thurs
i didnt had any lessons! rot at home.. when i am suppose to study.. haha... at nite when to gardens to celebrate matthias' bdae! hahaha... had fun eating and suaning MEL! haha.. blow cake n went ice cube to eat desert. heh.. yep!
on the way home, the taxi driver was an ass! we board the taxi and drove.. den he say he got no time and only send us to one place when we tot of dropping matt n me off den mel den aaron.. i was so angry.. my tone was a lil fierce.. den he realise i might complain cuz i was taking down his car plate number.. so he treat us a lil better! wad the crap rite! omg!!!
fri
had clinical lessons.. gave my teachers thank you cards n took pic.. made our way to beach road to eat.. den made my way home to rest den go for training.. reach the interchaneg den it started raining lah.. i was quite drench! sigh..
had conflicts here and dere.. i admit i was a lil self-centered and didnt think for maybelle and poh poh. all i think was to fly.. at least at the 2-2-1 stunt.. cuz previously in NEA routine we tot of doing it.. but i was not able to do it.. but the previous time i did was great.. den tot i will be at least the 2nd flyer.. but turn out it wasnt.. so was quite upset..
after wad maybelle said.. tt tammi wanted to let the seniors fly this time cuz this open hse was thier last performance.. and i felt stupid.. a sudden slap on my face! like.. alison wth u were upset abt..
esp when i really look up to maybelle n poh poh for cheer u see.. they put in alot of effort n stick thru thick n thin till now.. felt so so bad.. yup.. sorry for even thinking that way..
den alot other things also lah.. aiya.. sigh sigh.. but hopefully everything its ok.. yea!
sat
woke up at 845am to meet charmaine at 9am at SPI to study.. hahaha.... we pull thru tgt till two plus.. whining here and there.. den after that went to eat lunch with jeremy.. talked and stuff like tt.. and had a faciliating skills session by mervyn.. really missed him alot alot.. sigh.. pray hard he will come back..
had a wonderful praying with hilda aaron and mel.. haha.. yup.. i really said wad i wanted to say.. haha.. spirit within and among us! yeppie.. went for dinner at hup seng.. the lady who serve us suck to the core!
went back to church to get my back and made my way home..
btw, thanks those to help me out in out reach to buy n make food for the refreshments!
sunday (today)
mel gave me a wake up call woke up n bathe n brush my teeth.. done alr.. look at the time.. like still early.. so decide to go n sleep.. woek up at 8am.. change n rush to church for mass.. after mass had breakfast... first time me n mel tried the prawn noodles.. not bad.. quite nice! wahaha!
made my way down to SPI to study for awhile and stuff like that.. den we are done! hahaha.. ate mee rebus! came back home.. and here am i online!
ok lah.. nothing much alr...
tmr got attachment alr.. u all wish me luck yea? haha.. SGH here i come.. VROOM!!!! hahaha...
alison out X))
3:28 PM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
hey.. its been a long time since i blog again.. ok.. mayb not that long.. haha..sigh.. my computer at home is down and i have to use otehr ppl computer to blog n check my mails! haha. my computer was down cuz my room of flooded!! omg! my third floor balcony drainage was choked with i dunno wad.. and that time.. it rained for a few days. so, it "decide" to flood my room!! sigh.. it over flow to the second floor!! den drip on to my computer.. and there there.. computer down!
still rmb that day yi xun n yong shen came my hse to bake yi xun's cake! haha.. had quite alot of fun thou.. bake n play flour and all.. yea.. and that day was my last day of all my ICA.. suppose to be happy n have fun.. computer down all..
weekends didnt happen much.. had loads of fun with mel on sunday! haha... and some of us join in the bonding session with the worship ministry! yep..
monday! was my MALAY oral exam.. omg.. so nervous... walk in the room.. look at the picture.. suddenly i only can form four sentences.. where i am suppose to form five or more.. sigh..
went to meet yi xun, yong shen n tammi after the oral.. and we deicide to start training super early.. even thou only four of us.. i start to learn how to do the shoulder stand stunt faster.. and learn my left hand cartwheel.. finally my body wont bend that much alr.. much better and all.. but still need improvement.. i hate it! while doing my cartwheel.. fell on my knee.. now got blue black alr! haha.. when official training start we moved to the field and train our stunts.. we tried table top ( if i neva spell it wrongly) and we tried 2-2-1 stunt.. really fun..
finally we did the 2-2-1 stunt!! yeppie.. was a perfect one.. wahaha.. tammi manage to toss up. nizz and me was the second flyer! i was super happy lah.. esp when this time garie base me.. n i felt super stable lo! haha.. so happy with myself.. we tried the roast turkey.. ( i know the name sound werid... but it is really called roast turkey! ) yi jun did it... hehe.. manage to turn.. but i think haven learnt the re-bounce yet.. =) so happy with everyone.. den my mom have to make me angry all... only limit me to go for training two times per week when the open hse is near!! omg! argh!!!
seee hw.. if i can i wan to go more often..
okok.. tmr no school! better start studying alr! den can serve church w/o worries and go training w/o my mom nagging.. hehehe...
okok.. here is a very nice story.. i love it!! make me think alot!
The Fern and the Bamboo.....
One day I decided to quit.... I quit my job, my relationship, myspirituality.....
I wanted to quit my life.I went to the woods to have one last talk with God."God", I said. "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"
His answer surprised me..."Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?""Yes", I replied.
"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care ofthem. I gave them light. I gave them water.The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered thefloor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed.
But I did not quit on thebamboo.
In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again,nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo".He said.
"In the third year, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed.But I would not quit.In the fourth year, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I wouldnot quit."He said.
"Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth.Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant.But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall.
It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive.
I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."He said to me.
"Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots. I would not quit on thebamboo. I will never quit on you. Don't compare yourself to others."He said.
"The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern, yet, they bothmake the forest beautiful.""Your time will come, "God said to me. " You will rise high!"
"How high should I rise?" I asked."How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return."As high as it can?" I questioned.
"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."
I left the forest and brought back this story.
I hope these words can helpyou see that God will never give up on you........
Never regret a day in your life.
Good days give you Happiness.
Bad days give you Experiences.
Both are essential to life.
Keep going...
Happiness keeps you Sweet,
Trials keep you Strong,
Sorrows keep you Human,
Failures keep you Humble,
Success keeps You Glowing,
But Only God keeps You Going!
alison out! X))
7:24 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
damn damn.. i just finish watching COLIC.. i rent it and decided to watch it today.. wow.. it was damn scary.. aha.. i was so scare.. i off the sound only watch the show.. with other music playing! hahaha.. craziest kind of watching a horror show at home! muahahaha!anyway.. my mom just bloody hell nagged again! screwed up.. pack pack pack.. study study study.. sigh.. aiyo.. 2006 she also neva nag so much about my studies.. i can do it myself wad.. omg! dunno why she nag so much this time...
fine fine.. i noe she care for me.. yea.. sigh.... POS!
anyway.. the first day of school for this week was so rush.. ok.. it was my fault anyway.. reach school did my translation of my malay frens for their ICA.. which i am suppose to finish long ago.. they were quite pissed with me thou.. SORRY!i rush for 1029 and malay ICA.. haha.. need to eat, collect jacket from frens and finish my translation all in 1 hr..
malay skit was hilarious.. i was the weirdest patient of all.. haha.. head bandage all neva tie properly all! haha.. suppose to act fall down.. but at the end really fall! hehe!! suppose to act hit head i fall n hit my knee! haha!
today! went to school! saw norin n melissa on the bus! walked to school with them.. had 1hr bio lecture, den rush of to find a computer to do our 1082 class presentation. did it in the cafe at the end! nabil kept on making fun of me! =(
haha.. i say him too.. u ah.. my fren fren fren all.. aiyo!
went hm happily return my vcd and rent somemore.. no more money alr lah!
BROKE!! V. BROKE!! *sobsob*
alison out!! X((
8:20 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
wow.. its been a week since i start school.. had project meetings and stuff..went for cheerleading training.. was really tiring.. haha.. had conditioning by eugene.. whole body ache until like shit for 2 days.. haha...
had outreach ministry meeting on sat afternoon and had session.. introduction of Preparation for LISS.. adrain and jo ann came! hehe.. so happy..
i was being arrowed to head outreach for the LISS prog. this time it will pull for 10 weeks.. instead of a 3 days camp..
anyway.. after the session, we head down for Mario's 21th birthday party! see him kena sabo and all.. damn sad lah!
we ZJ being nice, didnt really terkan him much.. haha! okok.. we actually didnt noe wad to do to him! haha!
think thats abt all lah... update soon!
alison out X))
6:46 PM
Friday, January 05, 2007
i like this alot!! hahaha.. i got alot more to type but no time! home network not up yet!
When I say "I am a Christian"... I'm not shouting "I'm clean living!" I'm whispering, "I was lost; now I'm found and forgiven."
When I say "I am a Christian"... I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble, and need CHRIST to be my guide.
When I say "I am a Christian"... I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak, and need HIS strength to carry on.
When I say "I am a Christian"... I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed, and need God to clean my mess.
When I say "I am a Christian"... I'm not claiming to be perfect, my flaws are far too visible; but God believes I am worth it.
When I say "I am a Christian"... I still feel the sting of pain, I have my share of heartaches, and so I call upon His name.
When I say "I am a Christian"... I'm not holier than thou. I'm just a simple sinner, who received God's good Grace, somehow.
*From: Charito Paruta, TWENTY TRUTHS TO REMEMBER
1. Faith is the ability to not panic.
2. If you worry, you didn't pray. If you pray, don't worry.
3. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home every day.
4. Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape.
5. When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God can untangle the knot.
6. Do the math. Count your blessings.
7. God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts.
8. Dear God : I have a problem. It's me.
9. Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted.
10. Laugh every day, it's like inner jogging.
11. The most important things in your home are the people.
12. Growing old is inevitable, growing up is optional.
13. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open.
14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry.
15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead.
16. We do not remember days, but moments. Life moves too fast, so enjoy your precious moments.
17. Nothing is real to you until you experience it, otherwise it's just hear say.
18. It's all right to sit on your pity pot every now and again.
Just be sure to flush when you are done.
19. Surviving and living your life successfully requires courage.
The goals and dreams you're seeking require courage and risk- taking.
Learn from the turtle -- it only makes progress when it sticks out its neck.
20. Be more concerned with your character than your reputation.
7:22 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
ok.. now i am at my sis home.. nothing to do and all..i decided to blog again! haha..
i realise i didnt blog about my 2006 year!
this year past really fast.. my 1st yr out of a convent school! hahaha~!! and my 1st step to my future career.. now i see, wadeva i am studying gonna do be helpful in my career compared to my secondary school days..
guess those convent school days was a growing up process for me.. i learnt alot and alot of shit happen..
In 2006, i started my year by working for my dad in his wonderful specs lab.. in his store with my muscular cousin, melvin learning how to pick lens, pack lens and stuff!!
when i got my results i was like shocked n happy.. so happy i passed my ENGLISH.. haha... i worried about that the most! hehe.. den i happy about my math subjects..
gotta hard time choosing my course where to go.. finally filled it up n registered it..
a when i got back which course i am going into i got a shock pf my freaking life.. not IT (1st choice) but Nursing( 3rd choice).. yea.. i was pretty upset about it..
but i tot real hard whether to stay in nursing or to appeal to NP's IT.. after thinking, decided to go with the follow.. i stay in nursing and be a nurse that i could neva imagine myself in.. being a tolerant and caring... worse! i must be gentle to them!! haha!!!
i said it jokingly that its GOD's calling to serve Him in that way also.. so i stayed.. but deep down i always think it wad God really want me to do.. haha.. just say YES lo..
my decision wasnt bad at all.. i made wonderful frens!!! frens in 0624!!!!!
like Melissa Ling and Norin!!! haha.. class leader, nabil.. who i always joke with.. haha! and our beloved shanti.. i think the second person i talked to in the whole class!! haha.. amrita.. my sub-grp leader janet! my members joe fu n kyay mon! haha.. my babe Nisa who is busy being single! hahaha!!! her whole gang.. plus plus.. our 3 new members of 0624... who join us in sem 2!!
den in the middle of the year.. when i had my 1st ZJ semi-slient retreat in choice retreat!
wilfred was made our new HEAD.. ok.. IS our leader in ZJ now.. and mario, daniel and kelly beside him assisting him..
then comes the heavy part.. they approach me in asking me to help out and be a leader in ZJ for our outreach ministry with charmaine! haha.. i decided to say yes.. while convincing char to say yes too!
we had alot of lessons learnt and stuff!! from how to be formal and learn to be organise and be prep for everything.. learn how to spread the jobs to ppl.. haha.. still learning in process! i am saying sorry in advance if i was not well prep enuff.. slowly k! i will learn! haha!!! yea! thanks to ppl in outreach ministry in helping out in many ways!!!
learn how to lead my sharing grp!! our beloved happening grp!! *muacks* thanks to Ryan, Aaron, Charmaine, Nick.t, Carol, Matthias, Joel and Hilda! for making everything so lively and on! hahaha!
also my wonderfull motherS!!! hahaha
pekgeok!
michelle!
of cuz i wont miss out ppl who are always with me helping me along the way.. bringing joy to my life!! haha...
Mel netto aka melly aka smelly
juls!!!
Nick.t
Jerry
Ryan
Matthias
Monterio brothers!! haha..
also.. my wonderful brothers! always taking care of me.. looking after me...
Jeremy
Daniel
David
Adrain tham
and and! my bestie!!
aaron
great fren!
regi
btw, all this names dun rank in numbers... haha.. dunch worry! yep!
all in all i learnt alot this yr!! the growing up process and all! the new things i must adapt to.. reality i have to accept!! being a teenager going to be an adult in 3yrs time! hahaha.. thats pretty fast!! hahaha..
kudos who have tahan me for this yr.. all my shit nonsense!! hahaha!!! lovely! u all have gone to the next level of good patience!! hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
alison out!! X))
11:03 PM
indonesia trip!
i am back from the hectic trip!hahaha.. it was suppose to be relaxing, but it wasnt.. plus i was SICK! FLU! seriously, i think my body hate indonesia! haha.. the previous time i went to tanjung balai i was also sick. yep!
when we are about to touch down in surubaya, my ear was damn painful.. too much pressure.. i grab my mom and start whining... ear pain.. how how?? hahaha..
anyways, i had massage on the first day i arrived at surubaya. i had to sleep in my father fren's hse, where the aircon was spolit, i had to sleep on the floor cuz not big enough for me! =(
after that the next day we took a bus to batu. it was a long trip up the mountain.. on the way, we drop by places like their version of kopitiam. haha. so funny... not bad lah.. den we ate ayam goreng and other stuff!
let me tell u! their chilli is the BEST among the food i ate.. haha! yea.. is like balachan.. u noe?? those pound small chilli.. wah... spicy enuff! den drop by a place that sells tauhu goreng. they were salty! eeeee!
finally we head all the way str up the mountain.. turn n turn n turn n turn.. haha... until one of the aunty was sick! haha.. for me, due to my block nose, drive up the mountain also got ear pressure! haha..
the view on top of the mountian was B E A U T I F U L! haha!! i took alot of pictures! by the time i reach the top, it was later afternoon. we rest and went to eat dinner.. ate ayam goreng again! haha.. den rabbit satay! RABBIT! yep.. evil huh..
the best part of it is that, the hotel got no air con!! AGAIN. cuz they were thinking of NATURAL air con. @_@
3rd day, we went to visit their apple farm and hot spring! was so excited and all. but it turn out to be traumatising... the hot spring got alot of algae! that one nvm, after tt i enter the toilet... i was shocked.. felt like going back to hotel wet!
damn sick lah! the ceiling were dripping water, there were algae on it.. the floor was dirty, the doors were a lil rotten! i was as if in the movie Dark Waters! damn scary!
the next day, we went back to surubaya to shop.. we almost shop until we drop dead. we bought, mango tops, zara tops, mango bags, leather bag and La senza lingrie. haha..
u noe in indonesia.. we talk about thousands and millions.. neva ten dollar kinda thing.. my dad gave me two million dollars to shop! two million rupiah. heh.. i neva get so much in my life b4.. imagine, this 2 million was in $$$.. n not RP.
was a lil upset with the whole trip.. i was sick, cant eat much, everyday eat ayam, no air-con, toilet very dirty and was very hectic! haha..
PLUS, i neva had time for my SPA! sobs... supposed to go one!
but all in all, saw things i neva will see in Singapore. Hot spring and all..
bought a bottle of Vodka from DFS, wnet back home and lie on my soft n comfy bed! hahaha.. with air con! n slept.
TODAY!!! ITS A NEW YEAR..
the first thing i did was to blade in East Coast.. haha.. with my sis.. around 10am.. yep! wad a crazy thing to do.. fell five times..
i got abrasion! at my upper thigh. cuz i was stupid enuff to wear shorts! haha.. pain!!! my sis gave me her blades! cuz she bought new ones! yeppie! haha..
anyone wanna blade! jio arh! haha!
ok.. tts all lah.. school is gonna start.. exams are coming!!!
6:08 PM