Friday, May 30, 2008
glad
i am glad things turn out great this week..even thou there are some hiccups during the week..
triduum was okay.. guess the prayers i said were TOOO soft... and i am very irrtated w it!!! very! super duper!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!
now i am grounded! haha.. not really grounded, just that i am restricted..
i must be home by 9pm everyday!!!
glad we did settle certain things.. =) glad we talked it thru!
spend my day w dennis today nua-ing...
tmr is sat! yeppie!
10:02 PM
Sunday, May 25, 2008
journey
so far..the journey.. this cabby route..
had bumps.. quite a big hump.. somehow the cab managed to drive properly.. able to maintain its stability..
even thou it irritates the passenger and driver inside when they encounter the humps..
had rain and shine..
as the journey continues.. i get more familiarise on how things goes.. getting used to having this journey.. somehow this journey is slowly blending in with the surroundings.. which if it ever stop driving.. i think the environment will be missing something.. no longer adding the additonal colours to the rainbow with orange as the dominant colour.
loving it.. and i still think!!!! time n communication is very impt! =p
11:40 PM
wondering
jealous! saw my fren's blog!! they went sky dining!! wa lao.. damn gd la.. jealous jealous!!!!
sobs
today was crazy! went wheellock to have my brows trim! den met joel and daryl.. shopped around.. joel bought 2 tops.. exp!!!
we den head down to bugis.. i bought 2 tops, one inner tube and a belt for $32 altogether! shiok!
wanted to buy the top at top shop.. realise i do not have the cash! saving up for some other things at the end of the yr!! nt for chirstmas thou..
lala..
wad can we do after you are out from that training..
always wondering wad can we do..
always wondering wad you would love to do..
ahhhhh!!!! cant wait till end of next week!!
10:52 PM
sardines
this coming week will be very packed! woa!! sian..however, its nicely planned..
monday i will go to sch.. after school i will go mediacorp to support louis..
tuesday go to sch after sch got pnw prac..
wednesday go to school after school facial!!
thursday triduum!! this is the day... omg..
friday darling finish his training and having one day off.. shiok!!
all nicely planned huh.. haha!!
hang out with jeremy and pek last fri.. was a nice dinner.. chatted and joked alot..
yest night.. met up with my gang.. even thou was a simple dinner, i guess its very nice!! went to mel hse downstairs to talk..
mel!! do smthing about it.. stop using hair pins!! use proper things.
11:10 AM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
e-learning day
today i dont have school!! cuz is e-learning day.. which is study from net..
however, my sister called last night and said she had fever so i said i can volunteer to help my sis..
came to her hse within half an hour.. brought all my barang barang.. i even brought my maggi mee.. haha!!
okay.. now dennis have to be in army for one whole week!! some thingy.. will neva know how to explain.. haha.. all i know is there is village, kopitiam and blue force.. haha!
a sense of gulit is always there since vesak day..
i hate this feeling...
wads over is over... i think..
ah fcuk! i feel fcuk.. sometimes.. my fault anyway..
okay.. i gtg! check out on my work n ethan and baby!
11:47 AM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
fun fun fun~!
guess both of us are having fun individually...i had zj retreat from fri night till sunday afternoon..
just got home not long ago..
actually on fri, after sch.. i didnt go home str at the end.. i went to dye my hair! now is red... kinda find it okay.. not that bad.. yea! new colour..
hmmm. went retreat hse get someone to carry the amp back.. packed my bag and went to buy the sausages..
camp was kinda fun, learnt a lil.. manage to quiet down for prayers.. got affirmation by my friends.. =) cuz we had to exchange candles either by reconciling or saying peace with each other..
=) had to draw pics that represents me.. drew alot of funny pics.. was very colourful.. also learnt not to expect anything.. cuz when there are expectations and when things do not go the way u expect it to be u will be disappointed. =)
maybe going out later.. see how! tired!
p/s: retreat hse got alot of mozzy!!! bite me alot of times!
5:14 PM
Friday, May 16, 2008
bored = hyper (zi high)
post no. 365!okay i am super duper bored now.. but yet very hyper..
after all the pia-ing for projects now i have more time i feel funny.. hahaha! humans are weird!
okay.. i just realise i dont end sch at 5pm! i end ay 2pm! woa! shiok.. got even more time to myself.. wahhhhh.. sorry..
can go home pack my bag for camp.. buy the sausages.. and maybe meet up with den.. see wad time he is ending his work..
realise i really miss running.. once i forget to take something from home so i ran all the way back home and back to retreat hse area.. felt so fresh.. how nice yea?
everyone in my class having napfa on week 8.. which is 3 weeks from now.. i am still thinking if i shld just go run for fun..
okay.. ciao! going to find other things to do now!
11:33 AM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
a sigh of relief
finally!! its thurs!! 3 projects down.. 3 more to go..
-final year project
-sociology project
-community nursing project
tmr there is zj retreat! shiok!
cant wait..
triduum practices felt damn good.. i learnt alot and am getting back on track..
haven have time to catch up with my mates..
my dude and babes, gang and clan! haha!!
today, was suppose to super great.. but end up being great only.. i was looking forward to it.. looking forward.. waiting and waiting cuz i finally finish my presentation for now.. but..
cant help it but i have to accept it.. no choice.. cuz it was impt. i know.. my brain understands... but heart was fighting..
feeling better now.. much more better...
8:57 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008
time
woa!finally my practical is over.. i pass!! shiok!
i got 10 more slides or so to edit... i neva edit so many slides before in my entire 3 yrs in poly..
realise how impt time is.. time indeed is money, yet you cant really buy time with money.
i am very stretched..
i dunno how am i gonna handle my job in future..
no time for this.. no time for that.. yet i have to do this and that by this date..
year 3 in poly really no joke.. i dunno how my seniors in cheer handled it last time.. trainings and all..
my godson will be staying in with us for one week. my bro-in-law went germany to work..
now i begin to wonder how my frens/ mother juggle their time.. worry about their kids, worry about their husbands, worry about work, worry about home matters... damn..
i cant wait for this coming fri!!! omg!!
end of my crazy week..
when friday comes..
i would have finish:
-presenting 2 presentations
-handing up my journal review
-2 pnw with joel for triduum
when friday comes.. i can attend zj camp!!! i cant wait.. i really cant wait.. @_@|||
i miss you...
6:56 PM
Friday, May 09, 2008
unexpected
i met you today... i was so looking forward to meet you today...
i was glad that i met you..
i was glad but not as elated as i tot i would be...
i tot i would jump for joy..
i tot i would kill you out of anger..
but i didnt. it went all normal. i felt a sense of familarity but theres a distance.
great... at least we communicate face to face.. one to one.. its been sooo long since i have talked to you like that.. and i am glad. i am glad i did.
its just how far you went.. not about you walking away..
extra bit! juls gave me another web for grey's anatomy videos to watch.. i like how the describe this show...the last paragraph of it,
Grey's Anatomy is a drama about the intensity of medical training mixed with the funny, sexy, and sometimes painful lives of people who are about to discover that neither medicine nor relationships can be defined in black and white. Real life only comes in shades of grey.
11:14 PM
feeling
My life is now equivalent to the taste of -a dark chocolate
-a pomelo
something bitter yet sweet..
something i enjoy.. happens that i love pomelo and certain brands of dark choc..
bitter sweet.. *grinz* is that how u describe it? haha!!! wadeva. go ahead and laugh! =p
next week is really pack!
- one practical exam
- 2 presentations
- triduum pnw pracs
WOA! alot~
bye! gtg do my slides!
btw, i want to run my hearts out.. run till i drop dead.. i wan to rest.. i wan to have fun.. i wan to relax.. seriously relax and have fun..
i miss the times i go laughing out loud without thinking of smthing else, without worrying..
3:13 PM
Thursday, May 08, 2008
-
we show up for each otherinspite of our differences
is reason enough to keep believing
2:12 AM
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
special day~!
happy 1st month dennis!today was a nua day for me n den.. haha!!
later got theory paper.. oh wells!
all the best to myself! =)
12:09 AM
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
rojak entry~!
everything is great now! hahai pass my gowning prac! yea! just one go~
this month is really packed!
i got triduum to do with joel,
i got practicals to clear,
i got theory test to study!
woa!
life is getting really exciting!
=)
i am starting to talk things out alr.. instead of the writing and all..
interesting~!
YEA!!! thurs i meeting peksy n jeremy.. and and fri sharing grp.. maybe walas after that..
and besides! TMR is a special day.. =)
i skipped 2 lectures today! how naughty! lala!
juls, thanks for your grey's anatomy! love you to bits!
8:51 AM
Sunday, May 04, 2008
sense-less
i seriously dont get your point..i dont think what i repeated unintentionally was wrong..
i was just surprise. but if u see it that way..
i do not know.
3:08 PM
timbre night
went to new timbre at clarke quay..met wesley..
that night after talking to frens.. listening to people's life..
i start to think about mine..
had a lot of things going in my head..
i dunno how to handle..
i dunno what to do..
ok..
i know what i shld do but i dunno how to go about doing it..
am i not using to brains?
am i in a losing game?
or
am i thinking too much?
peksy, jeremy, mich...
oh wells.. i really miss you all..
miss those talks! soon yea?!
ciao world!
10:34 AM
Thursday, May 01, 2008
labour day~!
today was crazy happy!!! i went to zoo, mass @ ctk and dinner w dennis aunt at sushi tei..i woke up at 6.30am to prep.. met dennis at 9am for breakfast at amk..
took a bus to Zoo!!! weather was freaking hot!
the queue to buy the tickets was long..
walked in took pics here and there...
1st was the kangeroos... saw it scratching it's tummy! haha! damn cute.. but didnt manage to take a shot..
after that stop.. we walked out i saw this lizard on the road side.. decided to disturb it.. i run after it.. it tries to run away from me.. if u are a stranger looking at wad i am doing, you might find it damn retarded!
on the way dennis saw this statues.. ran and posed in between them.. =) hilarious
we walked on.. and we saw monkeys! damn.. one of them, their ass are damn red and big! and the other monkey was checking out another monkey's asshole!
we saw an no entry sign.. and i saw a wild blue-fured thingy behind that sign!! hahahaha!!
the hand of the orang utan is damn big! check out the difference!
weather soooo hot.. cant withstand the heat anymore.. so i went to buy ben 'n' jerry's ice cream! shiok!! cooling..
continue to walk and walk.. finding where the elephants are.. finally found them.. but nothing much.. walked till there.. no show.. elephant wasnt doing much so we walked off.. dennis saw this figuring..
walked down.. saw the rhinos! caught it pee-ing in public!! haha!!!
tried to take the pic as if i am biting the zebra, but i failed! b4 th camera could snap, it walked away!
rest at KFC area.. drank mountain dew! shiok! after drinking... walked to fragile forest.. before that we saw some monkey statue w its *ahem* out! so....
i manage to pat/ touch an animal!! check this out.. sooo cute!!!!
after that.. while making our way out to go back.. saw alot of statues.. so we took them along the way..
after zoo, we went for mass at ctk.. den met dennis' aunt for dinner at sushi tei..
after that we bought a sketchbook to pen down our memories..
random pics:
end of day!
11:52 PM