Sunday, May 07, 2006
finally i am back! heh.. its been a long time since i updated my blog yea?? heh.. hmm.. i think i shld just change my blog skin alr.. heh.. guess shall wait till next time. yea.. hmmm...life have been ok for me.. haha.. just that nowadays.. i feel useless in wadeva i do.. heh.. cant help in anyway..
aniwaes.. with all the tanning and playin in sentosa and east coast with my frens, i got darker! heh.. lovin it! yep.. oh ya.. change my hair style alr.. i chopped off my fringe.. now its short.. everyone in ZJ was like .. alison wad happen to ya hair.. u stress arh.. cut until like that.. hahaha.. actually, i just wanted a new hair style... heh.. a brand new look! yep.. u noe wad.. i got a cut on my leg cuff and i didnt know lar.. damn big cut also.. dunno where i get it from.. haha.. sigh... a rough person like me... hais.. guess must be more gentle! hehe!!
ZJ its getting more and more interesting alr.. with all the camps comin up.. with all the planning we have to do together.. with all the sharing and bonding together.. its gonna be great i guess.. heh.. at least i am not as blur as b4.. the past few camps i have been e so call lost sheep in the camps.. haha.. now with WILFRED's help, its not that bad alr.. heh...
sch!! back to my brand new sch!! made a lot of new frens!! hahaha.. new clique and stuff.. u all are actually as open as me! heh.. as funny too.. haha.. they all are a bunch of nice and funny fren in nature.. heh... life been pretty good in sch now...and i hooe it will stay it that way. yea. no problems and politics or any kinda of unhappniess.. a place i can start a new with new frens.. with different problems to face in future.. but i hope not so soon! heh...
as for myself.. getting depress is not one of the thing i wanna do.. but its getting on to me alr.. dunno why.. haha.. nowadays, i can just go into a state of.. i dun feel like talking or felt angry with myself.. yea.
theres alot all of things i have to settle within myself.. i dunno wad to do man.. theres a solution la.. but i dunno how to carry it out. sigh.. i dunno i dunno i dunno lah.. i dunno wad to do.... with myself.. sigh.
aniwaes.. have a happy week ahead.. cant wait for ZJ camp to start... its a semi-slient retreat.. oh man.. i'm gonna just die die die! haha.. cant wait, even thou i might think alot alot alot.. heh.. hopefully will get some funny and good enlightenment! heh! that will be great. sigh...
lord tell me.. where is my life heading to.. wad is my purpose. have been askin that for the pass two years or so..
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