Sunday, October 29, 2006
hey! felt like blogging now.. even thou i am suppose sleep now!read all my cheerleading frens's blog, i think i missed out alot of stuff after i left! haha... nvm.. i can always get back to u all again! i see u all on monday ok!! more stunts yea?? haha.. toss was great thou.. the first few time i did arh, my heart race like mad lah..
ok, wad i am gonna type is wad i felt at that point of time when it happened... after typing it out , it will be e past.. *actually its kinda the past alr..* i might sound childish.. but this was hw i felt at that time.. n i would like to share. yup..
friday was my most hectic n 'wow' day.. i serious! is a first time i pia to get something for my grp and tt is a the attitude i get after my effort to bring it back on time.. even thou we didnt manage to train early as wad u wanted us to do. but at least, i made the EFFORT to get the key back on time? why why! am i making tt much effort when sometimes i dun do tt for my own church? u noe why? at least we can start on time den to start late cuz our dear senior was out with his FREN.. ratehr den to stand outside and get mad over it wad..
at that pt of time, when u walked pass me and tell me its cancelled, i was like wth la.. i didnt noe wad to react but to continue to walk to the room n open it to get my stuff. i was so mad.. so damn mad den i dunno wad to say.. anger.. anger was wad i noe i was feelin and controlling beside me. when i walked out i dunno wda to do but to only walked back to the lift n was abt to leave just like wad my senior did.. just nice, brenda arrived. tt make me realise. why must i leave why i was misunderstood for my effort? i turned n looked at them.. captain came n ask me wad happen. i told her. se ask me who he was with, i told her. den she turn around n start telling everyone some stuff..
at tt time my eyes was flooded! haha.. so i just had to turn around n walked to the toilet. done with it n return back.. i really could control myself from reacting like that.. i felt stupid for doing wad i did on fri. i pia for no reason. anger! argh.... wah, did it occur to u b4, tt when u are so angry tt u dunno wad to say.. when u wanna say something nothing comes out of ya mouth? after everything was settled, captian resume training..
is not that i dun understand tt captain n senior are very stress. so i try not to complain so much.. i noe u all put in alot of effort n sacrifices. i noe u all still plan the routine, made the cheers, song and uniform when u all are having my most impt time of ya poly life. ya final yr exam. we all appreciate ya effort n support. n having so much patience training us. will try to buck up..
i dun blame ya reaction. cuz i noe at tt point of time u all dun really noe the situation tts why u all react that way.. yup! hehe...
wad happen on fri, is a great thing.. make us bond even more i guess??
and yi xun fren, dun scare! haha... we are all nice ppl!! hehe! join join!!
as for garie.. all i can say i am damn disappointed in you.. haha!! 3 cheers to u man. i dunno why are u still clinging on to ya fren. seriously, not much comments left for u, wad i wana say to u, i alr told u b4. i dunno how or wad to react when i see u the next time! to smile or u laugh or to just ignore? i might sound sarcastic... but the action u show me really think, why things are happening this way and why are u doing all this.. u said u will explain to say why.. but wonder i shld listen or not.. mayb u are not gonna tell me the reason after wad i had just typed.. have u realise tt cuz of u n her made to whole team a lil upset? mayb the rest dun think tt way.. but at least i do think tt way..
haha.. anyway, wad u have done on fri will be the past. just hope u wun do it again... performance coming up alr! we must buck up.. yup!
just thats about it! i am gonna sleep!
alison out X)
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