Friday, August 31, 2007
just read yi jun blog.. didnt feel angry at all.. cuz i knew you will feel this way if i am u..but i cant help it.. its been one week since my exams had ended.. and i didnt go for trainings at all..
yi jun took the effort to call and ask if i'm going.. i said yea.. coming... but last min i didnt go.. i didnt go cuz i simply dun wan to go. put aside, my parents dun like me to go cca, my ankle still hurts some times ( i dunno why so damn bloody long)and i have other frens to catch up with since we were training for the previous performance..
yi jun: didnt pick up your call is that wad am i gonna say when i pick up? tell u str to the face i dont feel like coming? i choose not to come cuz i am lazy? or to say.. oh i had somethings on.. cant make it? (not being sarcastic.. i am just saying how i think...)
how selfish of me, i know.. people in the team putting sooo much effort in trainings.. going down even its exams period, even if they're not from our sch.. u noe wad drives them so hard.. cuz they have the passion.. the determination..
i dun have... i like cheerleading.. however, cheerlead is not my life.. i see it as a cca.. as wad i take part in.. but its not something that i put my life in doing it..
vesper current goal is Cheerobics 08.. we all noe.. i noe.. and if u think i am not up to it cuz i haven being training.. i can step out.. ok i noe its sounds like i never grew up..
from wad i read.. joey, yi ting and jac have been improving.. thats good.. great job.. u all are better than me alr.. haha! keep it up.. make vesper shine with your enthu n laughters!
injuries are bound to happen in cheerlead.. i never like that idea.. after one n half years.. i still dun like that idea.. say i am spolit.. say i am senitive. say i am fragile.. not to say i dun care wat u'll will say is just that i got no comments/ excuses...
if i would wanna leave cheerlead.. i wont wanna leave with such impression, last min and i regret..
i might come for training on monday.. not today thou.. actually i come or dont come.. wont make a difference.. i didnt improve much since dunno when... its a fact.. anyway, no one say it isn't..
* i am just typing wadeva comes into my mind*
anyway.. vesper never fail to make me proud.. haha.. i sound like a mommy here.. =p
since i join till now.. it has improve alot alot! our juniors are fast n daring learners! =D
dunno if i am blogging this entry on impulse.. sigh...
anyways...
tmr will bowling with ZJ! why not ice skating anymore..=( from night safari to ice skate to bowling @_@ guess we are going to make hell alot of noise there!!
oh.. got my new desktop in room alr! haha.. cool huh.. my dream! a desktop, hi-fi, tv and dvd player! rocks man! =)
meeting pek geok later! n mich tmr.. =p
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