Wednesday, October 31, 2007
dinner at chomps!
my day was long n tiring! haha.. cuz i slept at 3am ++??ok..
went to school like super early.. but my tummy was aching.. so used up the time..
after school, i went to meet mich n pek for our dinner! like finally! after so long! dammit! haha!
ate at chomps.. ordered alot.. ate my fave food! fried oyster! den was craving for cheese cake again.. so i went to coffee bean to eat the chicago cheese cake.. was great as ever!
mich updated us on the whole story of hers.. finally i get the picture of wad she went thru! jia you ok!
after my cake still not enuff! mich wanted ice cream.. so we went ice cube to get ice cream! talked awhile more.. it was peksy turn to update hers! haha.. talked abt the girls n all..
mine nothing much to update! just sch n.... haha! shall keep it a secret! haha!
sat is vesper's 3rd performance for people other than our school students! wahaha! cool! at taka there!
meeting up with yi ting b4 we head down to the area! =D cant wait to see them!
12:52 AM
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Entry No. 234`!!
wahhhhhhh!! 234! 234! ok i am just bored.. tmr start school @ 11am.. here i am online! hmmm, i shld say later leaving house to school @ 10 am! hahaha!!
joe! u read so fast? bluff~ had fun playing cards with you thou.. hehe!
hmmm.. ok.. this is the update entry u wanted!
going to sleep! nights!!!
3:14 AM
Monday, October 29, 2007
a day in sch...
today was a blast??woke up just nice.. so bath.. walked out of house... just nice the bus came...
took the bus all the way to school... saw janet.. walked to mac.. meet amrita n get my drinks n hash brown!
went for tut~ was freaking early for lesson.. so sat outside... talked rubbish to janet abt her ahem! haha...
nabil change his specs.. rajes was slow to react i disturbed her.. lecturer came.. went in.. learnt something out of it! haha...
break!! eat..
lect on peds! was dead boring.. manage to stay alert!
bio lab.. talk alot of rubbish!! dEE!! u came out with the lamest joke! i talked abt planning chalet!! nabil add on a super stupid joke to DeE's!! haha!!
had break again.. eat again!! growing fatter!!!
den clinical lab! tt part time teacher like loveeee to pick on me.. in a gd n bad way... good is that she kept on turning to me for response.. like YES.... NO QUESTIONS TO ASK.. all sort la..
bad is that..... i painted my nails she saw.. she noted.. my jacket wore the other side she say me.. blablabla.. haha... my own fault i noe! heh!
den here i am home! typing rubbish.. n u all are reading it!! hehe!!
love the life now i have! everything going on smoothly.. my frens n i.. my family too!!
hope it remains this way!! way to go alison!~
i really hope it will! nothing big gonna happen rite!!!
btw! was talking to my cousin! talking i wan the WHOLE big family take photo tgt.. include my uncles n aunts.. cousins n nephew n niece.. haha!! cool! i love dem so deep deep! haha!! =p!
9:31 PM
Sunday, October 28, 2007
wahaha!! its sunday! and i have not finish my work! opps!!!cant sleep yest la!!!
was fun yest!
as i said.. Fr Luke's session was great! BUT!!! only ten ppl was present.. the other half got work to do.. was at the seminary... over slept.. haha!!!
talk abt God and family... ok i cut things short by just saying the summary! u wan to noe the full session.. can ask wilfred, mario or mich p! haha!!
start of a marriage.. is best to marry a person of a same religion.. not only the church says so.. is actually better for your future as a family.. as.. if things happen or problem happen.. we have a same reference point of view! we have a same platform to go!!
hmmm... example.. A loves B more..
A gives B 100% of love..
but as B dun love A that much..
B only give back A 50%..
when B take back only 50% of 100%..
A would naturally give back 50% of the 50% which is 25%..
as time goes by...
the "love" is divided into half of the half and become 0%!!!
tts why marriages will break! haiz!
which is LoVE = GOD = jesus = holy spirit.. which makes up a community.. which is also known as kenotic love.. which also means.. SELF EMPTYING of love!!
hmmm.. u get the picture?? if no.. den nvm! i get it! hahahaha!!!!!
after session we went for mass! was looking forward for mass tot Fr Luke was celebrating it.. i like his surmmon! -is tt how u spell it??- but he didnt celebrate it anwyay... @_@|||
after mass me n ryan met juls and nick for dinner! at subway.. @_@|||
made our way to esplanade! walked around.. decided to go starbucks to have a sit! ate cheesecake!!! and drank mocha ice-blended... sat there and talk rubbish! hehe!! i was the LAO DA there.. cuz they are MY gang! how stupid can it be.. thanks to lynette's saying.. *lame*
den took bus home! the ride was TOTURING! was sitting behind 2 guys.. nationality i wont say.. but they smell like salted fish... they do gay actions.. they are noisy! my goodness! help!! haha!!
had no choice.. i change place w ryan.. cuz really very smelly! wah!! worse den the aroma i smell when i change pampers for ppl! haha!!
walked home!
nownow.. doing my work! finally finish putting the info tgt.. not gonna design the slides! lazy...
hehe!
12:07 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
over reacting.. bet i did~!
i think i am over reacting.. after calmin down.. i might just being crazy.. i really need imh! haha!!!let everything go smoothly.. take one step at a time.. one step a day.. see how things go..
i might just find the answer i want!
=D
2:53 AM
Friday, October 26, 2007
wad am i thinking?~
today was nice and sad...i dunno how to put it.. got a msg from lynette.. replied her and went to sleep last night.
woke up.. prep for facial appt at hougang mall.. made my way down to jeremy's place to study..
i end up playing computer! packing his messy room!! and eat mac spicy w loads of dust around me!!! =S
got bullied! haha... after that few hrs of "studying" we went down to heartland to meet nick and gang! MY gang!! at lynette nicely put it..
had dinner tgt.. as usual! daryl irritate the shit outta me!! haiz..
say i FAT! my arms are BIG! my mouth also!
eh! daryl.. even thou i let u suan arh.. i had self esteem ok!! limits!! tsk!
made our way down to nativity there..for lynette's grandma wake, went during the prayer time.. i felt super uncomfortable.. cuz i was wearing shorts.. haiz!!
talked alot! had loads of fun.. trying to make her happy..
chels.. noe u are not alrite! try your very best to get over ya personal things k! =D we need our sunshine back!!
tmr going to have fr luke's session!! looking forward to it!!
i suan ppl.. i kept on saying ppl.. when things really happen, i start to feel the current in me changes.. why is that so? am i being retarded??? didnt noe it meant so much? take it for granted? isnt my life good now? or i am just not letting it go? being selfish?
mayb i should learn how to be more independent.. learn how to control things.. how to handle situations? get things into my head.. be true to myself.. grow up.. not being superficial.. putting on mask sometimes.. why?
being too sensitive again? or things are rushing back to me unknowingly??
or mayb i am just being an arse.. creating problems outta nothing...
HAH!
11:47 PM
Thursday, October 25, 2007
annoyed~!
damn angry now..heard from a fren..
this guy is getting married soon! its SOON! and yet he is screwing other girls outside in other hotels while his soon-to-be WIFE is at home sleeping!
i was so freaking annoyed by it. how can he do that.. how would he feel if his wife would to do tt to him? why cant he control himself!
i noe its not my prob.. but was annoyed by his ways..
and my fren wanted to go on a mission trip.. the adds on by saying no need to go la.. so stupid.. give money can alr.. no need to fly all the way there!
#@!@#$#@%#%$#%$&! this guy really got a bad character.. no sense at all! tts why marriages are failing nowadays! now i understand what she was saying! dammit!
thank GOD my brother is not like that.. my brother-in-law is not like tt.. u better not be!
i guess having a havoc life will have such problems.. down to earth is the best.. =)
haiz.. wad have the world become to! society! high standard of living will lead to such problems?!
9:59 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
no sch 4 tmr n fri!
wow!! no sch for tmr n fri! free!!!!
however i got loads of slides to do..
mayb... can revise alil.. provided jeremy is free...
bought my med-surg book alr! cost: $76
big, thick n heavy!! carry all the way home. thx goodness janet's dad drop me off at a bus stop at IMH! hehe! sound like i stay there! but the thing was tt i got str bus hm from there..
checked my posting.. will be going to pedaetrics and obs this coming posting! cool!! new born babies!! can prac before my sis deliver!! i will be at KKH.. the prob is.. i do not noe how to get there and i wont get the chance to see other moms deliver! sigh!!
all thx to some long ago seniors fault! shant go to that area.. haiz!
have been having breathing problem.. cant breathe properly.. oh wells!!
fr luke session this sat! looking forward to it! cool! gonna bring my book n bible!! haha!
10:24 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
BROKE~!
bored.. fustrated.. annoyed.. moody.. cuz
i'm in the follicle development stage! so it hurts! which adds on to the mood...
i am freaking broke! no saving! so tempted to get cash out to spend from my frozen acc.. my mom freeze it.. took my card n book to keep!
- i wanna curl my hair.. no $$$
- wanna buy more new funky tops.. no $$$
- more skinny jeans.. no $$$
getting moody n annoyed.. cuz i am being so obvious in situations! even my mates think so.. damn.. i am dead...
fustrated with my weight...
being an arse by whining on blog..
life been peaceful.. no excitment!! crap!! imagine.. in a small boat with water all still for a few weeks.. wah!!!!!
above all this.. is most irritating thing is no $$$ CASH!!! anyone? donate to me?
i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna..... get cash!
ok.. besides having no money.. i went to watch Mr woodcock.. which its a waste of time.. very lame!!! kinda a lil boring..
jason's going in to tekong.. haha!!!
peksy busy.. jeremy dun even need to talk abt it.. 24/7 studying.. but he had no choice.. mich too..
cca mates busy with routine.. haha..
hehe!! end of whining!
8:29 PM
Saturday, October 20, 2007
week 1 of school ~
this week of school was great.. body clock adjusted!cuz i think wed.. i slept at 7.30pm! all the way till next morning! 7.15am!
learn alot in lect.. but i forget them all now.. ask me to tell u wad i learnt? i say i dunno..
got my elective! some NAPFA thingy.. to train stamina! and try to increase my metabolic rate again!! i need that man!!
had loads of projects to do.. started on 2 of them alr! with grp mates! we've got a new member! Nicole!
join in grp 1 for one of the presentation! nice job tgt!
gonna learnt how to inject ppl! haha! intradermal.. subcutaneous.. intramuscular.. blablabla.. den got CPR!!! haha..
1 1/2 yrs more! help! i will be a staff nurse! as fr luke fong said.. STUFFED nurse.. haha!! i will be stuffed with info.. skills.. scolding.. RESPONSIBILITES...
aloy n juls bdae coming alr...
this week broke record in my entire poly life! whole ate at home for dinner! n i kinda find it alrite! trying as hard to save money.. trying.. still...
every close dudes n babes i have.. all busy leading their lifes! haha.. cant wait to get back to meet again! heh!
the more heart piercing the words are to you said by people.. the more that person actually cared abt you! =) as in when they say u.. dunno how to explain also.. anyway, u think so?
1:06 AM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
1st day of sch!
1st day of sch!was tiring.. my body clock not adjusted yet! haha.. i was lying on my bed with my eyes wide open at 3am! uber awake!
went to sch.. amrita was late for meeting me to sch! @_@||| we met up just to get books... so yea..
went there.. queue was damn long.. thx to the wide range of frens we noe.. we cut the queue.. and got it faster! wahaha!!
went for tut n tut.. my psych teacher as nice as ivan loh..
med surg teacher talked alot.. according to my class rep! haha! nabil!
night class clinical teacher is very nice.. =)
gong zhu xiao mei rocks!! new drama i chasing! opps!
12:40 AM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
last day of work at ward 48
finally! i am going to start school! attachment ended...my last day of work at ward 48 was interesting yet a boring last day..
boring cuz my toot toot wasnt around! cuz he had an off day!! of all days fri!! wth! so sad!!
interesting and rather sad.. is that i did 2 last offices.. yea..
today! sat! went out with wesley for lunch.. was quite nice.. catching up with each other..
den ZJ.. den mass.. den ryan's belated birthday dinner!
was suppose to be sushi tei! but there werent enough seats! argh! so we went cafe cartel..
beginning of the dinner was bad.. jerry wasnt happy.. jeremy was apparently SIAN.. asked him why so sian.. he didnt say.. which made me even more irritated! *argh*
before the food come.. nick couldnt stand it alr.. went up to nick str away and talked to him privately! came back and they were fine..
jeremy laughed eventually thanks to my jokes! haha! and ppl suan-ing me.. DUH!
was happy! didnt noe my mom praised me soo much! in front of other ppl! she actually say i could cook?! haha!
SEE! i am not spoilt! i am just lazy.. will do things when in need of help.. if other ppl can do it why trouble yourself? < other ppl = maid > =p =p
life seems quite cool n smooth for me! i am loving it! having a simple life.. do not need to aim so high! be contented with wad u have.. even thou we can still whine here n there!
frens around me are great.. understand each other so well! dun even need to say anything and we understand each other!
=D
school! here i come! 0624!! you're missed!! heart you all! haha!!
11:02 PM
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
my TOOT TOOT~!
hmmm! attachment starts to get exciting when i got my new eye candy.. but it sad when this week is my last attachment! =(his nick was TOOT TOOT! haha! cuz he look like a toot~ his hair its like a bowl put on your head kinda hairstyle! haha! but he has his cute side! =D see him do things i i also wanna laugh! both me n my partner in that cubicle agree!
TOOT but CUTE! haha...
nothing much learnt in this ward.. but saw one Bone Marrow Aspiration procedure.. not bad..
CI finally assess me on my skills.. den..
when to watch movie with juls on sat! nannies diary! cool man! i meant the guy! haha!
eh.. school gonna start! hmmm.. kinda happy!
miss sch soo much! haha!
Added this new songs! one of them is
when you say nothing at all
It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing
[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They can never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine
[Repeat chorus twice]
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)
The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me
[Repeat chorus]
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)
The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)
another one!!
IF WE FALL IN LOVE
YENG CONSTANTINO AND RJ JIMENEZ
1st verse
There will be no ordinary days for you
‘Cause there is someone that cares like I do
You will have no reason to be sad anymore
I am always ready with a smile
With just one glimpse of you
Refrain
you don’t have to search no more
‘Cause I am someone who will love you for sure
Chorus
So if we fall in love maybe we’ll sing this song as one
If we fall in love we can write a better song than this
If we fall in love we will have that melody in our head
If we fall in love anywhere with you would be a better place
2nd verse
You can watch that movie in a different light
I will be right there beside you hugging you oh so tight (oh so tight)
How can love feels so cold and empty again
Coz I will keep on holding on and won’t let go (and won’t let go)
Repeat Refrain
Bridge
Feel so good when you’re around
One smile from you (one smile from you) and I just feel so bright
Repeat Chorus
12:01 AM