Friday, October 26, 2007
wad am i thinking?~
today was nice and sad...i dunno how to put it.. got a msg from lynette.. replied her and went to sleep last night.
woke up.. prep for facial appt at hougang mall.. made my way down to jeremy's place to study..
i end up playing computer! packing his messy room!! and eat mac spicy w loads of dust around me!!! =S
got bullied! haha... after that few hrs of "studying" we went down to heartland to meet nick and gang! MY gang!! at lynette nicely put it..
had dinner tgt.. as usual! daryl irritate the shit outta me!! haiz..
say i FAT! my arms are BIG! my mouth also!
eh! daryl.. even thou i let u suan arh.. i had self esteem ok!! limits!! tsk!
made our way down to nativity there..for lynette's grandma wake, went during the prayer time.. i felt super uncomfortable.. cuz i was wearing shorts.. haiz!!
talked alot! had loads of fun.. trying to make her happy..
chels.. noe u are not alrite! try your very best to get over ya personal things k! =D we need our sunshine back!!
tmr going to have fr luke's session!! looking forward to it!!
i suan ppl.. i kept on saying ppl.. when things really happen, i start to feel the current in me changes.. why is that so? am i being retarded??? didnt noe it meant so much? take it for granted? isnt my life good now? or i am just not letting it go? being selfish?
mayb i should learn how to be more independent.. learn how to control things.. how to handle situations? get things into my head.. be true to myself.. grow up.. not being superficial.. putting on mask sometimes.. why?
being too sensitive again? or things are rushing back to me unknowingly??
or mayb i am just being an arse.. creating problems outta nothing...
HAH!
11:47 PM