Monday, December 24, 2007
DISCHARGED!!
I AM BACK! HOME!!admitted to tan tock seng on sat (15/12) night cuz i fractured my leg fibula n tibia! didnt noe was that bad...
injured due to wrong landing during my cheer stunt..
oh wells.. at least yijun, heng da, joey, yi ting, doudou, poh poh, maria and maybelle came and visit me.. thats from my cheerteam.. thanks! oh ya! surprisingly, i was admitted to maybelle's ward! haha!! 12B..
maybelle u must hang on there ok! =) god bless her..
from ZJ! mario, colin, ryan, joel, jason, aloy and aaron.. MY GANG! haha! juls, mel, mel bf!, matthias, jerry.. haha.. jeremy, peksy.. quite a few..! haha! i cant rmb.. most of them come twice! phew! without you all.. i will bored to death! rotting! haha! i noe some are really busy from ZJ! and mich.. have to work and all! thx for calling thou! =D wesley, aaron and regi.. 0624, melissa, amrita and janet! oh and amrita's fren! haha!
being admitted to hospital was a new experience for me.. as a student nurse.. i push pt to toilet.. i answer their call bells.. this time! i was the one calling them thru call bells.. asking help to toilet.. cuz i cant move! me being hyper, this is the worst torture for me! being semi-handicap..
now i can understand all the pt's felt when they were admitted to hospital.. I/V drip injections.. operations.. medication.. pain killers which sometimes does not help, so i have to ask for injection to have a faster effect!
stayed there for a week! but i had my operation on the 2nd last day of my discharge! had my operation on 22/12/07 12am! finish opt at 4am! was in pain! cant tahan, so asked for pain killers! injection! haha! after that, shiok arh.. i sleep all the way! sunday ask me to discharge! power sia!
staying in hospital.. was an experience i neva had.. was a horrible one.. a painful n redunant one.. i felt so crappy when i think of somethings..
but i guess i have to look on the bright side! life seems to be more dead to me.. i am lazy to entertain people.. lazy to go out.. lazy to do this, lazy to do that.. i feel so fed up.. why must this happen to me.. why?? i cant go back to normal anymore... i have to tahan all this pain.. all this uncomfortable therapy.. not for 2 weeks but for at least 2 YEARS!!!!!!
2 freaking years.. operation.. clutches for 2 months.. metals in my left leg.. 2 years later operation again to take out the metals.. like wtf!!
yet.. yet.. oh wells.. wont say everything out.. i just have to think on the bright side of life..
wad value add does it add to me.. my brother ask me.. i cant think of any.. once bitten twice shy.. now i seriously noe wad it means.. but in a very harsh way.. now i noe the pain..
i cant go for midnight mass.. i cant go for shuan's xmas party.. i am gonna miss alot of fun n sharing.. oh wells..
have to postpone my attachment.. its gonna affect my results..
have to wait till next year... haha! 2008 xmas! wow... thats long!
i cant whine.. i can get angry and all.. have to get thru it! lets test my endurance! go go go! alison! i shall mark the day i can jump with both legs again!! i will mark that day!!! haha!!
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