Tuesday, September 02, 2008
i am glad
i am glad that i had friends around to fall on for cushioning of impact... i know they care... keeping me accompany from sat till now...
checking on me... even i did neglect them in some ways before...
fri...
i had michelle and pek geok... to chill out for the night...
sat...
i had my family... went sister's place to play with ethan...
sun...
i had daryl and mel to accompany me thru the day from the min i wake up... and julie meeting me up after the tiring Nike run..
monday was scary... but i had nick and pek geok... accompanying me.. accommodating my stupid implusive ideas... controlling my spending power...
today...
i had my alone time... and soon, time with God, daryl and ah pun... felt sooo bad i didnt dare to go for confession to confess my sins... i dont dare to face God...
at heartland when we are walking around, daryl had to say i was seeing things... which i know by doing all these... he cared... which shock me...
i am fine.. thanks for the concern... i took it quite ok... cuz i was prep for it! =p
and i am the alison..
i jus need the focus.. i need some motivation and drive... i need to get back on track where i was 10 months ago... before i broke my leg... i guess i actually didnt move on from there...
i was floating and passing by my days...
my goodness... my mother trigger the switch... so overwhelming... i cant take it...
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got this passage from an email sent by my fren... wad a time to receive such a mail.. i got it... it took a huGe load away after reading thou
i am trying... to do wad the passage said... trying very hard! =) wish me luck ppl!
There are people who can walk away from you.
And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.
When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.
The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]
People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.
Let them go.
And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead.
You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe i n good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay.
Let them go!!
If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to......
LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ......
LET IT GO!!!
If someone can' t treat you right, love you back, and see your worth.....
LET IT GO!!!
If someone has angered you.
LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge.......
LET IT GO!!!
If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction.......
LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents
LET IT GO!!!
If you! u have a bad attitude.......
LET IT GO!!!
If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better......
LET IT GO!!!
If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him........
LET IT GO!!!
If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship........
LET IT GO!!!
If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves......
LET IT GO!!!
If you're feeling depressed and stressed ...........
LET IT GO!!!
If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying 'take your hands off of it,' then you need to......
LET IT GO!!!
'The Battle is the Lord's!'
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