Friday, March 13, 2009
dread it like MAD!
i dread it now...i was looking forward to it...
finally manage to change my mind that the trip might just be nice, enjoying n memorable.. now i think otherwise...
i know its my fault coming home late.. like 11pm.. instead of coming home early to pack...
but your comments of, 'if u dun wanna go for the trip den u can dun go... get out.'
thx ah... that gave me the urge to just say, "dont go lo.. i wasnt even looking forward to it in the first place... appreciate your effort of so called 'grad trip'.."
u can scold say why i dont think and all... but not that remark...
screw it... i can apologise for coming home late and didnt think... but....
GRRRRRRRRRR!! can someone save me? i really dread gg now... really.. see my dad's face the next 9 days EVERYDAY, HOUR, MIN, SECOND!!!!!!
i am so not gonna be all nice... just gonna react like how i wan it to be...
u can waste all the money on this trip but i wont feel happy.. serious. never at all...
i know i am being all bad n not respectful...
its not fair la... i manage to make myself look forward for the whole shit... and yet...
u know wad... i dun wan to go alr... gg will just torture me.. why not just save the money and spend it on other things...
my goodness
some of u might just laugh.. see i told u so...
11:12 PM