Friday, October 02, 2009
screw up me
today ended quite badly...felt tt i am not good enough...
seriously not good enough...
you made the effort to do things tgt yet i ended up with this super sian and screwed up face while we were at it...
i so wanna blame it on my lack of sleep... but actually i dont think thats the point...
deep down i was unhappy... do not know why am i uphappy about...
just maybe i felt that i am not good enough...
i do not meet my own criteria...
one day... i might just regret.....
i want to turn back time...
everything didnt run as smooth as i plan...
help me... feel like crying when i was walking home...
wads wrong with me?
moody? lack of sleep? or just purely screw up me?
11:59 PM



